super long time before i blogged...lol...
some er...promised pictures i haven't taken yet...lol...
like the one of my house and err...my uniform?!!
haha...

everyone's busy in singapore...
it's chinese new year eve...but it totally feels like a normal weekend...
going to my dad's friend's house for dinner tonight then going some pot luck thing at another person's house...
it's also valentine's day tmr...quite cool haha chinese new year and valentine's day on the same day!!(:

went for band prac on thursday...lol...the intrument i used was...-no comments-
lol...it's plastic and i haven't heard of that brand before...and apparently one of the pads dropped off and i was like squeaking a whole lot...so malu-.- then i had to use a reed size 2...lol...so i was super flat?!! then i decided not to play since i can't play in tune and i keep squeaking lol...
but in the end it sort of got "fixed" then i can play some notes-.- you can actually see the pad MOVING when you press the key to open the hole-.- i was like NO WONDER cannot play properly...lol...found the pieces simple...more of catching up with the speed but yea...but not much of a challenge...like no high notes, no running notes, no weird weird rhythm...oh well...that's so far...but the band is super unbalanced...bcos everyone plays what they want to play...so...no tubas o.0 and a lot of ppl play flutes o.0
about half the band consists of flutes? haha yea...but it's ok...
some ppl may know about this o.0 but my parents said buy a secondhand clarinet for me...my dad says they confirm will not buy a new one for me but then will confirm not buy me a plastic one...can't find any secondhand buffet RC...quite sad...but there is buffet E-11...have to go try to find out...
i think im nuts-.-(as nuts as klariNUTZZ HAHAH) like actually buying a clarinet?!! me?!

heard about all the crazy stuff that's happening in rv...like right now, the crazy gpa year 4s are supposed to get to get promoted and the A2 for o lvl higher chinese...and about extended band hours and more and more practices...all i can say now is JIAYOU!!(: but i can't do much o.0

hmm...what else did i want to say o.0
don't rmb but wish everyone happy chinese new year and valentine's day!!(: haha...



today's date is 01012010
o.0 so many zeros and ones
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!(:

and tmr band members performing for tone poem...
all the best and...dun err...
screw it!!(:

tmr everyone needs to go to school early...
so...finally moving in to the new campus...
and im not there to see it o.0
so...i shall try to go back and see it soon!!(:

that's all~
jiayou for tmr!!(:



it's the last day of 2009...
it's not only the last day of 2009...
it's the last day of this decade...
goodbye to 2009, welcome to 2010 o.0

tmr is the start of a new decade...
the start of a new year...
another day...

the new start of another chapter, with manymany changes...
this century has been said to be the worst century in dunoe how man year's history...
with all the natural disasters and eh...some big stuff like 911...so...
yea...goodbye to the bad endings and hello to a good beginning...
it's not been a very good year from the start i guess...well...
syf starting off etc. etc.
like it wasn't great for band...then for schoolwork it was better than 2008 o.0
but yea...can be better...

hoping to stay up late tonight...
in time to countdown to new year with singapore...haha and taiwan(:
excited and looking forward to the new year...
hope you are too(:

lastly, wishing everyone a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!



how was everyone's christmas?
spent Christmas with a quite messed up house o.0
bcos had to unpack...
finally have clothes o.0

hmm...school is starting soon in singapore...
shipped stuff have arrived...
done a lot of packing...
there's no trace that i've lived in that house for almost 10 years...
furniture all gone...
house already sold...
fading away...
only source of showing i existed in singapore is my friends...
and the emails...
sometimes i wonder...
what will we talk about the next time i see you all...
will it be different?
will i change?
will everyone change?
i guess so...
but there's nothing i can do...

miss someone calling me AUNTYYYYYYYYYYY *hugs*
and miss someone tlkaing about the DBSK and fahrenheit stuff with me *winks*
and miss being part of band
miss my clarinet(evan how's my clarinet o.0)

memories are still there...but fading...in the future...
in the future...not as many memories...
thanks for being my friend, my sister and yea....applies to YOU!(:
hope we can remain that way...for manymany years to come...
i don't regret knowing you all at all
thanks for being there for me & everything...

anyway...wishing everyone a




have decided to blog like...after one week of arriving in what sarah calls the KANGAROO LAND-.-
lol...i find it amusing but no, melbourne doesn't really have kangaroos, mayb in the wildlife reserves or something but other than that, you don't see them...
wanted to post after hearing the news that ms ek is leaving...well...and compared to the newer principal...she's loads better....from what i heard and read at this article o.0
the new principal is the ex-principal of JJC...and after i read the online article i think he's loads worse than llm...

http://www.gamerzplanet.net/forums/spam/162255-jjcs-principle-removes-his-sheep-clothing-the-true-face-of-torment.html

here's the article...and amazingly i still can log in to ivle?!
haha...aiyooooo...still rmb the time all of us talk about her...lol...and getting pissed bcos of what she said and the veryveryvery long talks she gave during assembly at the field...lol...and well...yea...din appreciate luh...to be honest...

after reading that article im thankful i left><
haha...he's scaryyyyyy>< but i shall still go back and visit><
and tie up my hair in case i get caught by him if i go back><
i scared lehhhhhhh!!><
now the whole school knows she's leaving i think o.0
a lot of ppl know she's leaving at least...

there's a lot of changes for 2010...a year of change we could say...o.0
like i mean...change of school campus, change of principal, im not there anymore, change of school uniforms...etc. etc.

haha...well...things come and go...but the most important thing is to look forward...
a new chapter, a new beginning, an end results in a beginning...a beginning with changes etc. etc.

it was raining this morning...was super cold...good thing i din go out><
won't have internet tmr...and for i dunoe how long...so...post first(:
will try to post more photos on fb(:
haha...
bye for now(:



the last band prac...
'the last' suddenly sounds so near...
when i thought it's manymany days away...
but actually...it isn't that long...
reality suddenly sets in...it's 11 days left...
thanks everyone for their well wishes and presents...i really appreciate those little things a lot...
like...the class farewell parties...it was totally something i din expect at all...
although i dun really appear surprised...but i really feel very happy and touched and grateful...
it's been 3 years i have spent in RV and i have gathered another 3 years...of beautiful memories that i will keep and remember...
i type like im leaving tmr-.-
was taking pictures of my instru just now...b4 i left the house...for 3K-ilograms farewell party...
and...yea...had a lot of fun and will miss everyone loads...
and monday had 2Deja vu farewell party too...and tmr...have sec 3 band dinner thing at pizza hut...
and strangely...all are dinners o.0
anyway...im talking about this bcos tmr is the last band prac ir rather the last drills...i dun think we have combines tmr...since they din ask us to bring clothes to change...
hope that everyone will do their best tmr(:
have fun doing PT!!(:



today is the last day of school...can't believe sec 3 life is OVER
like...wow....term 3 and term 4 pass by super fast!!
then now...school hols alr...
tmr...last day of october(:
and tmr is halloween o.0
and damien huang came to our class when we were in the hall then he wrote on the whiteboard
"happy halloween! and regards from me. damien huang"
lol...and gave everyone a lollipop(:
haha...will miss the air-con class room a lot!!):
like how many schools have so many air-con classrooms?!
lol...have band camp coming up...
6-7 nov...and eh...many band pracs...
haha....
and ms chan said some sec 3s might be able to perform with senior band for the yuhua concert...
on the 20 decemeber...
haha...and she got quite pissed with us today...
lol...what for?
playing rubbish...as usual...lol...
a lot of ppl din come today...hmm...
due to eh....other commmitments o.0
haha...hmm....nothing much to say...just that...
will miss the 3 years we have had in the current campus at queensway...
haha...i mean...2 syf's have been practised in this campus...
dunoe how many lessons and cca we have attended at this campus
and all the events...
so...3 years of memory in the current campus!!(:



i think there's something wrong with the all the air-cons today...
it's like very cold><
first it was the LT1 air-con...bcos went there to take the CID paper...
then go in immediately freeze...super cold...
ended up shivering o.0
then it was the tuition centre air-con...
wah...super cold also....
whats wrong with all the air-cons today?!
then go home the bus also so cold...lol...
and there was this guy that keep standing in front of me and smoke at the bus stop-.-
ew....
i passed CID!!
and i was expecting to fail/get C6 at most o.0
haha...lol...hmm...why do i have like nothing to say now...



on thursday...the bicultural programme thing...wah...
6 hours of chinese in school then after go home chinese tuition 2 hours. -.-
studying a whole day of chinese will make you quite...er....

then friday...
after track assembly, then mr lee asked some people to stay back...
then he called my name...
then i was thinking DIE...isit ask me go chem remedial or something?!
lol...then actually is ask us if we interested in suzhou GPP...haha...
lol...then he was like those comfirm cannot one can go alr...then more than half the people walked off...lol...
poor mr lee o.0
but this is like the first time a teacher asked me to join some programme o.0
then friday was like some games day...
started with don't forget the lyrics...
haha....
then had some games....like stations games...
haha...
then there was cca...
and ms chan din come so we had sectionals...and gimling and wenhui came o.0
stress arh!! haha...then we spent a lot of time on tuning o.0
and there's no cca on tuesday o.0
but there's cca on the last day of school...
haha....



hehe...the next 3 days have some special programme o.0
tmr have some bicultural thing...
but rv's bicultural programme's are forever chinese-.-
lol....BIcultural
means TWO which is english and chinese
but then....
haha....chinese all the way tmr...no lessons o.0
and need to wear pe to school...
then friday and nxt tuesday...
bring pe to school
bcos we have some programme organised by the  SCs
then next monday is promotion day(:
so no school....

did CIP in the school library today...
and the ari con was spoilt...
and me and michelle got stuck pasting pages into the book...
lol...and after pasting the pages of the book still can't fit into the book....
and benjamin and joel were doing CIP too...
and for the last 10 minutes or less then we went outside the library...
haha...the temperature in the library is higher than the temperature OUTSIDE the library...-.-
it was so warm...i started sweating after a hour-.-

and i need to dig out my expositary test essay
so dead....i dunoe where is it now><
need to go findddddd):
but i dun think i can find it...
howhowhowhowhowhow!!



haha...
i think i shall put all the names up after all...lolololol....
haha...

thank you to:
zoenin(emperor(: ),sarah,miriam,michelle,ruth,jieying,yunfei,kimyee,junze,chinhong,weikai,joy,eemin,paul,clement,
james,qianyi,yihan,gimling,vengyi(changjin!!),jialing,hueychyi,Ps yvonne,benson,shimin,sebby(sebastian o.0),danish,gracia,shaokai,evan,liang shixian,kaixuan,meilin,marilyn,billy

lol....zoenin!! i put your name(:!! haha....lol...
thanks for the present also(:
haha...lol...i typed out all the name o.0
haha....all those messages made my day(:

anyway...today was an interesting practice(:
we sight-read 'the sound of music'
and ms chan was asking who know the story...lol...
then she was saying mayb holiday have time will show us the show o.0
lol...i have it at home o.0
haha....movie marathon o.0
zi-highing...
anyway....that's not exactly the main point of today's interesting practice.
haha...
bcos CO air-con spoilt and they open the doors...and so can hear them playing from upstairs...
lol...then they were playing a kitaro song...haha...coincidentally, i also have that at home o.0
from upstairs it sounded quite nice(:
haha....then when they were playing the floor was vibrating...and can hear the drums...was quite cool...haha...
never felt that from CO before o.0
haha...anyway...ms chan was saying...
after listening to CO that song for 3 weeks she forget our melody alr...
haha....
then she say can be fei1 xia2 alr...lol...suit the music...haha...she even did some action with the music and it was very very funny!!
haha....
then a few times before we started playing then CO started the meoldy part again...
then ms chan was like suddenly forget howto conduct us...
HAHAHHAA....super funny...
then everyone will end up laughing...lol...
hhaha...
and...ms christine teo is a new band teacher o.0
and next year the BIG WALK 2 JAN involve only sec3 and sec4...and 2 jan is like a SATURDAY...
lol...
and the school anniversary also...only involve sec3 to year5(current levels)
which means haha...i will be involved o.0
lol...

and mr chng gave loads of maths hw today that im going to do in school tmr...lol...
it's really a lot-.-
haha...and i should be doing not blogging><
haha...
so...that's all~ haha...
thanks everybody for the birthday wishes!!(:



hmm...today is 19102009
haha...and it's well...
my day....
haha...
and also ms chan's birthday(:
happy birthday n=ms chan!!(:
today's weather was great too...
very sunny and sky was so blue but it was very very hot...
haha....
anyway...
hmm...a lot of people wished me happy birthday and i feel very happy...lol...
it's like...a lot of people know you and so on...
haha...no wonder all those 偶像 can always be very happy on their birthdays o.0
they have like so many fans wishing them happy birthday...
got to know many people this year...haha....
anyway....
want to thank everyone who wished me happy birthday o.0
i was thinking whether i should put down all the names...but nobody will see right...lol...
lol...and i decided not to put it up...but anyway...
thankyou everybody!!
haha...

another year has passed...and i feel old-.-
and i still want to grow taller....lol...
another year....to keep as memories(:
haha...
oh and i got a chocolate  cake...went out to buy it and ended up sweating like crazy o.0
haha....i shall put a picture of the cake up soon o.0
haha...
bye~
see everyone tmr(:
haha...

happy birthday to me!!(: lol...
(in the process of zi-highing o.0)



it's saturday...
and i finished watching 1 litre of tears...
and it's really very sad and very touching....
it makes me appreciate being able to move...
we take our mobility for granted...it is something we do every day...
be it walking, running or even talking...
we do it every day,
not taking to mind that some people can't even walk...
the heartless glances some people show the disabled...
it's not like they like it but they still must face it...
they still can get hurt...although they may appear ok....
"If I were a flower, then now I’d be a bud. I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets." and I really don’t want to say things such as "I want to go back to how things were before." I recognized how I am right now; and I will continue to live on." - Aya Kitô
 http://www.symphonyoflove.net/blog/95/1-liter-of-tears.html
i think this is a review of some sort....
it is really inspiring...
like....really appreciate yourself now...and live life to the fullest...
lol...
haha....
and study...lol...
that's all
i think i might watch it again...
when i have the time...
haha...
to motivate myself o.0











shouldn't be posting...but...
now i know why...
some ppl want to study music...
when you're pissed or whatever, music can change your mood...
it can make you feel sad, happy etc...
it's like listening to music...
is a way to get rid of all the wordly feelings...
playing music, listening to music...it's like being in your own world...
the music just flows...

decided to go back to pei hwa after all....wasn't exactly planning to go back..but since i was early...why not...
went popular first...since it's like opposite each other...then passed by this gift shop so shu bian go buy present and go back lor...
then...i picked my brother...
and i srsly dunoe what the school is trying to do...
the teachers are ok with us going to the staff room but they insist in keeping us in the canteen...
and wait for the teachers to come down...
and it took ages for them to come down..
then i was practically chased home by my mother...
she keep calling me-.-
just bcos my brother was there...
then i was like so pissed then just leave lor...
but luckily o.0
just b4 i left i met my p6 form teacher leh(:
haha...
and my mother was wondering why i so black-face...
is like...NOT MY FAULT OK...
they only allowed us to go in at 12.50 when their school programme end at 12.30 -.-
and i asked my brother if he minded waiting for a while...
and he was OK with that...
and my mother wasn't -.-
just don't understand it sometimes...
somehow i think it's the people that you love most can make you the most pissed, the most sad/hurt....etc....
...............................
and then she started explaining that if i wanted to visit teachers then i should say earlier then dun pick my brother...
but it's like this is one of those rare times i actually get released earlier than him and pick him on the way home so...why not what...i save somebody a trip...
made me quite bad mood for the rest of the day
i sound like im some aunty complaining-.-
so...i shall not continue...
haha...and i shall listen to MUSIC(:
haha...
happy studying everyone o.0
tmr no school...



"When it comes to getting things done, multitasking is a bane not a blessing, according to Stanford University researchers."
o.0...
haha...thanks to some recent discussion about whether technology is a bane or a boon...i know what a bane means(:
haha...
there's half day tmr...
and i haven't finish chem prac 17...
need to pass up tmr..
and i left the suibi-.-
i think my dad is flying back this wednesday...
o.0...
i think im addicted to joe hisaishi's summer o.0
haha...i keep playing it over and over again o.0
lol...his piano is so nice><
but amazingly he learned violin first...
never heard that he played violin o.0
so cool!!
i want to go out tmr):
but i no money to go...
and anyway need to study...
i decided to become a very very good kid(:
haha...i even made a list of what  i have to study...
like worksheets, notes etc.
o.0
and i just realised that we have A LOT A LOT to study...
thank God i dun have to take scs paper for eoys><
haha...
i think we're going to get our progress report soon right...
so not looking forward to it...
this year's really gone very fast..
faster than the past 2 years...
it's like...not long ago...we changed class and dunoe anyone...
and now...it's like...haha...lol...
not say very united lar...
but okok class...
hmm....
yea...many things happened this year...
haha...
"They couldn't help thinking about the task they weren't doing," Ophir said of multitaskers. "They can't keep things separate in their minds."
Testing also showed that multitaskers weren't superior when it came to remembering or organizing information in their minds. Researchers showed students letters and asked them to remember repeated appearances.
"The low multitaskers did great," Ophir said. "The high multitaskers were doing worse and worse the further they went along because they kept seeing more letters and had difficulty keeping them sorted in their brains."
o.0 some yahoo news...o.0
multi-tasking is BAD?!
but it saves time(:
i think this is like the official last post b4 the eoys...unless something crops up...
haha...
i shall go on hiatus~ haha...
JIAYOUS FOR EOYS EVERYBODY!!



wow...i have to get studying><
was listening to joe hisaishi's piece summer.
wow...his playing is ________
totally stunned...
oriental wind is also quite nice...
and his psirited away song - one summer's night...
haha...
it's really really very nice(:
got our 2nd piece since the sec 4s left...
it feels helpless being a senior...
it's like...we're not improving...
oh...this new piece is called Joe Hisaishi's Works 3 o.0
has 4 songs inside i think
Summer, Oriental Wind, HANA-BI, and some song with japanese name>< dunoe how to read...
and apparently this song has many solos o.0
flutes have like 3 solos...
french horn also have solo...
haha...listened to joe hisaishi playing summer...
wah...i can't believe we have to sound like that><
or rather I have to sound like that...
lol...
why do i feel that we/i will ruin the first part of the piece><
zzz...
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
to all teachers o.0
haha...although it's early><
haha...ppl...let's go study(:



o.0...today was and is an amazing day o.0
firstly, miriam slept earlier than me today o.0
how amazing is THAT(:
haha...
and secondly...
we got to sight-read some score composed by joe hisaishi...
and it has like the kind of 6 notes in 1 beat kind of rhythm...and
some of the weird rhythm has caused my sense of rhythm to go haywire...
like if i sing rhythm i dun even know what im singing-.-
 zzz...
i shall go sleep now o.0
good night...er...morning everybody...



lol...i have no idea why im blogging...
when i got so much work to finish...
i dun understand...
why....
i dunoe how to do trigo-.-
when it's e-maths...which is supposed to be easier....
and i can do sum of roots and multiplication of roots and that is a-maths...
it's like supposed to be what...
harder?!
can't believe it...
got to write chinese compo in class tmr...
got to finish bio assignment...
mr chng decided to go super fast...until i dun even know what he's doing><
and he gave us 5 pages of homework today?!
lol...
and the best thing yet...
tmr morning i have section run...
zzz...
and we're like sight-reading some song tmr...
i think it's called summer...
haha...by a japanese guy...i dunoe how to spell his err...surname><
haha...



time flies..
this year passed by really quickly...
and i can't believe im gonna be sec 4 next year...
never imagined it to be THAT fast...
all the erm...
craziness...
wow...
this year really passed quickly...
like how the wind blows past...
but never blows back...
memories are to be made and kept...
im still thinking whether i should go back on teacher's day o.0
but i dun think i will...i shall see whether they having half day or not(:
haha...
hmm...
still have maths ws to do...
and maths notes trigo part 3...
and i still dunoe how to do -.-
haha...
it's only a few months time...
when we will step down o.0
that's sad):
the sec 2s will be sec 3s and the sec 1s will be sec 2s and the sec 3s will be sec 4s...
o.0...
which reminds me...
i must collect section fund...
next week...
$5 each...
and i am feeling hopelessly BROKE now-.-
lol...









I am wondering why so many people changed to livejournal-.-
lol...and i can't figure out the problem with the archiving thing...
err...anybody know how to do?
i din have to do it last time
and now i dunoe why it doesn't work-.-
my mother keeps saying that need to go study...
zzz...sec 1s are officially in main band now...
and ms chan decided to play pomp and circumstance
finally we get to actually play something proper...
like pecori night and the version of the Gong qi jun...
those are like warm-ups...and yet...
we cant play the, properly without mistake...
was searching through my old scores...
found the old gong qi jun
the other version...the harder one...
if we played that now our band will crash...
honestly...
sometimes i just can't stand it...
someone keeps thinking she's damn pro...and is like...comeone...you're no better than all of us...
among the the rest your age yes, you may be good BUT other people will catch up...
you will never be the best in the future with this kind of attitude...
you'll just make people dun like you...
i think i sound mean...
do i?
finally managed to settle the tagboard and fixed the broken links o.0
changing blogskin makes ppl busy o.0
tmr is jiro's birthday(:
haha...
hmmm...i dunoe what to write now...
LOL...
5 weeks to eoys!!
better go study><
trigo is horrible/weird-.-



hmm...changed blogskin...and there's something wrong with the archiving system...
and.. need to change my tagboard o.0
not totally fixed yet...need to get used to using html again...
after not touching it for like SO LONG
haha...
5 more weeks to EOYS
zzz
haha...will ifx up more of my blog...erm...later on...
but anyway...
WHO EVEN COMES HERE-.-
lol....



hmmm...i just realised how near the exams are><
they are like only 6 weeks away, including this week...
so...better start studying><
haha...this term is really wah...so fast-.-
-not good-
hmm...GOOD LUCK MIRIAM FOR YOUR PIANO EXAM(:
wah...you play the scales so fast...
and i think i play my scales half the speed of yours-.-
lol...
tmr there's band...
another practice, another day
wonder what's new...
nothing in fact...
help the sec 1s fit in,
settle our basics(which are obviously not there)
finally can hear how horrible we sound without the sec 4s and do SOMETHING...
bcos...we aren't what we used to be...
we're worse....much much worse...
there's a long way ahead...
and our standard is dropping like i dunoe what...
zzz...
haha...



feeling so confused lately...
why is it that in shows the ppl have open places where they can just scream out loud...
like release whatever they're feeling then...and
we don't...singapore is really.....too small -.-
everywhere you go there's concrete...
singapore is really a city...like concrete everywhere...

i really dunoe what to do now...
ppl i want to discuss with...all not online...
telling my parents wun help....like....they wun understand...
it's not that kind of "i-did-something-unforgivable" thing...but...
i just dunoe how to explain it...
im like standing at the crossroads...and can't make a decision...
and the roads dun meet...
in fact...they go further....and further away...
im not sure how to make this decision...
i dun even know...
if im even making the right decision...
it;s so hard...to make this decision...
what does God want me to do...
what does He want us to do...
i dunuoe...
i really don't...
feel so helpless that i can't even make a decision for myself...
feel so useless...
i can't even decide what colour clothes i want to buy...
no wonder i can't make a decision...
no wonder james was saying women are not decisive...
apparently the erm...reservice ppl were sharing...
women dun even know what they want...how can men know what THEY want...
true...if you look at it at a certain angle...
WHYWHYWHY are decisions so hard to make...
i really dunoe what to do...
i dunoe what i want...
so many ppl have their own ambitions...
i dun even know what i want to be...
since young...i never had any ambition...
and when those weird self-introduction things included MY AMBITION
i would just fake something....bcos i really dunoe what i want to be...
i dun even know what i want...
simple decisions i can't make...
others?
no need to say more...
must really start to think through what i want...
those ppl who know...dun tell anybody ok...thanks(:
listening to chu1 kou3...
how come i can't find my chu1 kou3
decisions...
are really hard to make...
im not sure if i will make the right choice....



haha(: it's national day
and i just realised how great it is to have national day on a sunday(:
bcos we get a super long weekend(:
haha...
shall reply tags...
zoenin - eh...i heard they selling hse o.0i hope they shift out soon o.0
evan - lol...mayb she did-.-

haha...
we shall thank someone for giving us PUBLIC criticism
lol...
we'll SHOW her..
that we can be BETTER
and make her TAKE BACK her words...
lol...
jiayou RVCB(:



shall post afte after such a long time(:
today had chem prac....and ICAS maths
and ndp rehearsal...
i forgot to bring calculator):
and i think i lost it...zzz...i can't find it...
not good news

apprently my neighbours never got taught manners...
how SAD
like you know my house need to tap card then can go in....and apparently...my neighbour's name is sarah...dunoe how to spell...but HEY it still sounds like that...
well....she was picking her younger sister...and they were like doing the skateboarding thing....and boviously both of them are like younger than me...
then i opened the door bcos i need to get home and apparently they din bring the card...
although i only saw the older sister first...
then apparently their parents din teach them to say THANK YOU
wow...i sound like im insulting their parents but HEY....their children reflect them?! lol...like we have had another encounter with their mother-.- and apparently they behave similarly...
and this is not the first time i opened the door for both sisters...and both times they din say thankyou...
wow....maybe im petty but don't they even know their manners?! i think the older sister is like sec school alr lar...-.-
then when we got into the lift...i din press their floor number...
i pressed my own...
and the older sister pressed it and started staring at me like a got something written on my face...like PLEASE STARE AT ME...lol
my face is super clean lar please....
stare what stare...
somemore she's not until my shoulder lar....still stare
stare what...i have NOTHING written on my face lar...
make me bad mood when i got home...
lioke what is this lar...no manners totally...
staring is like WRONG....lioke did anybody ever tell her that?!
the nxt time i see them i shall walk the other way and totally ignore them...
not WORTH my attention...
like seriously...
being young is NOT an excuse...
as long as you go to school you will know how to say THANKYOU
but apparently THEY don't
hmm....what have their parents been doing-.- or rather what have THEY been doing...
like so what if i dunoe them...it's like basic courtesy...
BASIC BASIC BASIC
like the basics of basics...
i have no idea why im getting so pissed just talking about them...they are like a waste of MY time-.-

and ndp rehearsal was weird...
we supposed to stand in a semicircle and ended in something like a U-shape...
LOL...
and apparently we were not loud enough?
haha...



life's short...
like really short...
you never know when you'll die...like you may be alive and kicking...and the next day you're dead
CHOICHOICHOI touch wood ok
i mean look at michael jackson...
he was like having REHEARSALS....and everyone knows what a great dancer he is...
short while later? he's dead...
some ppl think ther life's a drama...
i think there are other ppl...who's life is more drama thaan you could ever imagine...
at least i know of someone who'e life is SUPER drama...
although i dun even know her name...but let's just say...
our life is not a drama compared to the lives of others

OH...and miriam asks me to post on my blog that she grew taller and she is about to jump over the moon...and i commented that we can count down and when she jumps over the moon i can like video her-.-
LOL...anybody want to watch also? can contact miriam and we'll arrange a wonderful time to watch her jump over the moon...like a movie you know(:
haha

folding cranes...1000...as sands of time slowly runs out?
as time ticks by...



hais...all i can say is
thanks H1N1 -.-
bcos of you we can't have concert and dun have speech day-.-
then we had to stay back for the AYG opening when there's only sec 1's again bcos of H1N1
then we were like ignored?!
until the whole thing ended and mrs yiow actually thanked us and said we did a wonderful performance or something like that
and the sky was amazingly full of rain clouds
and it actually din rain and there was NO lightning risk alert
so in the end we did it in at the field
then the person taking photos took a picture of me when we were playing
no lar...it wasn't only me
then they were passing the erm...torch
and it was quite pretty..as in the fire very pretty
haha...
then just now watch on tv then have 3 torch-bearers go light the cauldron at singapore indoor stadium i think...live...
hmmm...looks a bit like a mix of national day and olympics-.-
all the sec sch ppl...
i think...justr watched the last part...
then my mother say YOU WANT TO WATCH THIS WU LIAO THING ARH
then i was like never say anything...
then off the tv...anyway i din even know what they doing
oh...back to the AYG in school...
well...was supposed to play olympic spirit...memorise until so can3 then end up not playing that song-.-
played promotion march instead...haha...



school reopens tmr...
haha...
got to keep this short...my chem tuition teacher coming soon
like erm...supposed to come in 20 minutes
LOL...
hm...still need to do a bit of last minute homework...
and need to look through alympic spirit again
dun wanna screw up tmr-.-
not a very good thing
hm...
i dunoe what to say-.-



hmm...
let's just say...
i prefer smrt buses
like i dun have good impressions of sbs buses...
no offence and im not anti-sbs but...
their bus drivers are like ______
it's like...hmmm...
one time...my wallet dropped into the lift hole...
then need to wait for the maintenance guy to come and get it out...which was i think a few weeks later...
then...one fine day...
joanne had to go hwachong for some prize giving ceremony thing...then my house near there then take taxi with her lar...
she dun wan go herself also mah...
then i took a sbs bus....
then obviously i dun have my ez-link card -.-
then i put in 55cents
then the uncle was like scolding me...-.-
WHERE IS Your BUS CARD? HUH? THIS ONE FOR CHILD'S RIDE!
i was like thinking HEY smrt bus uncle also never say anything you scold me for what.
and my wallet is at the bottom of the lift -.-
like what do you want me to do?
i can't do anything!!
then he just waved me on the bus-.-
and today...need to go school for AYG rehearsal...in the morning
then i took 51...change bus..
and everybody knows 51 is a sbs bus -.-
and so i stand at the door lar...like im not even blocking anybody...
and when anybody wants to get off i give way like give A LOT of way to them in fact
NONE of them complain
then the bus driver at just one bus stop b4 school the bus stop...
ask me to go over
then i was like thinking...he need what help
then he was like
ARE YOU GETTING OFF THE BUS? IF NOT WHY ARE YOU STANDING AT THE DOOR?
i believe the first incident is not exactly my fault...but nobody else say anything then he must scold me-.-
then the second incident was i dunoe...mayb i am wrong...but i wasn't blocking anyone in any way-.-
so i dunoe whether im wrong or what
and there was another incident but i dun wan to say...bcos i think that was my fault...
something small...
but apparently i think the other sbs-es bus i take that doesn't have this weird problems is 166 and 170
yay(:
i think I shall try to Not take other sbs buuses b4 i get scolded...yet again for doing something "wrong"
hmm....someone tell me....
for the incident today...
was i right?! or wrong?!

today...was the AYG rehearsal...and to be honest...i plsy then keep getting lost/mixed up -.-
must go memorise properly...
anyway...we played horribly...like everyone could hear that....
soooooooo...hais...
monday school reopens alr...
why are the holidays over...
that fast -.-
but i managed to finish the zuo he de chao ji ah ma
haha...and i never managed to finish other books b4(:
i think a lot of ppl going to chiong homework alr...
haha...jiayoujiayou~



had PT today and ms chan din come
and now my face is red/pink -.- although is not sunburn
bcos we had PT under the hothot sun from about 9 to 11.30
the time usually not so hot but looking at the weather today
it was like oven liddat
and the sun so bright
had combine drills with sec 1s today....and all i can say is good try after 2 times of PT
like....a lot if expected from them after so few sessions of PT
and i think im gonna be sick soon -.-
not a good sign
my throat is pain -.-
must be the CIP we did ystd
then never bring enough water
then today PT under the very hot and bright sun
and we learnt a new command...some u-turn thing
then it was very messy
tmr they're gonna do the yearly erm...."ritual" so called of welcoming the sec 1s....but im not going -.-
shall not reveal the "ritual" until it's OVER like in a few hours time
haha
hmmm...
i realise i have done like veryvery little homework...and half the hols are GONE alr
like i still haven't read san guo yan yi -.- like i read 4 chapters -.-
goto start catching up...
wah....dunoe why today so tired -.-
have maths tuition from 7-9 then i was like thinking how come i feel so tired
tmr they have to assemble by 8.15...like HEY that is so early





111th post...
nice number(:
anw...i am srsly wondering how i managed to memorise other scores so easily -.-
bcos im having a hard time memorising the olympic spirit ><
like memorise very long and still can't get it
i spent a lot of time on promotion march also -.- finally remembered....but im still stuck with olympic spirit!!!!!!
howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow
going to memorise on the bus tmr alr lar...zzz...
today had CIP
and it wasn't fun
and the water at east coast is like SO EXPENSIVE
and we only had to fill one plastic bag bcos apparently NO MORE ALR
then the plastic bag have manymany holes
and can tie knots at the holes until the capacity of the plastic bag is like reduced by HALF
haha...LOL
need to go memorise olympic spirit
hm....not exactly feeling the olympic spirit....



my parents esp. my mother always thinks i dun study
and they only notice the times that i dun study and dun care about the times that i actually DO study
like last night my mother was saying eh....nxt tuesday cannot go to school arh bcos i dun see you studying -.-
then monday go east coast pick rubbish. then she was like eh. can dun go a not
go pick rubbish can, go study cannot -.-
like who in the world said i din study?!
and apparently now...my whole life revolves around maths?!
like maths and maths and maths
woooooooooo~
just bcos they saw me using the com they say
eh...how come i always see you in front of the computer?
they obviously only see the time im NOT studying like let's say taking a break and come say i din study -.-
then when im studying what are they doing? some other stuff and dun care what im doing -.-
i somehow always do things the wrong way -.-

anw...got to memorise 3 scores -.-
the olympic spirit, honor band, and promotion march
alamak...all by tuesday
and guess what
we have to march and play at the same time for the AYG
olympic spirit is hard enough to play/memorise when sitting down...
marching will be definitely no air
and there is like a clarinet SOLI
if im not wrong -.-
and it's all SLURRED
so it's supposed to sound joined tgt....but when you're marching of course very chuan
win ler...
then ms chan was saying we make it this way
if one person in the section never memorise, that section die
if one section never memorise, the while band die
-.-
then sebby was reiterating this on friday
then we were like YES SIR
then he was like
ok....i think we're gonna die on tuesday -.-
bcos we're supposed to memorise by tuesday
and we're gonna do that for drills...
so drills with instruments while playing the 3 pieces...
haha...and we're supposed to see if we want the syf photos
and they cost _______
unbelievably high prices!!!
like the largest photo which is i not sure how nig cost like $180?!
HAPPY NEW YEAR?!
going to see the photos online first then see whether want to buy a not (:
cheapest one is like $12

hmm....events looking forward to in band(:
29th june - AYG
11th july - performance as a guest band @ yuhua concert (ANYBODY WANT TO GO?? xp )
18th july - speech day

and nxt year we should be able to get our very own RV CONCERT
haha...(:



praying hard now that i won't be quarantined!!!
like this is horrible....the swine flu thing
my brother has fever for like 4-5 days and finally is going to see a doctor now
and thus i dunoe
he fever so many days then go see doctor
then later he quarantined
then our whole family will be like quarantined also
which is like NOT a joke
if we are i will definitely smack my brother
i need to go to sch tmr!!!
like TOMORROW
although the quarantine is like only 2 days if im not wrong
still means that i can't go out of the house -.-
and im stuck at home doing WORK
like TWO WHOLE DAYS OF STUDYING
will die one leh ><
which means i can't go sch, can't go church etc. etc.
please God dun let us be quarantined):
Amen~



it think my brother is the most irritating person on earth when it comes to being sick
you will just want to whack his head...like seriously
he will either act damn sick and complain and complain non-stop
or he will make a lot of super high pitched voices and make the WHOLE house so noisy
and he's like doing that now
and when i was sleeping he stole my handphone charger
and now i can't on my phone bcos there's not batt and i dun have the charger
how irritating can he get?!
then he starts sms-ing me all kinds of stupid stuff
like "you look like a pig" etc.
and obviously as a sister im not so STUPID as to even reply them -.-
like who cares about his stupid sms-es
i dun even noe what's his prob
so act for what
suck up
my mother at home he's like mouse liddat
dun even say anything
then watch the usual KOREAN DRAMAS on the com with her
then he starts whining about WHY I CANNOT PLAY COMPUTER
and then my mother will make him do work
then he will complain WHY GOT NO REST ONE and throw his tantrum
ahem....excuse me....you have been slacking/resting for HOW MANY DAYS ALR HUH
and so now...just to inform everybody
I CAN'T SMS UNTIL I FIND WHERE MY BROTHER HIDE MY HANDPHONE CHARGER
it's all HIS fault.
can't stand it
anybody has a brother like mine? i know how you feel -.-



hmmm...im doing maths homework -.-
when no one i asked has doen it yet -.-
was just randomly thinking about primary sch...
the horrible p6 days when i had to be a loner -.-
when i was sec 1 i went back i think during chinese new year....
then i was like hello to this person and that person -.-
acting like their good friend...
haha....can imagine their reaction....
they must be thinking what the heck does this person think she's doing
haha...
in fact i think a lot of ppl hated me....
thanks to er hmmmm short form? SA
dun need to disclose names bcos anyway no one who knows me knows her
ok....mayb except the pei hwa ppl....
hais....there are like so many types of ppl out there....
the hypocrites, backstabbers etc...
name them and they're there
well....all i can say is, it's over...
nothing much to talk about
at least i did better than the oh-im-so-popular SA
hahaha...hais....mayb im suan-ing her but...
given another chance, i so do NOT want to talk to her
she's one of the worst ppl i ever knew...and i shall keep it in the erm....garbage part of my memory
LOL
hahaha...
anyway
i can go band
like i CAN GOOOOOOO
woohooooo....no one will see someone as happy as me when they say they can go holiday cca practices
haha....
too bad lor...bcos i always have a problem on even going to normal practices sometimes -.-
i shall not continue jabbering and get on with maths(:
I MUSTMUSTMUST finish june holidays hw this time.
i think i accomplished a lot compared the past few years -.-
3 sui bi and the geog ws....plus im doing maths nowwwwww
hahahha....
ok....i shall doo hw now(:
PS. happy climbing over the mt everest of hw everbodyyyy(:
ok...so i can't say it really is a lot compared to the past few times...



this is like going to be the last post....
of erm....i dunoe how long...
very very very long
bcos my results are obviously horrible and my current gpa for only midyears
is like i just scraped passed
soo....
and im like supposed to get a gpa 3....
only some ppl know about this gpa 3
but anyway
that 3 really means a lot to me
and i can't even get it when ppl around me are getting it so easily
like a 3. something is like not high enough for them...
and im just simply aiming for a 3
that i can't even get
they make it look so simple
and wun be using the computer for a very long time
bcos my mother's going to keep the laptop during the holidays and i'll be at home erm...
doing maths
i dun even know if i can make it to cca this friday
holiday practices?
i think i duneed to go
with the results i got
my mother will NOT let me go...
and there goes the last chance to perform with seniors b4 they leave band and we officially take over....
oh well....
wish me good luck tmr
it'll probably be one of the most horrible days in my life...
i wish everything could be fine...



MINOTAUR
haha(:
we won cross country againnnnn(:
but they recycle the trophy every year
and although we won lke last year and this year
they didn't inscribe it -.-
so sad...
there's like only unicorn's name there
and there was like not enough water and we can't go to our bags to take water
-.-
and they expect us to cheer when we need WATER
haha
then b4 the race started we were making the weird sound...according to miriam is like someone hyperventilating?!
hahahahahahaha....
today the weather was much better than last year...
in terms of the heat
the sky was like cloudy so no sun
then not hot(:
which is very goooooood
gna have new piece on friday=sight reading again
lol...



my gpa is really in the longang now...
probably on it's way to the erm...sewagesystem to be flushed into the sea...where it wwill sink at i dunoe where
far far away
tmr there's cca and we'll be sight-reading a few pieces...
and i can gurantee that my sight-reading is 101% horrible...
but it's easier than piano bcos for piano it's like for both left and right hand and need to play tgt...
so...
see how...
the midyears have totally killed me...
after alll
WE CAN ONLY DIE ONCE IN A LIFETIME
unless you can die twice?
dun tell me...
it's a bit...erm...
scary?
being a baby is great i realise
they just cry and eat and sleep
-.-
if only life were that simple --- 101% impossible
welll...let's just say life is compmlicated...and it's getting more horrible by the term...
i was saying if the mathematicians didn't exist then we wouldn't be lke studying maths....
and if all those weird events didn't happen in the past...
we wouldn't have to study it...
of course the technology has improved...
and everyone is getting smarter...
but how come i feel im getting no smarter but getting more stupid -.-
whywhywhywhywhywhywhy
i have no idea at all how to tell my mother my results....
although i told some---the good ones of course
and the rest are...
horrible
my mother was like scolding my brother for maths that he did very lousy...
i dun dare tell her man
she will kill me
like i got muchmuch lower...
and he gets killed alr...
then i will definitely get killed...
howhowhowhowhow...
my mother was saying
why i haven't get back papers yet...then she was like YOU SURE A NOT
bcos my brother got his papers back alr...
and his exam was like later than mine....
i will tell her nxt week...
i promise myself
annd i'll prob not blog for a super super long time after i tell her my results...
it's a crazy competitive world out there
i hate it
you study like crazy, work like crazy and retire and no one will care about you anymore
what's this?!
it's a crazy...crazy world out there...



hmmmm...
had the first combines after syf...
played enchanted...everything was quite screwed...
o.0
we tuned...
then played the march dream city...
then there was one part where there was oboe solo
then b4 playing the piece...then jiayi said
eh...later the solo you play...bcos my B is stuck
-.-
it was oboe solo then clarinet solo 7 semiquavers...
and...
my heart was like pumping super fast...i dunoe why....
then everytime ms chan stopped just b4 the oboe solo...
and i was thinking...
why not get it over sooooooooon...
then in the end we did play it...and played so many times somemore...
lol...
according to jieying, she said it was quite nice...but a bit too soft
lol...
then zoenin said it was not bad
haha
thanks(:
wah...super nervous leh....
although this is not exactly my first time playing some solo thing...
its the erm...second time
but the first time was like jiayi last minute instru cannot play...play half the solo then the second half is i play...
it was enchanted...
haha...
then bcos sebby was playing E flat...
so ended up i play...haha
but that time i wasn't as nervous as today...
haha...
andddddd
im going bugis with sarah tmrrr
haha...for her bday...although the real day is lke on thursday...
buttt
i have tuition and she hav violin
sooooooooo
go tmr lor
but i no $$$
haha...
i think i always run out of $$$ so easily...
but now must save moneyyy
bcos 经济is not very good now...
haha...
haissssssss....
results are out...
and i did horribly...
like the gpa dropped into the longang....
zzz....
PS looking forward to band on friday(:



101th post
and there's some stupid person smoking on the first floor with no idea that the smoke travels up to the 4th or even 5th floor
secondhand smoke is more harmful than the person smoking ok
irritating

i have absolutely no idea how to break the news of my maths to my parents...srsly...NO IDEA HOW
helpme somebody
please?
hmmm....
this midterms was really hard...
especially maths...
my brother is like having science paper tmr...his last paper...
and they were like talking about getting over 90 for maths and he'll get 100 bucks
and i stare at my maths...
and practically faint
the difference is whoah...
you have no idea how vast the difference in marks are....
i miss primary school days...where failing is like not a thing we have to even CONSIDER
while in sec sch...what you are aiming for is just to at least PASS and not FAIL
in pri sch we can like even aim for over 90
if you can get 90 or even more than that
i have NO COMMENTS

band life has continued...
11th july - yuhua concert
and we are like some guest band
in nice words...
because ms chan wants us to get used to playing in front of an audience...
but...i think the name of 'guest band' doesn't really suit us does it...
our standard is not there yet...
like guest bands are supposed to be better or at the same standard as the band that is the main performer...but we aren't...
sec 1s have joined...
we had sectionals on friday...
and we had to teach the sec 1s the basic of the basics...
and im quite stunned at their standard...no offence srsly...so sorry if i've offended anybody...but...
hais...let's just say they have A LOT to catch up on
scales, chromatics, fingerings, reading notes, warm-ups, rhythm....etc.
really need to start from beginning...
and it's the first time i actually experienced being a senior...with a jnr to teach...
now i think it's really very hard...especially if they dun talk...like you say "you understand?" then they'll be like nodding their head...then the whole sectional practice i was like the only one talking in the conversation....
hmmm....
when ms chan comes...the band will slow down a lot so they can catch up...
lots of warm-ups and rhythm stuff...
tuning will be impossible for the time being...
condemn instrus are always so flat....
so....the whole band will be erm...out of tune???
i dunoe...
we'll see...
open house - 30th may
hmmm...
WE STILL HAVE CCA ON THE 29th -.-

had to copy out the whole first chapter of the san guo yan yi just because i din bring it -.-
6 pages leh
S-I-X
like so many lar...
i finally managed to finish it...
i think thats all i have to say...for now...



100th post(:
and...this is like the longest time i have ever kept a blog...
like last time haven't hit 30 posts and i delete the blog -.-
midyears are OVER
O-V-E-R
and
i predict im not going to do well...like half of the papers were rubbish/screwed
ok...so life moves on...
hmmm...
i forgot what i wanted to say...
haha...i hav some new and crazy aims...since midyears are over...
psst...NOT TELLING YOU xp
haha...
lol
going out with miriam tmr...jurong point...
haha...first time this year we're finally going out tgt
the last time we went was like when arh...hmmm...
LONGLONGTIMEAGOOOOO
hmmm...i think that's alll...



midyears are like in a week's time...haha..and the number of my post is verynice(: 99th post...
so....this shall be the last post b4 examss
bcos we have to be good kids and stay at home to mug and turn into a
crazy mugger nut(:
haha...LOL
good luck for the exams everyone...study hardddd

shall reply tags here
[zoenin] LOL...meme zoenin(:
[jieying] hmm...should i tell you her name? if im not wrong, it's xu ke from 2G
[miriam] LOL time swimssss...and the banana feels super skinless now...you peeled it like so many timesssthe banana SAYS IT FEELS PEELED



ok...i forgot...and have put off this post for 2 days alr):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRIAM!!!!!
haha....
i know you love the present(:
haha...
you're a year older now...
haha...time passes so fast...
not long ago we were like sec 1...
time srsly flies
grats on getting gold ok!!!
who cares about what ur sister's jnr got



going nuts...
sze nee this morning was like zhuang qiang...lol
then when i came in they were like sofia saved sze nee...
lol
guess the reason
ELDDS got gwh
and a lot of ppl are about to kill themselves
like srsly...
that day huiyu ask me CO pl very sad isit?
then she say her class the CO ppl were like emo-ing the whole day...
then i was like thinking
if they like that
the band people are like muchmuch worse can -.-
we can go straight to PSA building and tiao lou alr
then i heard string ensemble aiming for a silver...
then sze nee was like if they get gwh
all the performing arts ppl can go PSA building and kill yourself alr
lol...after all this is their first time going syf...if im not wrong...
then during bio lesson...hanying kept talking about the stupid gwh...
like say it once...
it's enough
we know
you're excited...can understand
but you have to understand it makes some ppl feel veryvery sad/guilty/pissed whatever
like since im the only band member in class....
how do you think i feel? how do yuou think WE feel...we like got a _____and there you go telling the whole world you got a gwh-.-
no offence lar...but...it feels like you're rubbing it in...like everybody deproved and they got a gwh-.-
congrats...but i dun need you to keep reiterating the point...
then everytime hanying said gwh everyone was about to kill her...like so noisy lar-.-
then i was telling miriam to tell her to be DEMURE
haha...
then we had house meeting today...
and we were released 10 minutes early(:
like finally...we are released early from house meeting
amazingly, my phone card has like only 24cents left...and ihad like what-59cents ystd?!



super pissed...
my brother is like so ______
no comments
looks like i won't be going brisbane anymore):
and i really wanted to go...
it's not fairrr
i sound super childish/spoilt saying this...
as in most likely not going...
#1 i haven't wrote that essay we're supposed to write if want to go
#2 i haven't wrote it yet because my parents din give me an answer
#3 my mum say tell me dad...then after telling my dad he say discuss with my mum...like what do you think about the trip...and she says I DUNOE...and noww....most likely the answer is a disappointing NO
this year has been rather disappointing...
not rather...
is VERY disappointing
like why is this all happening?!
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):



super screwed...
i left my file and fullscap pad in sch!!!
my self-study form is in my file!!!
need to pass up by like monday...
trying to contact yude to see whether i can pass up on tuesday...
try msn, try sms
HE'S LIKE NOT ANSWERING -.-
like...how dead can i get...srsly
CO last practice b4 syf ended ler...today
do your best(: no regrets(:
im done with miriam's present(: haha
like finally
yude still has not replied -.-
what am i going to doooooo
zzz...
juniors...once again...
although syf is 2 years later...
you need to start practicing hard now...
so that when the nxt syf comes
we'll show everyone
what we are made of
so other cca's cannot suan us
and say we are so lan
thanks to the dance sec 2 girl
dun think we dunoe what you said
we even know your name and class
"you know band got sliver leh...silver is like so LOUSY lar!!!" ahem...
starting to feel guilty yet?
you'd better.
sarah was sitting at the same table as you...
she stared at you..
you stun for 3 seconds then continue your flaming
not needed thanks
dun even know how to take warning



now that there's no more band practices till midterm...
i miss band/going to band...
hmm...i dun really know what to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTALYNN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRIAMMM(:
haha
we were like talking about the mdm you and mdm me thing
then miriam said she was married to meme jaejoong -.-
then i was like if your husband surname is meme then your name should not be mdm me but mrs me...lol
then we were saying later your name become mimi then the whole name will be like me mimi
haha...
lol...



...
just realised it's been 8 days since syf...
hmm...ok...
i still think it feels quite like a dream....like i can't believe it's over...
going to buy miriam's birthday present tmr...
sarah says the sch is organising some trip to brsbane, australia...
but our LA teacher never tell us anything about it leh...
hmm...i hope i can gooooo
lol...
hais....
juniors...we are putting our hopes on you...
work hard and get our gold back
we'll be waiting...
going tuition soon...might blog later....



realised i have posting veryvery often...
today sebby announced the syf result...
lol...
then sarah was saying he was saying it in a pissed voice...
lol...miriam said he forgot to thank ms ek...lol...
anyway...syf is over
i repeat
IT'S OVERRRRRR
ms chan's gonna talk to us tmr...sarah says it's to tell us the judges comments...
the band ppl have chem test tmr
after school....
anyway...for the upcoming syfs...
as in for other performing arts grps and snr band...JIAYOU(:
zoenin was like saying later sebby announce the result we 1 2 3 run to the grandstand tgt...
then in the end i think nobody ran...lol...
still...must reiterate my main point
JJUNIORS ahemahem...
our gold(: thankyouverymuch(:
haha...lol...



zoenin: YESSS...haha(: jiayoujiayou
anyway...on another note......
ystd had napfa 5 stations after sch...then had bio oral presentation and i ended up 40 minutes late for my chinese tuition -.-
was doing standing broad jump...then on the second try i landed on my hands and now...
my finger got injured -.-
it's the left hand second finger...is like the joint there...
ARGH...why am i so suay...
also during napfa, hais...
i heard someone saying
eh...band got silver leh
you dun have to tell the whole world right
it's bad enough as it is...
like F off man...
you don't know how hard we tried, how hard we practiced, how many practices we have
look at the holidays. more than half of the holidays are spent practising for syf...
like srsly WHATS WRONG WITH YOU just shuddup!!!
we dun need you to say it...
we dun need your comments...
everyone's moving on in their lives...
the wind blows by like there's nothing wrong...
but is everything really alright?
deep deep down there?
quite a few sec 3s alr say they are going to pia their juniors alr...
sarah says she's gonna give the sec 1s INTENSIVE TRAINING
siwei says he may do that too...
juniors...i hope you know how much this gold means to us...
so...we really need you to fight it back for us...
imagine all the other performing arts groups getting all those good awards.
once...is enough to last a lifetime
once it's over, it can't be replayed...
its over...means...it really is gone...
ppl are now talking about the 2011 syf alr...
we alr have your goal
so...work hard, get our gold back...

once again...thanks to those who told us jy for syf
like
-miriam
-chinhong
-jennie
-wenhui
-gimling
-a lot of seniors



i still can't believe syf us over...it really feels like a dream
today...sec 3s were supposed to watch the CO syf preview
are they purposely trying to suan us?
not needed thankyou
i went to the grandstand...
when i left the hall, saw yili and huiling/hweeling(err...how to spell arh)
they left the hall too...
the feeling of ystd is still there
going past the place in the canteen...felt so much of ystd...
according to sarah, what they spend on band now is a quarter of what they used to spend on band 8 years ago...
almost cried...or rather sort of cried but quickly wiped it away...
ít's not we won't move on...
but they can't expect us to do it that fast...
on the outside we may look normal...but go around, ask any bandsmen...and they will truthfully they still feel the same pain as ystd...
letting down 16 batches of snrs...
that is the number of how many batches of snrs we have let down...
16....16...
ms chan told us to not let her run alone...
we promised to run with her...
but in the end...she again ran by herself...
thankyou teachers for consoling us...mr lee, mrs ong, mr ng and mr chua...
also the ex-band teachers like mdm eu and mrs chak...
you say we haven't tried our best...
you weren't the ones on stage...how do you know...
that's only how much YOU know...
hais...im sry miriam...i din really hear CO play...
i think i would have cried again...
im so so sorry...
ok...i realise i do not have the capability to type so long posts as long as zoenin or other ppl...
i shall end here...and continue another day...
juniors please...please
get the gold back...
fight for the gold




today...we got our syf result
all i can say is
disappointing
it's like the snrs have been coming to encourage us, the teachers supporting and etc.
but now
look what happened
the snrs have been trying very hard to keep the glory of our band...
we ruined it
today,a lot of snrs came to give us support and watch us play
we...
totally disappointed them
snrs, teachers, ms chan, sebby, ourselves etc.
they say it's the process that's impt and not so much the result
but
who won't compare the results
people won't know how much effort you put in
how they judge the band is the result isn't it so?
anyway...it's just veryveryveryvery disappointing
a lot of ppl cried...
it's just so...well...disappointing
was keeping sebby's instru for him...somebody called him
and from what they were saying
i knew the result alr
or rather WE knew the result alr
the teachers were trying to tell the band that we have tried, but we din make it
then a lot of ppl cried
wenhui was saying we should cry not bcos we are sad but bcos we are angry
angry that our gold was lost
we MUST fight for our lost gold in the nxt syf
and get it back
at first when sebby told me we din get gold,
i was like quite sad
after the news was released to the band in the canteen, kimyee started crying
i was like crying non-stop...
after so much practice, of waking so early in the morning
just to get this result
not to say ms chan was also VERYVERY disappointed and left straight after syf and din come and wait with us for the results
everyone tells us it's ok...
thanks for comforting us...snrs and so on...
"Egg was being such an ass rubbing the salt into our wound. "Band did u try your best?" "Yes." "BAND I ASK U DID U TRY UR BEST!!???!!!" "YES MAM!!!!" "Honestly I tell u, u DIDN'T TRY UR BEST." " quoted from sarah's blog
i can't believe it...
she also said that bronze would be quite good liao lor...
everyone was so sad...she din have to say that lar...
in mrs yap's terms/copied by miriam
"the last straw to break the camel's back/neck"
lol...
everyone was like getting fedup...
i din really hear what she was saying...i was crying...sosososo disappointed
even the snrs were crying
we tell ourselves we did our best...but looking at the results we got...
i start to question...did we really do our best?
Epicus was ok...in my opinion...
overture was super screwed, first note was alr screwed...apparently, everyone said it was too soft
i think overture pulled us down a lot...
if not we wouldn't have gotten that...
"the seniors:
Xue Qiang "Oh my God"
Rachel started crying
Chee Hooi "Is this a joke?"
My sis "I can't believe it"
Miss Ong "Oh dear......." "
from sarah's blog again
looks like everyone was veryvery stunned
i don't know but at first...was sort of not expecting to get a gold, considering how out of tune we are...
but now...we've worked so hard
waking up so early just to get to sch to do warm-ups,
reaching so much earlier this morning
and i got scolded by my mother for that
the effort we spent seriously flew away/flushed away etc.
after what the seniors&alumni & ms chan have done for us...really feel 失败
then ppl were like hugging and crying
and she was like stop huddling around and crying
ppl sad & disappointed cannot arh
jennie was like hugging me...then we were using toilet paper
then she was saying dun use the toilet paper lar i buy tissue paper for you all
very unhygeinic(PS LARRR DUNOE HOW TO SPELL)
lol...then she was saying we smile very normal,
cry very abnormal...
lol...
zoeninnnnn...nvm...i think we did our best bcos we dun squeeeeek
thankyou seniors for supporting us/comforting us etc.

whatever we have done is done
the result cannot be changed
and
so juniors
we need you to get the gold back for us
like what wenhui told us
plaese work hard to attain this gold
if you don't want to experience this type of disappointment again
this is putting stress on you all...but really...
please work hard, put your mind, heart and soul into the nxt syf
attain that gold back for us
we need to get back what belongs to us
we need to get our "revenge"
we must get back our gold





SYF IS ONLY 3 DAYS AWAYYYYYYYY
jiayou everybody~ we can do it(:
there's so many tests nxt week too...
it's really unfair to us...we dun have the time to study for them...
now in everybody's brain is like
SYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYF
all the way rvcb--clarinets♥ especially
oh yeaaa...on wednesday we still have to go back to class
our slot is 9.45
we're leaving sch at 8am
we are attending the last 1hour of lessons...40 minutes of it is like our break...so 20 minutes of lesson only(:
i hope/think we're not changing before we going back to class...
so ma fan...
i got to study chemmmmm like nowwwww



wow...it's like the 18th of march lerrr
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINHONG
haha...we were like at the same bbq a few hours ago only...
time passess so so fast...
it's been 3 months since we've been separated as a class...
ystd i was like thinking of 2D '08 then i was like smiling to myself...
thinking of the good memories with 2D '08 makes me happyyyyy
haha
from the most un-bonded class to the most bonded class(: not bad
like how we used to chiong class cleanliness when weiliang came to check
haha
really really miss those times...

haissssss
anyway..
syf is only a few days away
practice hard everybody...





ok...so i noe i said i won't be touching this blog for quite a while...
but today is like 1st MARCH
which is the SOUND CHECK
jiayous everybody
syf is scarily close...
the picture is so big...lol...
have to reach school like at 12.30...when the rehearsal is one hour...and our slot is like 3.15 to 4.15...
lol
my brother is like studying for exams now...starts tmr...i think..should be
studying english haha
grammar stuff
i dun even think we study grammar now...like all we are tested on are essays and compre
haha...(:
ok...bye...
JIAYOUS EVERYONE(:
P.S. thanks zoenin for telling me the stuff that happened(:
and miriam for collecting my hw(: and telling me wad hw
and...hmmm...sarah for passing my hw to jiayi?
i dunoe...
that's all i think(:
bye~



1st March-SOUND CHECK AT SCH
that's how many days later...OH NOOOOOOO
that's like 6 more dayssss
-SIX-
-only-
won't be blogging often...like i have ever been posting frequently -_-''
as in like...probably won't touch this blog anytime soon i think...
I THINK...
i dunoe...
see how....
happy studying for bio test everybodyyyyyyy
my brother is doing some maths mock test paper...(my last time papers)
and he's like making a lot of noise -_-''
tiao..ok...i shall go now...bye~











i haven't posted for such a LONGLONGLONG time...
anyway
happy new year's eve!!!
wish everyone all the best in the coming year(:
2008 is going to be gone...
2D '08 is not together anymore):
i will cherish the memories...



this is kim jaejae(:
i took this picture of him on the train to yude's house(:
yude hse very nice lehhhhh
his sister very cute(:
kim jaejae is miriam's one...so cute right(:

there's something wrong...i can't move the pics...
i dunoe y...

hm...i'll try to do something

more pics later...


















it's the last day of sch...
ppl usualy go crazy after this but....hais...very sad lor...
it's like we've been 1 daiwa '07 and 2 deja-vu '08
it's been 2 years...
2 years tgt as a class...
will miss everyone kaes ><
srsly

#1 chai wanni
#2 charlene ong liam yen
#3 fu guannan
#4 heng shuchin
#5 ho qian yi
#6 kristalynn yue
#7 kwong meilin
#8 leexin
#9 joanne / leung sin yung
#10 lim yunyi
#11 MIRIAM ONG KANG NING aka LAMER #02!!!
#12 ng chenhui
#13 meeeee
#14 tan muisock aka the mee siam(:
#15 tracy tan wen chee
#16 vicki tay wei qi
#17 teng yiting
#18 teo peijia
#19 wang xiaofan
#20 chew yude
#21 chia minghao
#22 francis / guan yue
#23 huang wenjing
#24 bernard aka the godlike beancurd?
#25 weikai aka crocodile
#26 liheng
#27 li pengfei
#28 li xiaobo (BBC)
#29 samuel low yuen wei (mr patrick?)
#30 shu shirong
#31 tan siwei
#32 tang yingwai aka MR NAPFA!!
#33 wong chinhong
#34 yeo yongjie
#35 yong linhan

although i'm not that close to everyone, but srsly...i had a fun time with all of you...and will really miss being in the same class as u guys
everyone look forward to class chalet ok(:
cheer up shuchin(:
we were doing 3 cheers for 2D then i felt lke crying ><
then an wei shuchin until i alo wna cry...wah...really very sad leh
looking at weikai, qianyi and chenhui...wah...feel sad man...we wun see them again...unless they transfer back?
hugged a lot of ppl can >< sad mann
#1 peijia
#2 vicki
#3 shuchin
#4 weikai
#5 zoenin
#6 sarah

still hav hu arh? nvm...i dun remember...

anyway...on another topic,
MINO WON SPORTS DAY!!!
yay(: mino rawks...



haha(:
in the sch library now....i have 2 coms at home AND
the fact is both of them are OUT OF USE/SPOILED and i can't use ittttt ):
and i can't touch the TV bcos my brother has to study...even if the sound is level ZERO i can't watch...according to my mother is some psychological thing then my brother cannot concentrate -_-
sooooo...everyday im stuck at home with nothing to do...
hav SC investiture today...and ican like hear mrs look all the way from the library!!!
how loud is that -_-
so...currently i can't blog...and dun expect me to...bcos i can'tttttttt
we are like released early today...bcos of SC investiture...
sian lar....
is like there's nothing to do...
can't go out either...no moneyyyyyyy
hehe...
should i change blogskin?
hmmmmmmm...i dunoe lehhhhhhhh...
ok larr...thats all...
P.S school closes on the 7 nov (:



today's the official last day of exams...
during assembly this morning mrs look was like announcing sec 1s and sec 2s have second paper too...when in fact we don't...
then she it was at the shopping mall.
then she said the test was based on our behaviour outside -_- lol
then me, miriam and chenhui went to vivo...redeem the mp3...and the person got very pissed bcos my mother called bcos dun av the barcode...and i think they both got pissed with each other...then in the end i still got the mp3...lol...then he was very nice...haha...
then me and miriam went to west mall and walked around with nothing to do...so we went popular like 3 times?!
haha...lol...eh...nothing to post leh...
just can't find something interesting to do after eoys...have the crazy urge to study? nah...jk...
(hope miriam's audi can work ): )



11:11



i dunoe whether this is a 11:11 pm post a nort...but then...type this first lar...see what time i stay up until...
i hope i can catch it lar..haha



hmm...apparently, our section has to do 110 pumpings and 5 minutes holding ><
bcos 2 ppl dropped their instruments...
last time it used to be only the person who dropped intru must pump...now whole section pump...
kimyee has to pump 240!!! jiaous kimyee...
did 55 pumpings and 2 1/2 minute holding on friday....arms were giving way ><
another 55 pumpings an 2 1/2 minute holding tmr...
last cca b4 eoys...
i haven't ordered any band photos yet ><
lol
i think i might buy either 1 or 2 lor....i dunoe...
tts all....



TODAY THE LAST LESSON OF THE DAY WAS LA
it was the best lesson of the day too
i guess
bcos mrs look ask us the hand up the about a boy essay then a lot of ppl never do/bring or write too short then she was scolding them...then she was saying that are attitude S-U-C-K-S then she ask weikai so wad is your attitude? then weikai said S-U-C-K-S...
so funny man...
then she went on and made us chant SHORT TERM SACRIFICES, LONG TERM GAIN
then after that she made us say it 3 times then she said...
Mrs look: EH DO YOU PEOPLE NOE WAD U R CHANTING?
CLASS: YESSSSSSS
MRS LOOK: OK THEN TELL ME WAD HAVE U BEEN CHANTING???
CLASS: SHORT TERM SACRIFICES, LONG TERM GAIN!!!
then everyone ended up laughing...
then she said our class was the most childish i think...the more i think of it then it becomes funnier...lol...haha
apparently yude topped the class in chinese and according to shuchin is he tycho der...but anw grats to him...(:
then lijie was quite happy then when she announced he got the highest i think she oso canno believe it...
seeoth misses our class when we miss a lesson lor -_-...then is like he was saying we r his fave class...haha...so funny man...



argh...tmr hav sch alr...after a pretty slack week...
it's quite late now...everyone hu reads my blog....pls go to IVLE and get the NEW TIMETABLE...
or else u'll just end up bringing stuff that u duneed to sch...
theres no hist and LA tmr...yea...nothing much to say



funny happenings in band these 2 days...
things that happened ystd...
#1 sebby(sebastian) shouted LATECOMERS GO DOWN FOR PERFORMANCE!!!! when it was supposed to be punishment...lol...everyone was laughing

things that happened today...
#1 we were going to have games after sectionals today then sebby asked 'who is sick' and 'who is really sick?' then evan said SICK IN THE MIND....everyone was laughing again...it was so funny...but den now i retell it like not funny alr...lol...
#2 we had captain's ball as games...then clarinets vs base...
yiming is like super tall...he get the ball u duneed play alr...
then nearing the end of the game, meiling(2c der) say rang ni men section de yi ge ren de dao xing fu...then wanwen joined in the game and said...wo band ni jia yi ge wen...then she say cannot tell anybody she say one...we were laughing
#3 zoenin and meiling were dancing YMCA then the ball came...and tada...she missed the ball when sebby was captain...bcos meiling was defender...lol...

haha...end of story...lol...
sebby seems to be in a very good mood when he came to band ystd and 2day...lol...
what a random fact...then zoenin keep playing the xiao mao zhua ji zhi lao shu game...wa...the name so long...



haha...this is the singer jaejoong (:
i posted this here bcos miriam like him (: as in she says he very cute (:
but u can get like so many photos of him on the internet -_- so i shall just put 1 (:

chem results out tmr...and
mrs lim woon chong finds every reason to pick on me?!
this is michael phelps, the greatest olympian ever!!! 8 golds in 1 olympics and 7 world records and 1 olympic record (:
grats to him...
he's so pro!!!! haha...lol...

super long time before i blogged...lol...
some er...promised pictures i haven't taken yet...lol...
like the one of my house and err...my uniform?!!
haha...

everyone's busy in singapore...
it's chinese new year eve...but it totally feels like a normal weekend...
going to my dad's friend's house for dinner tonight then going some pot luck thing at another person's house...
it's also valentine's day tmr...quite cool haha chinese new year and valentine's day on the same day!!(:

went for band prac on thursday...lol...the intrument i used was...-no comments-
lol...it's plastic and i haven't heard of that brand before...and apparently one of the pads dropped off and i was like squeaking a whole lot...so malu-.- then i had to use a reed size 2...lol...so i was super flat?!! then i decided not to play since i can't play in tune and i keep squeaking lol...
but in the end it sort of got "fixed" then i can play some notes-.- you can actually see the pad MOVING when you press the key to open the hole-.- i was like NO WONDER cannot play properly...lol...found the pieces simple...more of catching up with the speed but yea...but not much of a challenge...like no high notes, no running notes, no weird weird rhythm...oh well...that's so far...but the band is super unbalanced...bcos everyone plays what they want to play...so...no tubas o.0 and a lot of ppl play flutes o.0
about half the band consists of flutes? haha yea...but it's ok...
some ppl may know about this o.0 but my parents said buy a secondhand clarinet for me...my dad says they confirm will not buy a new one for me but then will confirm not buy me a plastic one...can't find any secondhand buffet RC...quite sad...but there is buffet E-11...have to go try to find out...
i think im nuts-.-(as nuts as klariNUTZZ HAHAH) like actually buying a clarinet?!! me?!

heard about all the crazy stuff that's happening in rv...like right now, the crazy gpa year 4s are supposed to get to get promoted and the A2 for o lvl higher chinese...and about extended band hours and more and more practices...all i can say now is JIAYOU!!(: but i can't do much o.0

hmm...what else did i want to say o.0
don't rmb but wish everyone happy chinese new year and valentine's day!!(: haha...

today's date is 01012010
o.0 so many zeros and ones
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!(:

and tmr band members performing for tone poem...
all the best and...dun err...
screw it!!(:

tmr everyone needs to go to school early...
so...finally moving in to the new campus...
and im not there to see it o.0
so...i shall try to go back and see it soon!!(:

that's all~
jiayou for tmr!!(:

it's the last day of 2009...
it's not only the last day of 2009...
it's the last day of this decade...
goodbye to 2009, welcome to 2010 o.0

tmr is the start of a new decade...
the start of a new year...
another day...

the new start of another chapter, with manymany changes...
this century has been said to be the worst century in dunoe how man year's history...
with all the natural disasters and eh...some big stuff like 911...so...
yea...goodbye to the bad endings and hello to a good beginning...
it's not been a very good year from the start i guess...well...
syf starting off etc. etc.
like it wasn't great for band...then for schoolwork it was better than 2008 o.0
but yea...can be better...

hoping to stay up late tonight...
in time to countdown to new year with singapore...haha and taiwan(:
excited and looking forward to the new year...
hope you are too(:

lastly, wishing everyone a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

how was everyone's christmas?
spent Christmas with a quite messed up house o.0
bcos had to unpack...
finally have clothes o.0

hmm...school is starting soon in singapore...
shipped stuff have arrived...
done a lot of packing...
there's no trace that i've lived in that house for almost 10 years...
furniture all gone...
house already sold...
fading away...
only source of showing i existed in singapore is my friends...
and the emails...
sometimes i wonder...
what will we talk about the next time i see you all...
will it be different?
will i change?
will everyone change?
i guess so...
but there's nothing i can do...

miss someone calling me AUNTYYYYYYYYYYY *hugs*
and miss someone tlkaing about the DBSK and fahrenheit stuff with me *winks*
and miss being part of band
miss my clarinet(evan how's my clarinet o.0)

memories are still there...but fading...in the future...
in the future...not as many memories...
thanks for being my friend, my sister and yea....applies to YOU!(:
hope we can remain that way...for manymany years to come...
i don't regret knowing you all at all
thanks for being there for me & everything...

anyway...wishing everyone a


have decided to blog like...after one week of arriving in what sarah calls the KANGAROO LAND-.-
lol...i find it amusing but no, melbourne doesn't really have kangaroos, mayb in the wildlife reserves or something but other than that, you don't see them...
wanted to post after hearing the news that ms ek is leaving...well...and compared to the newer principal...she's loads better....from what i heard and read at this article o.0
the new principal is the ex-principal of JJC...and after i read the online article i think he's loads worse than llm...

http://www.gamerzplanet.net/forums/spam/162255-jjcs-principle-removes-his-sheep-clothing-the-true-face-of-torment.html

here's the article...and amazingly i still can log in to ivle?!
haha...aiyooooo...still rmb the time all of us talk about her...lol...and getting pissed bcos of what she said and the veryveryvery long talks she gave during assembly at the field...lol...and well...yea...din appreciate luh...to be honest...

after reading that article im thankful i left><
haha...he's scaryyyyyy>< but i shall still go back and visit><
and tie up my hair in case i get caught by him if i go back><
i scared lehhhhhhh!!><
now the whole school knows she's leaving i think o.0
a lot of ppl know she's leaving at least...

there's a lot of changes for 2010...a year of change we could say...o.0
like i mean...change of school campus, change of principal, im not there anymore, change of school uniforms...etc. etc.

haha...well...things come and go...but the most important thing is to look forward...
a new chapter, a new beginning, an end results in a beginning...a beginning with changes etc. etc.

it was raining this morning...was super cold...good thing i din go out><
won't have internet tmr...and for i dunoe how long...so...post first(:
will try to post more photos on fb(:
haha...
bye for now(:

the last band prac...
'the last' suddenly sounds so near...
when i thought it's manymany days away...
but actually...it isn't that long...
reality suddenly sets in...it's 11 days left...
thanks everyone for their well wishes and presents...i really appreciate those little things a lot...
like...the class farewell parties...it was totally something i din expect at all...
although i dun really appear surprised...but i really feel very happy and touched and grateful...
it's been 3 years i have spent in RV and i have gathered another 3 years...of beautiful memories that i will keep and remember...
i type like im leaving tmr-.-
was taking pictures of my instru just now...b4 i left the house...for 3K-ilograms farewell party...
and...yea...had a lot of fun and will miss everyone loads...
and monday had 2Deja vu farewell party too...and tmr...have sec 3 band dinner thing at pizza hut...
and strangely...all are dinners o.0
anyway...im talking about this bcos tmr is the last band prac ir rather the last drills...i dun think we have combines tmr...since they din ask us to bring clothes to change...
hope that everyone will do their best tmr(:
have fun doing PT!!(:

today is the last day of school...can't believe sec 3 life is OVER
like...wow....term 3 and term 4 pass by super fast!!
then now...school hols alr...
tmr...last day of october(:
and tmr is halloween o.0
and damien huang came to our class when we were in the hall then he wrote on the whiteboard
"happy halloween! and regards from me. damien huang"
lol...and gave everyone a lollipop(:
haha...will miss the air-con class room a lot!!):
like how many schools have so many air-con classrooms?!
lol...have band camp coming up...
6-7 nov...and eh...many band pracs...
haha....
and ms chan said some sec 3s might be able to perform with senior band for the yuhua concert...
on the 20 decemeber...
haha...and she got quite pissed with us today...
lol...what for?
playing rubbish...as usual...lol...
a lot of ppl din come today...hmm...
due to eh....other commmitments o.0
haha...hmm....nothing much to say...just that...
will miss the 3 years we have had in the current campus at queensway...
haha...i mean...2 syf's have been practised in this campus...
dunoe how many lessons and cca we have attended at this campus
and all the events...
so...3 years of memory in the current campus!!(:

i think there's something wrong with the all the air-cons today...
it's like very cold><
first it was the LT1 air-con...bcos went there to take the CID paper...
then go in immediately freeze...super cold...
ended up shivering o.0
then it was the tuition centre air-con...
wah...super cold also....
whats wrong with all the air-cons today?!
then go home the bus also so cold...lol...
and there was this guy that keep standing in front of me and smoke at the bus stop-.-
ew....
i passed CID!!
and i was expecting to fail/get C6 at most o.0
haha...lol...hmm...why do i have like nothing to say now...

on thursday...the bicultural programme thing...wah...
6 hours of chinese in school then after go home chinese tuition 2 hours. -.-
studying a whole day of chinese will make you quite...er....

then friday...
after track assembly, then mr lee asked some people to stay back...
then he called my name...
then i was thinking DIE...isit ask me go chem remedial or something?!
lol...then actually is ask us if we interested in suzhou GPP...haha...
lol...then he was like those comfirm cannot one can go alr...then more than half the people walked off...lol...
poor mr lee o.0
but this is like the first time a teacher asked me to join some programme o.0
then friday was like some games day...
started with don't forget the lyrics...
haha....
then had some games....like stations games...
haha...
then there was cca...
and ms chan din come so we had sectionals...and gimling and wenhui came o.0
stress arh!! haha...then we spent a lot of time on tuning o.0
and there's no cca on tuesday o.0
but there's cca on the last day of school...
haha....

hehe...the next 3 days have some special programme o.0
tmr have some bicultural thing...
but rv's bicultural programme's are forever chinese-.-
lol....BIcultural
means TWO which is english and chinese
but then....
haha....chinese all the way tmr...no lessons o.0
and need to wear pe to school...
then friday and nxt tuesday...
bring pe to school
bcos we have some programme organised by the  SCs
then next monday is promotion day(:
so no school....

did CIP in the school library today...
and the ari con was spoilt...
and me and michelle got stuck pasting pages into the book...
lol...and after pasting the pages of the book still can't fit into the book....
and benjamin and joel were doing CIP too...
and for the last 10 minutes or less then we went outside the library...
haha...the temperature in the library is higher than the temperature OUTSIDE the library...-.-
it was so warm...i started sweating after a hour-.-

and i need to dig out my expositary test essay
so dead....i dunoe where is it now><
need to go findddddd):
but i dun think i can find it...
howhowhowhowhowhow!!

haha...
i think i shall put all the names up after all...lolololol....
haha...

thank you to:
zoenin(emperor(: ),sarah,miriam,michelle,ruth,jieying,yunfei,kimyee,junze,chinhong,weikai,joy,eemin,paul,clement,
james,qianyi,yihan,gimling,vengyi(changjin!!),jialing,hueychyi,Ps yvonne,benson,shimin,sebby(sebastian o.0),danish,gracia,shaokai,evan,liang shixian,kaixuan,meilin,marilyn,billy

lol....zoenin!! i put your name(:!! haha....lol...
thanks for the present also(:
haha...lol...i typed out all the name o.0
haha....all those messages made my day(:

anyway...today was an interesting practice(:
we sight-read 'the sound of music'
and ms chan was asking who know the story...lol...
then she was saying mayb holiday have time will show us the show o.0
lol...i have it at home o.0
haha....movie marathon o.0
zi-highing...
anyway....that's not exactly the main point of today's interesting practice.
haha...
bcos CO air-con spoilt and they open the doors...and so can hear them playing from upstairs...
lol...then they were playing a kitaro song...haha...coincidentally, i also have that at home o.0
from upstairs it sounded quite nice(:
haha....then when they were playing the floor was vibrating...and can hear the drums...was quite cool...haha...
never felt that from CO before o.0
haha...anyway...ms chan was saying...
after listening to CO that song for 3 weeks she forget our melody alr...
haha....
then she say can be fei1 xia2 alr...lol...suit the music...haha...she even did some action with the music and it was very very funny!!
haha....
then a few times before we started playing then CO started the meoldy part again...
then ms chan was like suddenly forget howto conduct us...
HAHAHHAA....super funny...
then everyone will end up laughing...lol...
hhaha...
and...ms christine teo is a new band teacher o.0
and next year the BIG WALK 2 JAN involve only sec3 and sec4...and 2 jan is like a SATURDAY...
lol...
and the school anniversary also...only involve sec3 to year5(current levels)
which means haha...i will be involved o.0
lol...

and mr chng gave loads of maths hw today that im going to do in school tmr...lol...
it's really a lot-.-
haha...and i should be doing not blogging><
haha...
so...that's all~ haha...
thanks everybody for the birthday wishes!!(:

hmm...today is 19102009
haha...and it's well...
my day....
haha...
and also ms chan's birthday(:
happy birthday n=ms chan!!(:
today's weather was great too...
very sunny and sky was so blue but it was very very hot...
haha....
anyway...
hmm...a lot of people wished me happy birthday and i feel very happy...lol...
it's like...a lot of people know you and so on...
haha...no wonder all those 偶像 can always be very happy on their birthdays o.0
they have like so many fans wishing them happy birthday...
got to know many people this year...haha....
anyway....
want to thank everyone who wished me happy birthday o.0
i was thinking whether i should put down all the names...but nobody will see right...lol...
lol...and i decided not to put it up...but anyway...
thankyou everybody!!
haha...

another year has passed...and i feel old-.-
and i still want to grow taller....lol...
another year....to keep as memories(:
haha...
oh and i got a chocolate  cake...went out to buy it and ended up sweating like crazy o.0
haha....i shall put a picture of the cake up soon o.0
haha...
bye~
see everyone tmr(:
haha...

happy birthday to me!!(: lol...
(in the process of zi-highing o.0)

it's saturday...
and i finished watching 1 litre of tears...
and it's really very sad and very touching....
it makes me appreciate being able to move...
we take our mobility for granted...it is something we do every day...
be it walking, running or even talking...
we do it every day,
not taking to mind that some people can't even walk...
the heartless glances some people show the disabled...
it's not like they like it but they still must face it...
they still can get hurt...although they may appear ok....
"If I were a flower, then now I’d be a bud. I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets." and I really don’t want to say things such as "I want to go back to how things were before." I recognized how I am right now; and I will continue to live on." - Aya Kitô
 http://www.symphonyoflove.net/blog/95/1-liter-of-tears.html
i think this is a review of some sort....
it is really inspiring...
like....really appreciate yourself now...and live life to the fullest...
lol...
haha....
and study...lol...
that's all
i think i might watch it again...
when i have the time...
haha...
to motivate myself o.0







shouldn't be posting...but...
now i know why...
some ppl want to study music...
when you're pissed or whatever, music can change your mood...
it can make you feel sad, happy etc...
it's like listening to music...
is a way to get rid of all the wordly feelings...
playing music, listening to music...it's like being in your own world...
the music just flows...

decided to go back to pei hwa after all....wasn't exactly planning to go back..but since i was early...why not...
went popular first...since it's like opposite each other...then passed by this gift shop so shu bian go buy present and go back lor...
then...i picked my brother...
and i srsly dunoe what the school is trying to do...
the teachers are ok with us going to the staff room but they insist in keeping us in the canteen...
and wait for the teachers to come down...
and it took ages for them to come down..
then i was practically chased home by my mother...
she keep calling me-.-
just bcos my brother was there...
then i was like so pissed then just leave lor...
but luckily o.0
just b4 i left i met my p6 form teacher leh(:
haha...
and my mother was wondering why i so black-face...
is like...NOT MY FAULT OK...
they only allowed us to go in at 12.50 when their school programme end at 12.30 -.-
and i asked my brother if he minded waiting for a while...
and he was OK with that...
and my mother wasn't -.-
just don't understand it sometimes...
somehow i think it's the people that you love most can make you the most pissed, the most sad/hurt....etc....
...............................
and then she started explaining that if i wanted to visit teachers then i should say earlier then dun pick my brother...
but it's like this is one of those rare times i actually get released earlier than him and pick him on the way home so...why not what...i save somebody a trip...
made me quite bad mood for the rest of the day
i sound like im some aunty complaining-.-
so...i shall not continue...
haha...and i shall listen to MUSIC(:
haha...
happy studying everyone o.0
tmr no school...

"When it comes to getting things done, multitasking is a bane not a blessing, according to Stanford University researchers."
o.0...
haha...thanks to some recent discussion about whether technology is a bane or a boon...i know what a bane means(:
haha...
there's half day tmr...
and i haven't finish chem prac 17...
need to pass up tmr..
and i left the suibi-.-
i think my dad is flying back this wednesday...
o.0...
i think im addicted to joe hisaishi's summer o.0
haha...i keep playing it over and over again o.0
lol...his piano is so nice><
but amazingly he learned violin first...
never heard that he played violin o.0
so cool!!
i want to go out tmr):
but i no money to go...
and anyway need to study...
i decided to become a very very good kid(:
haha...i even made a list of what  i have to study...
like worksheets, notes etc.
o.0
and i just realised that we have A LOT A LOT to study...
thank God i dun have to take scs paper for eoys><
haha...
i think we're going to get our progress report soon right...
so not looking forward to it...
this year's really gone very fast..
faster than the past 2 years...
it's like...not long ago...we changed class and dunoe anyone...
and now...it's like...haha...lol...
not say very united lar...
but okok class...
hmm....
yea...many things happened this year...
haha...
"They couldn't help thinking about the task they weren't doing," Ophir said of multitaskers. "They can't keep things separate in their minds."
Testing also showed that multitaskers weren't superior when it came to remembering or organizing information in their minds. Researchers showed students letters and asked them to remember repeated appearances.
"The low multitaskers did great," Ophir said. "The high multitaskers were doing worse and worse the further they went along because they kept seeing more letters and had difficulty keeping them sorted in their brains."
o.0 some yahoo news...o.0
multi-tasking is BAD?!
but it saves time(:
i think this is like the official last post b4 the eoys...unless something crops up...
haha...
i shall go on hiatus~ haha...
JIAYOUS FOR EOYS EVERYBODY!!

wow...i have to get studying><
was listening to joe hisaishi's piece summer.
wow...his playing is ________
totally stunned...
oriental wind is also quite nice...
and his psirited away song - one summer's night...
haha...
it's really really very nice(:
got our 2nd piece since the sec 4s left...
it feels helpless being a senior...
it's like...we're not improving...
oh...this new piece is called Joe Hisaishi's Works 3 o.0
has 4 songs inside i think
Summer, Oriental Wind, HANA-BI, and some song with japanese name>< dunoe how to read...
and apparently this song has many solos o.0
flutes have like 3 solos...
french horn also have solo...
haha...listened to joe hisaishi playing summer...
wah...i can't believe we have to sound like that><
or rather I have to sound like that...
lol...
why do i feel that we/i will ruin the first part of the piece><
zzz...
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
to all teachers o.0
haha...although it's early><
haha...ppl...let's go study(:

o.0...today was and is an amazing day o.0
firstly, miriam slept earlier than me today o.0
how amazing is THAT(:
haha...
and secondly...
we got to sight-read some score composed by joe hisaishi...
and it has like the kind of 6 notes in 1 beat kind of rhythm...and
some of the weird rhythm has caused my sense of rhythm to go haywire...
like if i sing rhythm i dun even know what im singing-.-
 zzz...
i shall go sleep now o.0
good night...er...morning everybody...

lol...i have no idea why im blogging...
when i got so much work to finish...
i dun understand...
why....
i dunoe how to do trigo-.-
when it's e-maths...which is supposed to be easier....
and i can do sum of roots and multiplication of roots and that is a-maths...
it's like supposed to be what...
harder?!
can't believe it...
got to write chinese compo in class tmr...
got to finish bio assignment...
mr chng decided to go super fast...until i dun even know what he's doing><
and he gave us 5 pages of homework today?!
lol...
and the best thing yet...
tmr morning i have section run...
zzz...
and we're like sight-reading some song tmr...
i think it's called summer...
haha...by a japanese guy...i dunoe how to spell his err...surname><
haha...

time flies..
this year passed by really quickly...
and i can't believe im gonna be sec 4 next year...
never imagined it to be THAT fast...
all the erm...
craziness...
wow...
this year really passed quickly...
like how the wind blows past...
but never blows back...
memories are to be made and kept...
im still thinking whether i should go back on teacher's day o.0
but i dun think i will...i shall see whether they having half day or not(:
haha...
hmm...
still have maths ws to do...
and maths notes trigo part 3...
and i still dunoe how to do -.-
haha...
it's only a few months time...
when we will step down o.0
that's sad):
the sec 2s will be sec 3s and the sec 1s will be sec 2s and the sec 3s will be sec 4s...
o.0...
which reminds me...
i must collect section fund...
next week...
$5 each...
and i am feeling hopelessly BROKE now-.-
lol...





I am wondering why so many people changed to livejournal-.-
lol...and i can't figure out the problem with the archiving thing...
err...anybody know how to do?
i din have to do it last time
and now i dunoe why it doesn't work-.-
my mother keeps saying that need to go study...
zzz...sec 1s are officially in main band now...
and ms chan decided to play pomp and circumstance
finally we get to actually play something proper...
like pecori night and the version of the Gong qi jun...
those are like warm-ups...and yet...
we cant play the, properly without mistake...
was searching through my old scores...
found the old gong qi jun
the other version...the harder one...
if we played that now our band will crash...
honestly...
sometimes i just can't stand it...
someone keeps thinking she's damn pro...and is like...comeone...you're no better than all of us...
among the the rest your age yes, you may be good BUT other people will catch up...
you will never be the best in the future with this kind of attitude...
you'll just make people dun like you...
i think i sound mean...
do i?
finally managed to settle the tagboard and fixed the broken links o.0
changing blogskin makes ppl busy o.0
tmr is jiro's birthday(:
haha...
hmmm...i dunoe what to write now...
LOL...
5 weeks to eoys!!
better go study><
trigo is horrible/weird-.-

hmm...changed blogskin...and there's something wrong with the archiving system...
and.. need to change my tagboard o.0
not totally fixed yet...need to get used to using html again...
after not touching it for like SO LONG
haha...
5 more weeks to EOYS
zzz
haha...will ifx up more of my blog...erm...later on...
but anyway...
WHO EVEN COMES HERE-.-
lol....

hmmm...i just realised how near the exams are><
they are like only 6 weeks away, including this week...
so...better start studying><
haha...this term is really wah...so fast-.-
-not good-
hmm...GOOD LUCK MIRIAM FOR YOUR PIANO EXAM(:
wah...you play the scales so fast...
and i think i play my scales half the speed of yours-.-
lol...
tmr there's band...
another practice, another day
wonder what's new...
nothing in fact...
help the sec 1s fit in,
settle our basics(which are obviously not there)
finally can hear how horrible we sound without the sec 4s and do SOMETHING...
bcos...we aren't what we used to be...
we're worse....much much worse...
there's a long way ahead...
and our standard is dropping like i dunoe what...
zzz...
haha...

feeling so confused lately...
why is it that in shows the ppl have open places where they can just scream out loud...
like release whatever they're feeling then...and
we don't...singapore is really.....too small -.-
everywhere you go there's concrete...
singapore is really a city...like concrete everywhere...

i really dunoe what to do now...
ppl i want to discuss with...all not online...
telling my parents wun help....like....they wun understand...
it's not that kind of "i-did-something-unforgivable" thing...but...
i just dunoe how to explain it...
im like standing at the crossroads...and can't make a decision...
and the roads dun meet...
in fact...they go further....and further away...
im not sure how to make this decision...
i dun even know...
if im even making the right decision...
it;s so hard...to make this decision...
what does God want me to do...
what does He want us to do...
i dunuoe...
i really don't...
feel so helpless that i can't even make a decision for myself...
feel so useless...
i can't even decide what colour clothes i want to buy...
no wonder i can't make a decision...
no wonder james was saying women are not decisive...
apparently the erm...reservice ppl were sharing...
women dun even know what they want...how can men know what THEY want...
true...if you look at it at a certain angle...
WHYWHYWHY are decisions so hard to make...
i really dunoe what to do...
i dunoe what i want...
so many ppl have their own ambitions...
i dun even know what i want to be...
since young...i never had any ambition...
and when those weird self-introduction things included MY AMBITION
i would just fake something....bcos i really dunoe what i want to be...
i dun even know what i want...
simple decisions i can't make...
others?
no need to say more...
must really start to think through what i want...
those ppl who know...dun tell anybody ok...thanks(:
listening to chu1 kou3...
how come i can't find my chu1 kou3
decisions...
are really hard to make...
im not sure if i will make the right choice....

haha(: it's national day
and i just realised how great it is to have national day on a sunday(:
bcos we get a super long weekend(:
haha...
shall reply tags...
zoenin - eh...i heard they selling hse o.0i hope they shift out soon o.0
evan - lol...mayb she did-.-

haha...
we shall thank someone for giving us PUBLIC criticism
lol...
we'll SHOW her..
that we can be BETTER
and make her TAKE BACK her words...
lol...
jiayou RVCB(:

shall post afte after such a long time(:
today had chem prac....and ICAS maths
and ndp rehearsal...
i forgot to bring calculator):
and i think i lost it...zzz...i can't find it...
not good news

apprently my neighbours never got taught manners...
how SAD
like you know my house need to tap card then can go in....and apparently...my neighbour's name is sarah...dunoe how to spell...but HEY it still sounds like that...
well....she was picking her younger sister...and they were like doing the skateboarding thing....and boviously both of them are like younger than me...
then i opened the door bcos i need to get home and apparently they din bring the card...
although i only saw the older sister first...
then apparently their parents din teach them to say THANK YOU
wow...i sound like im insulting their parents but HEY....their children reflect them?! lol...like we have had another encounter with their mother-.- and apparently they behave similarly...
and this is not the first time i opened the door for both sisters...and both times they din say thankyou...
wow....maybe im petty but don't they even know their manners?! i think the older sister is like sec school alr lar...-.-
then when we got into the lift...i din press their floor number...
i pressed my own...
and the older sister pressed it and started staring at me like a got something written on my face...like PLEASE STARE AT ME...lol
my face is super clean lar please....
stare what stare...
somemore she's not until my shoulder lar....still stare
stare what...i have NOTHING written on my face lar...
make me bad mood when i got home...
lioke what is this lar...no manners totally...
staring is like WRONG....lioke did anybody ever tell her that?!
the nxt time i see them i shall walk the other way and totally ignore them...
not WORTH my attention...
like seriously...
being young is NOT an excuse...
as long as you go to school you will know how to say THANKYOU
but apparently THEY don't
hmm....what have their parents been doing-.- or rather what have THEY been doing...
like so what if i dunoe them...it's like basic courtesy...
BASIC BASIC BASIC
like the basics of basics...
i have no idea why im getting so pissed just talking about them...they are like a waste of MY time-.-

and ndp rehearsal was weird...
we supposed to stand in a semicircle and ended in something like a U-shape...
LOL...
and apparently we were not loud enough?
haha...

life's short...
like really short...
you never know when you'll die...like you may be alive and kicking...and the next day you're dead
CHOICHOICHOI touch wood ok
i mean look at michael jackson...
he was like having REHEARSALS....and everyone knows what a great dancer he is...
short while later? he's dead...
some ppl think ther life's a drama...
i think there are other ppl...who's life is more drama thaan you could ever imagine...
at least i know of someone who'e life is SUPER drama...
although i dun even know her name...but let's just say...
our life is not a drama compared to the lives of others

OH...and miriam asks me to post on my blog that she grew taller and she is about to jump over the moon...and i commented that we can count down and when she jumps over the moon i can like video her-.-
LOL...anybody want to watch also? can contact miriam and we'll arrange a wonderful time to watch her jump over the moon...like a movie you know(:
haha

folding cranes...1000...as sands of time slowly runs out?
as time ticks by...

hais...all i can say is
thanks H1N1 -.-
bcos of you we can't have concert and dun have speech day-.-
then we had to stay back for the AYG opening when there's only sec 1's again bcos of H1N1
then we were like ignored?!
until the whole thing ended and mrs yiow actually thanked us and said we did a wonderful performance or something like that
and the sky was amazingly full of rain clouds
and it actually din rain and there was NO lightning risk alert
so in the end we did it in at the field
then the person taking photos took a picture of me when we were playing
no lar...it wasn't only me
then they were passing the erm...torch
and it was quite pretty..as in the fire very pretty
haha...
then just now watch on tv then have 3 torch-bearers go light the cauldron at singapore indoor stadium i think...live...
hmmm...looks a bit like a mix of national day and olympics-.-
all the sec sch ppl...
i think...justr watched the last part...
then my mother say YOU WANT TO WATCH THIS WU LIAO THING ARH
then i was like never say anything...
then off the tv...anyway i din even know what they doing
oh...back to the AYG in school...
well...was supposed to play olympic spirit...memorise until so can3 then end up not playing that song-.-
played promotion march instead...haha...

school reopens tmr...
haha...
got to keep this short...my chem tuition teacher coming soon
like erm...supposed to come in 20 minutes
LOL...
hm...still need to do a bit of last minute homework...
and need to look through alympic spirit again
dun wanna screw up tmr-.-
not a very good thing
hm...
i dunoe what to say-.-

hmm...
let's just say...
i prefer smrt buses
like i dun have good impressions of sbs buses...
no offence and im not anti-sbs but...
their bus drivers are like ______
it's like...hmmm...
one time...my wallet dropped into the lift hole...
then need to wait for the maintenance guy to come and get it out...which was i think a few weeks later...
then...one fine day...
joanne had to go hwachong for some prize giving ceremony thing...then my house near there then take taxi with her lar...
she dun wan go herself also mah...
then i took a sbs bus....
then obviously i dun have my ez-link card -.-
then i put in 55cents
then the uncle was like scolding me...-.-
WHERE IS Your BUS CARD? HUH? THIS ONE FOR CHILD'S RIDE!
i was like thinking HEY smrt bus uncle also never say anything you scold me for what.
and my wallet is at the bottom of the lift -.-
like what do you want me to do?
i can't do anything!!
then he just waved me on the bus-.-
and today...need to go school for AYG rehearsal...in the morning
then i took 51...change bus..
and everybody knows 51 is a sbs bus -.-
and so i stand at the door lar...like im not even blocking anybody...
and when anybody wants to get off i give way like give A LOT of way to them in fact
NONE of them complain
then the bus driver at just one bus stop b4 school the bus stop...
ask me to go over
then i was like thinking...he need what help
then he was like
ARE YOU GETTING OFF THE BUS? IF NOT WHY ARE YOU STANDING AT THE DOOR?
i believe the first incident is not exactly my fault...but nobody else say anything then he must scold me-.-
then the second incident was i dunoe...mayb i am wrong...but i wasn't blocking anyone in any way-.-
so i dunoe whether im wrong or what
and there was another incident but i dun wan to say...bcos i think that was my fault...
something small...
but apparently i think the other sbs-es bus i take that doesn't have this weird problems is 166 and 170
yay(:
i think I shall try to Not take other sbs buuses b4 i get scolded...yet again for doing something "wrong"
hmm....someone tell me....
for the incident today...
was i right?! or wrong?!

today...was the AYG rehearsal...and to be honest...i plsy then keep getting lost/mixed up -.-
must go memorise properly...
anyway...we played horribly...like everyone could hear that....
soooooooo...hais...
monday school reopens alr...
why are the holidays over...
that fast -.-
but i managed to finish the zuo he de chao ji ah ma
haha...and i never managed to finish other books b4(:
i think a lot of ppl going to chiong homework alr...
haha...jiayoujiayou~

had PT today and ms chan din come
and now my face is red/pink -.- although is not sunburn
bcos we had PT under the hothot sun from about 9 to 11.30
the time usually not so hot but looking at the weather today
it was like oven liddat
and the sun so bright
had combine drills with sec 1s today....and all i can say is good try after 2 times of PT
like....a lot if expected from them after so few sessions of PT
and i think im gonna be sick soon -.-
not a good sign
my throat is pain -.-
must be the CIP we did ystd
then never bring enough water
then today PT under the very hot and bright sun
and we learnt a new command...some u-turn thing
then it was very messy
tmr they're gonna do the yearly erm...."ritual" so called of welcoming the sec 1s....but im not going -.-
shall not reveal the "ritual" until it's OVER like in a few hours time
haha
hmmm...
i realise i have done like veryvery little homework...and half the hols are GONE alr
like i still haven't read san guo yan yi -.- like i read 4 chapters -.-
goto start catching up...
wah....dunoe why today so tired -.-
have maths tuition from 7-9 then i was like thinking how come i feel so tired
tmr they have to assemble by 8.15...like HEY that is so early



111th post...
nice number(:
anw...i am srsly wondering how i managed to memorise other scores so easily -.-
bcos im having a hard time memorising the olympic spirit ><
like memorise very long and still can't get it
i spent a lot of time on promotion march also -.- finally remembered....but im still stuck with olympic spirit!!!!!!
howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow
going to memorise on the bus tmr alr lar...zzz...
today had CIP
and it wasn't fun
and the water at east coast is like SO EXPENSIVE
and we only had to fill one plastic bag bcos apparently NO MORE ALR
then the plastic bag have manymany holes
and can tie knots at the holes until the capacity of the plastic bag is like reduced by HALF
haha...LOL
need to go memorise olympic spirit
hm....not exactly feeling the olympic spirit....

my parents esp. my mother always thinks i dun study
and they only notice the times that i dun study and dun care about the times that i actually DO study
like last night my mother was saying eh....nxt tuesday cannot go to school arh bcos i dun see you studying -.-
then monday go east coast pick rubbish. then she was like eh. can dun go a not
go pick rubbish can, go study cannot -.-
like who in the world said i din study?!
and apparently now...my whole life revolves around maths?!
like maths and maths and maths
woooooooooo~
just bcos they saw me using the com they say
eh...how come i always see you in front of the computer?
they obviously only see the time im NOT studying like let's say taking a break and come say i din study -.-
then when im studying what are they doing? some other stuff and dun care what im doing -.-
i somehow always do things the wrong way -.-

anw...got to memorise 3 scores -.-
the olympic spirit, honor band, and promotion march
alamak...all by tuesday
and guess what
we have to march and play at the same time for the AYG
olympic spirit is hard enough to play/memorise when sitting down...
marching will be definitely no air
and there is like a clarinet SOLI
if im not wrong -.-
and it's all SLURRED
so it's supposed to sound joined tgt....but when you're marching of course very chuan
win ler...
then ms chan was saying we make it this way
if one person in the section never memorise, that section die
if one section never memorise, the while band die
-.-
then sebby was reiterating this on friday
then we were like YES SIR
then he was like
ok....i think we're gonna die on tuesday -.-
bcos we're supposed to memorise by tuesday
and we're gonna do that for drills...
so drills with instruments while playing the 3 pieces...
haha...and we're supposed to see if we want the syf photos
and they cost _______
unbelievably high prices!!!
like the largest photo which is i not sure how nig cost like $180?!
HAPPY NEW YEAR?!
going to see the photos online first then see whether want to buy a not (:
cheapest one is like $12

hmm....events looking forward to in band(:
29th june - AYG
11th july - performance as a guest band @ yuhua concert (ANYBODY WANT TO GO?? xp )
18th july - speech day

and nxt year we should be able to get our very own RV CONCERT
haha...(:

praying hard now that i won't be quarantined!!!
like this is horrible....the swine flu thing
my brother has fever for like 4-5 days and finally is going to see a doctor now
and thus i dunoe
he fever so many days then go see doctor
then later he quarantined
then our whole family will be like quarantined also
which is like NOT a joke
if we are i will definitely smack my brother
i need to go to sch tmr!!!
like TOMORROW
although the quarantine is like only 2 days if im not wrong
still means that i can't go out of the house -.-
and im stuck at home doing WORK
like TWO WHOLE DAYS OF STUDYING
will die one leh ><
which means i can't go sch, can't go church etc. etc.
please God dun let us be quarantined):
Amen~

it think my brother is the most irritating person on earth when it comes to being sick
you will just want to whack his head...like seriously
he will either act damn sick and complain and complain non-stop
or he will make a lot of super high pitched voices and make the WHOLE house so noisy
and he's like doing that now
and when i was sleeping he stole my handphone charger
and now i can't on my phone bcos there's not batt and i dun have the charger
how irritating can he get?!
then he starts sms-ing me all kinds of stupid stuff
like "you look like a pig" etc.
and obviously as a sister im not so STUPID as to even reply them -.-
like who cares about his stupid sms-es
i dun even noe what's his prob
so act for what
suck up
my mother at home he's like mouse liddat
dun even say anything
then watch the usual KOREAN DRAMAS on the com with her
then he starts whining about WHY I CANNOT PLAY COMPUTER
and then my mother will make him do work
then he will complain WHY GOT NO REST ONE and throw his tantrum
ahem....excuse me....you have been slacking/resting for HOW MANY DAYS ALR HUH
and so now...just to inform everybody
I CAN'T SMS UNTIL I FIND WHERE MY BROTHER HIDE MY HANDPHONE CHARGER
it's all HIS fault.
can't stand it
anybody has a brother like mine? i know how you feel -.-

hmmm...im doing maths homework -.-
when no one i asked has doen it yet -.-
was just randomly thinking about primary sch...
the horrible p6 days when i had to be a loner -.-
when i was sec 1 i went back i think during chinese new year....
then i was like hello to this person and that person -.-
acting like their good friend...
haha....can imagine their reaction....
they must be thinking what the heck does this person think she's doing
haha...
in fact i think a lot of ppl hated me....
thanks to er hmmmm short form? SA
dun need to disclose names bcos anyway no one who knows me knows her
ok....mayb except the pei hwa ppl....
hais....there are like so many types of ppl out there....
the hypocrites, backstabbers etc...
name them and they're there
well....all i can say is, it's over...
nothing much to talk about
at least i did better than the oh-im-so-popular SA
hahaha...hais....mayb im suan-ing her but...
given another chance, i so do NOT want to talk to her
she's one of the worst ppl i ever knew...and i shall keep it in the erm....garbage part of my memory
LOL
hahaha...
anyway
i can go band
like i CAN GOOOOOOO
woohooooo....no one will see someone as happy as me when they say they can go holiday cca practices
haha....
too bad lor...bcos i always have a problem on even going to normal practices sometimes -.-
i shall not continue jabbering and get on with maths(:
I MUSTMUSTMUST finish june holidays hw this time.
i think i accomplished a lot compared the past few years -.-
3 sui bi and the geog ws....plus im doing maths nowwwwww
hahahha....
ok....i shall doo hw now(:
PS. happy climbing over the mt everest of hw everbodyyyy(:
ok...so i can't say it really is a lot compared to the past few times...

this is like going to be the last post....
of erm....i dunoe how long...
very very very long
bcos my results are obviously horrible and my current gpa for only midyears
is like i just scraped passed
soo....
and im like supposed to get a gpa 3....
only some ppl know about this gpa 3
but anyway
that 3 really means a lot to me
and i can't even get it when ppl around me are getting it so easily
like a 3. something is like not high enough for them...
and im just simply aiming for a 3
that i can't even get
they make it look so simple
and wun be using the computer for a very long time
bcos my mother's going to keep the laptop during the holidays and i'll be at home erm...
doing maths
i dun even know if i can make it to cca this friday
holiday practices?
i think i duneed to go
with the results i got
my mother will NOT let me go...
and there goes the last chance to perform with seniors b4 they leave band and we officially take over....
oh well....
wish me good luck tmr
it'll probably be one of the most horrible days in my life...
i wish everything could be fine...

MINOTAUR
haha(:
we won cross country againnnnn(:
but they recycle the trophy every year
and although we won lke last year and this year
they didn't inscribe it -.-
so sad...
there's like only unicorn's name there
and there was like not enough water and we can't go to our bags to take water
-.-
and they expect us to cheer when we need WATER
haha
then b4 the race started we were making the weird sound...according to miriam is like someone hyperventilating?!
hahahahahahaha....
today the weather was much better than last year...
in terms of the heat
the sky was like cloudy so no sun
then not hot(:
which is very goooooood
gna have new piece on friday=sight reading again
lol...

my gpa is really in the longang now...
probably on it's way to the erm...sewagesystem to be flushed into the sea...where it wwill sink at i dunoe where
far far away
tmr there's cca and we'll be sight-reading a few pieces...
and i can gurantee that my sight-reading is 101% horrible...
but it's easier than piano bcos for piano it's like for both left and right hand and need to play tgt...
so...
see how...
the midyears have totally killed me...
after alll
WE CAN ONLY DIE ONCE IN A LIFETIME
unless you can die twice?
dun tell me...
it's a bit...erm...
scary?
being a baby is great i realise
they just cry and eat and sleep
-.-
if only life were that simple --- 101% impossible
welll...let's just say life is compmlicated...and it's getting more horrible by the term...
i was saying if the mathematicians didn't exist then we wouldn't be lke studying maths....
and if all those weird events didn't happen in the past...
we wouldn't have to study it...
of course the technology has improved...
and everyone is getting smarter...
but how come i feel im getting no smarter but getting more stupid -.-
whywhywhywhywhywhywhy
i have no idea at all how to tell my mother my results....
although i told some---the good ones of course
and the rest are...
horrible
my mother was like scolding my brother for maths that he did very lousy...
i dun dare tell her man
she will kill me
like i got muchmuch lower...
and he gets killed alr...
then i will definitely get killed...
howhowhowhowhow...
my mother was saying
why i haven't get back papers yet...then she was like YOU SURE A NOT
bcos my brother got his papers back alr...
and his exam was like later than mine....
i will tell her nxt week...
i promise myself
annd i'll prob not blog for a super super long time after i tell her my results...
it's a crazy competitive world out there
i hate it
you study like crazy, work like crazy and retire and no one will care about you anymore
what's this?!
it's a crazy...crazy world out there...

hmmmm...
had the first combines after syf...
played enchanted...everything was quite screwed...
o.0
we tuned...
then played the march dream city...
then there was one part where there was oboe solo
then b4 playing the piece...then jiayi said
eh...later the solo you play...bcos my B is stuck
-.-
it was oboe solo then clarinet solo 7 semiquavers...
and...
my heart was like pumping super fast...i dunoe why....
then everytime ms chan stopped just b4 the oboe solo...
and i was thinking...
why not get it over sooooooooon...
then in the end we did play it...and played so many times somemore...
lol...
according to jieying, she said it was quite nice...but a bit too soft
lol...
then zoenin said it was not bad
haha
thanks(:
wah...super nervous leh....
although this is not exactly my first time playing some solo thing...
its the erm...second time
but the first time was like jiayi last minute instru cannot play...play half the solo then the second half is i play...
it was enchanted...
haha...
then bcos sebby was playing E flat...
so ended up i play...haha
but that time i wasn't as nervous as today...
haha...
andddddd
im going bugis with sarah tmrrr
haha...for her bday...although the real day is lke on thursday...
buttt
i have tuition and she hav violin
sooooooooo
go tmr lor
but i no $$$
haha...
i think i always run out of $$$ so easily...
but now must save moneyyy
bcos 经济is not very good now...
haha...
haissssssss....
results are out...
and i did horribly...
like the gpa dropped into the longang....
zzz....
PS looking forward to band on friday(:

101th post
and there's some stupid person smoking on the first floor with no idea that the smoke travels up to the 4th or even 5th floor
secondhand smoke is more harmful than the person smoking ok
irritating

i have absolutely no idea how to break the news of my maths to my parents...srsly...NO IDEA HOW
helpme somebody
please?
hmmm....
this midterms was really hard...
especially maths...
my brother is like having science paper tmr...his last paper...
and they were like talking about getting over 90 for maths and he'll get 100 bucks
and i stare at my maths...
and practically faint
the difference is whoah...
you have no idea how vast the difference in marks are....
i miss primary school days...where failing is like not a thing we have to even CONSIDER
while in sec sch...what you are aiming for is just to at least PASS and not FAIL
in pri sch we can like even aim for over 90
if you can get 90 or even more than that
i have NO COMMENTS

band life has continued...
11th july - yuhua concert
and we are like some guest band
in nice words...
because ms chan wants us to get used to playing in front of an audience...
but...i think the name of 'guest band' doesn't really suit us does it...
our standard is not there yet...
like guest bands are supposed to be better or at the same standard as the band that is the main performer...but we aren't...
sec 1s have joined...
we had sectionals on friday...
and we had to teach the sec 1s the basic of the basics...
and im quite stunned at their standard...no offence srsly...so sorry if i've offended anybody...but...
hais...let's just say they have A LOT to catch up on
scales, chromatics, fingerings, reading notes, warm-ups, rhythm....etc.
really need to start from beginning...
and it's the first time i actually experienced being a senior...with a jnr to teach...
now i think it's really very hard...especially if they dun talk...like you say "you understand?" then they'll be like nodding their head...then the whole sectional practice i was like the only one talking in the conversation....
hmmm....
when ms chan comes...the band will slow down a lot so they can catch up...
lots of warm-ups and rhythm stuff...
tuning will be impossible for the time being...
condemn instrus are always so flat....
so....the whole band will be erm...out of tune???
i dunoe...
we'll see...
open house - 30th may
hmmm...
WE STILL HAVE CCA ON THE 29th -.-

had to copy out the whole first chapter of the san guo yan yi just because i din bring it -.-
6 pages leh
S-I-X
like so many lar...
i finally managed to finish it...
i think thats all i have to say...for now...

100th post(:
and...this is like the longest time i have ever kept a blog...
like last time haven't hit 30 posts and i delete the blog -.-
midyears are OVER
O-V-E-R
and
i predict im not going to do well...like half of the papers were rubbish/screwed
ok...so life moves on...
hmmm...
i forgot what i wanted to say...
haha...i hav some new and crazy aims...since midyears are over...
psst...NOT TELLING YOU xp
haha...
lol
going out with miriam tmr...jurong point...
haha...first time this year we're finally going out tgt
the last time we went was like when arh...hmmm...
LONGLONGTIMEAGOOOOO
hmmm...i think that's alll...

midyears are like in a week's time...haha..and the number of my post is verynice(: 99th post...
so....this shall be the last post b4 examss
bcos we have to be good kids and stay at home to mug and turn into a
crazy mugger nut(:
haha...LOL
good luck for the exams everyone...study hardddd

shall reply tags here
[zoenin] LOL...meme zoenin(:
[jieying] hmm...should i tell you her name? if im not wrong, it's xu ke from 2G
[miriam] LOL time swimssss...and the banana feels super skinless now...you peeled it like so many timesssthe banana SAYS IT FEELS PEELED

ok...i forgot...and have put off this post for 2 days alr):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRIAM!!!!!
haha....
i know you love the present(:
haha...
you're a year older now...
haha...time passes so fast...
not long ago we were like sec 1...
time srsly flies
grats on getting gold ok!!!
who cares about what ur sister's jnr got

going nuts...
sze nee this morning was like zhuang qiang...lol
then when i came in they were like sofia saved sze nee...
lol
guess the reason
ELDDS got gwh
and a lot of ppl are about to kill themselves
like srsly...
that day huiyu ask me CO pl very sad isit?
then she say her class the CO ppl were like emo-ing the whole day...
then i was like thinking
if they like that
the band people are like muchmuch worse can -.-
we can go straight to PSA building and tiao lou alr
then i heard string ensemble aiming for a silver...
then sze nee was like if they get gwh
all the performing arts ppl can go PSA building and kill yourself alr
lol...after all this is their first time going syf...if im not wrong...
then during bio lesson...hanying kept talking about the stupid gwh...
like say it once...
it's enough
we know
you're excited...can understand
but you have to understand it makes some ppl feel veryvery sad/guilty/pissed whatever
like since im the only band member in class....
how do you think i feel? how do yuou think WE feel...we like got a _____and there you go telling the whole world you got a gwh-.-
no offence lar...but...it feels like you're rubbing it in...like everybody deproved and they got a gwh-.-
congrats...but i dun need you to keep reiterating the point...
then everytime hanying said gwh everyone was about to kill her...like so noisy lar-.-
then i was telling miriam to tell her to be DEMURE
haha...
then we had house meeting today...
and we were released 10 minutes early(:
like finally...we are released early from house meeting
amazingly, my phone card has like only 24cents left...and ihad like what-59cents ystd?!

super pissed...
my brother is like so ______
no comments
looks like i won't be going brisbane anymore):
and i really wanted to go...
it's not fairrr
i sound super childish/spoilt saying this...
as in most likely not going...
#1 i haven't wrote that essay we're supposed to write if want to go
#2 i haven't wrote it yet because my parents din give me an answer
#3 my mum say tell me dad...then after telling my dad he say discuss with my mum...like what do you think about the trip...and she says I DUNOE...and noww....most likely the answer is a disappointing NO
this year has been rather disappointing...
not rather...
is VERY disappointing
like why is this all happening?!
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

super screwed...
i left my file and fullscap pad in sch!!!
my self-study form is in my file!!!
need to pass up by like monday...
trying to contact yude to see whether i can pass up on tuesday...
try msn, try sms
HE'S LIKE NOT ANSWERING -.-
like...how dead can i get...srsly
CO last practice b4 syf ended ler...today
do your best(: no regrets(:
im done with miriam's present(: haha
like finally
yude still has not replied -.-
what am i going to doooooo
zzz...
juniors...once again...
although syf is 2 years later...
you need to start practicing hard now...
so that when the nxt syf comes
we'll show everyone
what we are made of
so other cca's cannot suan us
and say we are so lan
thanks to the dance sec 2 girl
dun think we dunoe what you said
we even know your name and class
"you know band got sliver leh...silver is like so LOUSY lar!!!" ahem...
starting to feel guilty yet?
you'd better.
sarah was sitting at the same table as you...
she stared at you..
you stun for 3 seconds then continue your flaming
not needed thanks
dun even know how to take warning

now that there's no more band practices till midterm...
i miss band/going to band...
hmm...i dun really know what to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTALYNN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRIAMMM(:
haha
we were like talking about the mdm you and mdm me thing
then miriam said she was married to meme jaejoong -.-
then i was like if your husband surname is meme then your name should not be mdm me but mrs me...lol
then we were saying later your name become mimi then the whole name will be like me mimi
haha...
lol...

...
just realised it's been 8 days since syf...
hmm...ok...
i still think it feels quite like a dream....like i can't believe it's over...
going to buy miriam's birthday present tmr...
sarah says the sch is organising some trip to brsbane, australia...
but our LA teacher never tell us anything about it leh...
hmm...i hope i can gooooo
lol...
hais....
juniors...we are putting our hopes on you...
work hard and get our gold back
we'll be waiting...
going tuition soon...might blog later....

realised i have posting veryvery often...
today sebby announced the syf result...
lol...
then sarah was saying he was saying it in a pissed voice...
lol...miriam said he forgot to thank ms ek...lol...
anyway...syf is over
i repeat
IT'S OVERRRRRR
ms chan's gonna talk to us tmr...sarah says it's to tell us the judges comments...
the band ppl have chem test tmr
after school....
anyway...for the upcoming syfs...
as in for other performing arts grps and snr band...JIAYOU(:
zoenin was like saying later sebby announce the result we 1 2 3 run to the grandstand tgt...
then in the end i think nobody ran...lol...
still...must reiterate my main point
JJUNIORS ahemahem...
our gold(: thankyouverymuch(:
haha...lol...

zoenin: YESSS...haha(: jiayoujiayou
anyway...on another note......
ystd had napfa 5 stations after sch...then had bio oral presentation and i ended up 40 minutes late for my chinese tuition -.-
was doing standing broad jump...then on the second try i landed on my hands and now...
my finger got injured -.-
it's the left hand second finger...is like the joint there...
ARGH...why am i so suay...
also during napfa, hais...
i heard someone saying
eh...band got silver leh
you dun have to tell the whole world right
it's bad enough as it is...
like F off man...
you don't know how hard we tried, how hard we practiced, how many practices we have
look at the holidays. more than half of the holidays are spent practising for syf...
like srsly WHATS WRONG WITH YOU just shuddup!!!
we dun need you to say it...
we dun need your comments...
everyone's moving on in their lives...
the wind blows by like there's nothing wrong...
but is everything really alright?
deep deep down there?
quite a few sec 3s alr say they are going to pia their juniors alr...
sarah says she's gonna give the sec 1s INTENSIVE TRAINING
siwei says he may do that too...
juniors...i hope you know how much this gold means to us...
so...we really need you to fight it back for us...
imagine all the other performing arts groups getting all those good awards.
once...is enough to last a lifetime
once it's over, it can't be replayed...
its over...means...it really is gone...
ppl are now talking about the 2011 syf alr...
we alr have your goal
so...work hard, get our gold back...

once again...thanks to those who told us jy for syf
like
-miriam
-chinhong
-jennie
-wenhui
-gimling
-a lot of seniors

i still can't believe syf us over...it really feels like a dream
today...sec 3s were supposed to watch the CO syf preview
are they purposely trying to suan us?
not needed thankyou
i went to the grandstand...
when i left the hall, saw yili and huiling/hweeling(err...how to spell arh)
they left the hall too...
the feeling of ystd is still there
going past the place in the canteen...felt so much of ystd...
according to sarah, what they spend on band now is a quarter of what they used to spend on band 8 years ago...
almost cried...or rather sort of cried but quickly wiped it away...
ít's not we won't move on...
but they can't expect us to do it that fast...
on the outside we may look normal...but go around, ask any bandsmen...and they will truthfully they still feel the same pain as ystd...
letting down 16 batches of snrs...
that is the number of how many batches of snrs we have let down...
16....16...
ms chan told us to not let her run alone...
we promised to run with her...
but in the end...she again ran by herself...
thankyou teachers for consoling us...mr lee, mrs ong, mr ng and mr chua...
also the ex-band teachers like mdm eu and mrs chak...
you say we haven't tried our best...
you weren't the ones on stage...how do you know...
that's only how much YOU know...
hais...im sry miriam...i din really hear CO play...
i think i would have cried again...
im so so sorry...
ok...i realise i do not have the capability to type so long posts as long as zoenin or other ppl...
i shall end here...and continue another day...
juniors please...please
get the gold back...
fight for the gold


today...we got our syf result
all i can say is
disappointing
it's like the snrs have been coming to encourage us, the teachers supporting and etc.
but now
look what happened
the snrs have been trying very hard to keep the glory of our band...
we ruined it
today,a lot of snrs came to give us support and watch us play
we...
totally disappointed them
snrs, teachers, ms chan, sebby, ourselves etc.
they say it's the process that's impt and not so much the result
but
who won't compare the results
people won't know how much effort you put in
how they judge the band is the result isn't it so?
anyway...it's just veryveryveryvery disappointing
a lot of ppl cried...
it's just so...well...disappointing
was keeping sebby's instru for him...somebody called him
and from what they were saying
i knew the result alr
or rather WE knew the result alr
the teachers were trying to tell the band that we have tried, but we din make it
then a lot of ppl cried
wenhui was saying we should cry not bcos we are sad but bcos we are angry
angry that our gold was lost
we MUST fight for our lost gold in the nxt syf
and get it back
at first when sebby told me we din get gold,
i was like quite sad
after the news was released to the band in the canteen, kimyee started crying
i was like crying non-stop...
after so much practice, of waking so early in the morning
just to get this result
not to say ms chan was also VERYVERY disappointed and left straight after syf and din come and wait with us for the results
everyone tells us it's ok...
thanks for comforting us...snrs and so on...
"Egg was being such an ass rubbing the salt into our wound. "Band did u try your best?" "Yes." "BAND I ASK U DID U TRY UR BEST!!???!!!" "YES MAM!!!!" "Honestly I tell u, u DIDN'T TRY UR BEST." " quoted from sarah's blog
i can't believe it...
she also said that bronze would be quite good liao lor...
everyone was so sad...she din have to say that lar...
in mrs yap's terms/copied by miriam
"the last straw to break the camel's back/neck"
lol...
everyone was like getting fedup...
i din really hear what she was saying...i was crying...sosososo disappointed
even the snrs were crying
we tell ourselves we did our best...but looking at the results we got...
i start to question...did we really do our best?
Epicus was ok...in my opinion...
overture was super screwed, first note was alr screwed...apparently, everyone said it was too soft
i think overture pulled us down a lot...
if not we wouldn't have gotten that...
"the seniors:
Xue Qiang "Oh my God"
Rachel started crying
Chee Hooi "Is this a joke?"
My sis "I can't believe it"
Miss Ong "Oh dear......." "
from sarah's blog again
looks like everyone was veryvery stunned
i don't know but at first...was sort of not expecting to get a gold, considering how out of tune we are...
but now...we've worked so hard
waking up so early just to get to sch to do warm-ups,
reaching so much earlier this morning
and i got scolded by my mother for that
the effort we spent seriously flew away/flushed away etc.
after what the seniors&alumni & ms chan have done for us...really feel 失败
then ppl were like hugging and crying
and she was like stop huddling around and crying
ppl sad & disappointed cannot arh
jennie was like hugging me...then we were using toilet paper
then she was saying dun use the toilet paper lar i buy tissue paper for you all
very unhygeinic(PS LARRR DUNOE HOW TO SPELL)
lol...then she was saying we smile very normal,
cry very abnormal...
lol...
zoeninnnnn...nvm...i think we did our best bcos we dun squeeeeek
thankyou seniors for supporting us/comforting us etc.

whatever we have done is done
the result cannot be changed
and
so juniors
we need you to get the gold back for us
like what wenhui told us
plaese work hard to attain this gold
if you don't want to experience this type of disappointment again
this is putting stress on you all...but really...
please work hard, put your mind, heart and soul into the nxt syf
attain that gold back for us
we need to get back what belongs to us
we need to get our "revenge"
we must get back our gold



SYF IS ONLY 3 DAYS AWAYYYYYYYY
jiayou everybody~ we can do it(:
there's so many tests nxt week too...
it's really unfair to us...we dun have the time to study for them...
now in everybody's brain is like
SYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYF
all the way rvcb--clarinets♥ especially
oh yeaaa...on wednesday we still have to go back to class
our slot is 9.45
we're leaving sch at 8am
we are attending the last 1hour of lessons...40 minutes of it is like our break...so 20 minutes of lesson only(:
i hope/think we're not changing before we going back to class...
so ma fan...
i got to study chemmmmm like nowwwww

wow...it's like the 18th of march lerrr
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINHONG
haha...we were like at the same bbq a few hours ago only...
time passess so so fast...
it's been 3 months since we've been separated as a class...
ystd i was like thinking of 2D '08 then i was like smiling to myself...
thinking of the good memories with 2D '08 makes me happyyyyy
haha
from the most un-bonded class to the most bonded class(: not bad
like how we used to chiong class cleanliness when weiliang came to check
haha
really really miss those times...

haissssss
anyway..
syf is only a few days away
practice hard everybody...



ok...so i noe i said i won't be touching this blog for quite a while...
but today is like 1st MARCH
which is the SOUND CHECK
jiayous everybody
syf is scarily close...
the picture is so big...lol...
have to reach school like at 12.30...when the rehearsal is one hour...and our slot is like 3.15 to 4.15...
lol
my brother is like studying for exams now...starts tmr...i think..should be
studying english haha
grammar stuff
i dun even think we study grammar now...like all we are tested on are essays and compre
haha...(:
ok...bye...
JIAYOUS EVERYONE(:
P.S. thanks zoenin for telling me the stuff that happened(:
and miriam for collecting my hw(: and telling me wad hw
and...hmmm...sarah for passing my hw to jiayi?
i dunoe...
that's all i think(:
bye~

1st March-SOUND CHECK AT SCH
that's how many days later...OH NOOOOOOO
that's like 6 more dayssss
-SIX-
-only-
won't be blogging often...like i have ever been posting frequently -_-''
as in like...probably won't touch this blog anytime soon i think...
I THINK...
i dunoe...
see how....
happy studying for bio test everybodyyyyyyy
my brother is doing some maths mock test paper...(my last time papers)
and he's like making a lot of noise -_-''
tiao..ok...i shall go now...bye~





i haven't posted for such a LONGLONGLONG time...
anyway
happy new year's eve!!!
wish everyone all the best in the coming year(:
2008 is going to be gone...
2D '08 is not together anymore):
i will cherish the memories...

this is kim jaejae(:
i took this picture of him on the train to yude's house(:
yude hse very nice lehhhhh
his sister very cute(:
kim jaejae is miriam's one...so cute right(:

there's something wrong...i can't move the pics...
i dunoe y...

hm...i'll try to do something

more pics later...














it's the last day of sch...
ppl usualy go crazy after this but....hais...very sad lor...
it's like we've been 1 daiwa '07 and 2 deja-vu '08
it's been 2 years...
2 years tgt as a class...
will miss everyone kaes ><
srsly

#1 chai wanni
#2 charlene ong liam yen
#3 fu guannan
#4 heng shuchin
#5 ho qian yi
#6 kristalynn yue
#7 kwong meilin
#8 leexin
#9 joanne / leung sin yung
#10 lim yunyi
#11 MIRIAM ONG KANG NING aka LAMER #02!!!
#12 ng chenhui
#13 meeeee
#14 tan muisock aka the mee siam(:
#15 tracy tan wen chee
#16 vicki tay wei qi
#17 teng yiting
#18 teo peijia
#19 wang xiaofan
#20 chew yude
#21 chia minghao
#22 francis / guan yue
#23 huang wenjing
#24 bernard aka the godlike beancurd?
#25 weikai aka crocodile
#26 liheng
#27 li pengfei
#28 li xiaobo (BBC)
#29 samuel low yuen wei (mr patrick?)
#30 shu shirong
#31 tan siwei
#32 tang yingwai aka MR NAPFA!!
#33 wong chinhong
#34 yeo yongjie
#35 yong linhan

although i'm not that close to everyone, but srsly...i had a fun time with all of you...and will really miss being in the same class as u guys
everyone look forward to class chalet ok(:
cheer up shuchin(:
we were doing 3 cheers for 2D then i felt lke crying ><
then an wei shuchin until i alo wna cry...wah...really very sad leh
looking at weikai, qianyi and chenhui...wah...feel sad man...we wun see them again...unless they transfer back?
hugged a lot of ppl can >< sad mann
#1 peijia
#2 vicki
#3 shuchin
#4 weikai
#5 zoenin
#6 sarah

still hav hu arh? nvm...i dun remember...

anyway...on another topic,
MINO WON SPORTS DAY!!!
yay(: mino rawks...

haha(:
in the sch library now....i have 2 coms at home AND
the fact is both of them are OUT OF USE/SPOILED and i can't use ittttt ):
and i can't touch the TV bcos my brother has to study...even if the sound is level ZERO i can't watch...according to my mother is some psychological thing then my brother cannot concentrate -_-
sooooo...everyday im stuck at home with nothing to do...
hav SC investiture today...and ican like hear mrs look all the way from the library!!!
how loud is that -_-
so...currently i can't blog...and dun expect me to...bcos i can'tttttttt
we are like released early today...bcos of SC investiture...
sian lar....
is like there's nothing to do...
can't go out either...no moneyyyyyyy
hehe...
should i change blogskin?
hmmmmmmm...i dunoe lehhhhhhhh...
ok larr...thats all...
P.S school closes on the 7 nov (:

today's the official last day of exams...
during assembly this morning mrs look was like announcing sec 1s and sec 2s have second paper too...when in fact we don't...
then she it was at the shopping mall.
then she said the test was based on our behaviour outside -_- lol
then me, miriam and chenhui went to vivo...redeem the mp3...and the person got very pissed bcos my mother called bcos dun av the barcode...and i think they both got pissed with each other...then in the end i still got the mp3...lol...then he was very nice...haha...
then me and miriam went to west mall and walked around with nothing to do...so we went popular like 3 times?!
haha...lol...eh...nothing to post leh...
just can't find something interesting to do after eoys...have the crazy urge to study? nah...jk...
(hope miriam's audi can work ): )

11:11

i dunoe whether this is a 11:11 pm post a nort...but then...type this first lar...see what time i stay up until...
i hope i can catch it lar..haha

hmm...apparently, our section has to do 110 pumpings and 5 minutes holding ><
bcos 2 ppl dropped their instruments...
last time it used to be only the person who dropped intru must pump...now whole section pump...
kimyee has to pump 240!!! jiaous kimyee...
did 55 pumpings and 2 1/2 minute holding on friday....arms were giving way ><
another 55 pumpings an 2 1/2 minute holding tmr...
last cca b4 eoys...
i haven't ordered any band photos yet ><
lol
i think i might buy either 1 or 2 lor....i dunoe...
tts all....

TODAY THE LAST LESSON OF THE DAY WAS LA
it was the best lesson of the day too
i guess
bcos mrs look ask us the hand up the about a boy essay then a lot of ppl never do/bring or write too short then she was scolding them...then she was saying that are attitude S-U-C-K-S then she ask weikai so wad is your attitude? then weikai said S-U-C-K-S...
so funny man...
then she went on and made us chant SHORT TERM SACRIFICES, LONG TERM GAIN
then after that she made us say it 3 times then she said...
Mrs look: EH DO YOU PEOPLE NOE WAD U R CHANTING?
CLASS: YESSSSSSS
MRS LOOK: OK THEN TELL ME WAD HAVE U BEEN CHANTING???
CLASS: SHORT TERM SACRIFICES, LONG TERM GAIN!!!
then everyone ended up laughing...
then she said our class was the most childish i think...the more i think of it then it becomes funnier...lol...haha
apparently yude topped the class in chinese and according to shuchin is he tycho der...but anw grats to him...(:
then lijie was quite happy then when she announced he got the highest i think she oso canno believe it...
seeoth misses our class when we miss a lesson lor -_-...then is like he was saying we r his fave class...haha...so funny man...

argh...tmr hav sch alr...after a pretty slack week...
it's quite late now...everyone hu reads my blog....pls go to IVLE and get the NEW TIMETABLE...
or else u'll just end up bringing stuff that u duneed to sch...
theres no hist and LA tmr...yea...nothing much to say

funny happenings in band these 2 days...
things that happened ystd...
#1 sebby(sebastian) shouted LATECOMERS GO DOWN FOR PERFORMANCE!!!! when it was supposed to be punishment...lol...everyone was laughing

things that happened today...
#1 we were going to have games after sectionals today then sebby asked 'who is sick' and 'who is really sick?' then evan said SICK IN THE MIND....everyone was laughing again...it was so funny...but den now i retell it like not funny alr...lol...
#2 we had captain's ball as games...then clarinets vs base...
yiming is like super tall...he get the ball u duneed play alr...
then nearing the end of the game, meiling(2c der) say rang ni men section de yi ge ren de dao xing fu...then wanwen joined in the game and said...wo band ni jia yi ge wen...then she say cannot tell anybody she say one...we were laughing
#3 zoenin and meiling were dancing YMCA then the ball came...and tada...she missed the ball when sebby was captain...bcos meiling was defender...lol...

haha...end of story...lol...
sebby seems to be in a very good mood when he came to band ystd and 2day...lol...
what a random fact...then zoenin keep playing the xiao mao zhua ji zhi lao shu game...wa...the name so long...

haha...this is the singer jaejoong (:
i posted this here bcos miriam like him (: as in she says he very cute (:
but u can get like so many photos of him on the internet -_- so i shall just put 1 (:

chem results out tmr...and
mrs lim woon chong finds every reason to pick on me?!
this is michael phelps, the greatest olympian ever!!! 8 golds in 1 olympics and 7 world records and 1 olympic record (:
grats to him...
he's so pro!!!! haha...lol...

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