I knew this would happened and I still let it happen anyway sigh. Exams start in a week but yet I don't feel that kick yet..one week later, every day in my head I'll be thinking SHIT. This will happen for sure lol, happens every time. Complacency isn't a good thing. 

First exam's the tough one, after that it gets better so I guess if I can make it past the first one, I should be fine? 

I realise I always blog when I'm mad or when I'm really bored with nothing better to do. Exactly the same reasons why I ever wrote in a paper dairy. Difference is..hand hurts less when you're typing out a long rant than when you're writing it out with pen and paper. Actually, what is it with people needing to vent their feelings somewhere. We're a very expressive species..maybe because it's human nature. To feel wronged, to feel we have the right to judge, to feel that we're the head of the pack maybe. Needless to say, of which I'm guilty too(ok maybe not the head of the pack, but the rest, I admit to). I was going to say animals don't do the same and bring others down to make themselves look better but then I realised some animals fight to their death to become the alpha male in the herd. Looks like nothing's innocent on this Earth eh? The oceans can drown, the earth can swallow, the animals can devour. Even the plants fight with each other for the right of..nutrients to grow. It's about the fight for survival on this Earth, both in nature and increasingly now in society. 

Ok this post is going off in a weird direction, back to studying! 

I knew this would happened and I still let it happen anyway sigh. Exams start in a week but yet I don't feel that kick yet..one week later, every day in my head I'll be thinking SHIT. This will happen for sure lol, happens every time. Complacency isn't a good thing. 

First exam's the tough one, after that it gets better so I guess if I can make it past the first one, I should be fine? 

I realise I always blog when I'm mad or when I'm really bored with nothing better to do. Exactly the same reasons why I ever wrote in a paper dairy. Difference is..hand hurts less when you're typing out a long rant than when you're writing it out with pen and paper. Actually, what is it with people needing to vent their feelings somewhere. We're a very expressive species..maybe because it's human nature. To feel wronged, to feel we have the right to judge, to feel that we're the head of the pack maybe. Needless to say, of which I'm guilty too(ok maybe not the head of the pack, but the rest, I admit to). I was going to say animals don't do the same and bring others down to make themselves look better but then I realised some animals fight to their death to become the alpha male in the herd. Looks like nothing's innocent on this Earth eh? The oceans can drown, the earth can swallow, the animals can devour. Even the plants fight with each other for the right of..nutrients to grow. It's about the fight for survival on this Earth, both in nature and increasingly now in society. 

Ok this post is going off in a weird direction, back to studying!