Saturday, June 29, 20133:04 PM
Shall blog again. Whatever. I'm at work now, yea I'm blogging while at work. No customers now, so why not? Business is really bad today..sigh..
Was pretty cold this morning and I didn't fill my water bottle so I decided to get something at starbucks. If you've never been to starbucks, when they take your order, they get your name as well. Told the girl my name and when I got my order, it was labelled with..Cynthia. If you know me, my name isn't Cynthia but well..for now, I am "Cynthia" to the starbucks staff member.
Sorry what I'm talking about in this post is a mess because I'm just typing whatever that comes to mind.
OHYES, I got a new phone!! :D Signed up on a plan finally and got a change of phone. Decided to get iPhone4 over Samsung galaxy express just because there is iMessage on the iPhone. Ok secretly, I like apple products. Not that I don't love samsung, it's just that I don't know that brand products that well so..lol just casually announcing to the whole world I got an iPhone. I changed from a prepaid to a contract and decided to port my number. Stupid me didn't think about the credit left of the prepaid number, and because I kept my number, I lost all the leftover credit-.- So much genius on my part-.-
Apparently my dad's planning a trip to hongkong at the end of this year or early next year. Hope we're going to stop by Singapore for a while on the way! HK has the good food and shopping but unfortunately, the only one in my family who can speak cantonese is my dad so if we do go, all of us are going to be like ?!! on the entire trip haha, but it'll be fun. It's been so long since we actually went on an actual holiday. I admit I used to be like one of those rich kids that went on overseas holidays almost every year but not anymore. But then again, when you go on an overseas holiday at an older age then you can really appreciate the holiday more.
Don't know if I'm going to get picked from work today or not. My brother says he wants to go to the Aussie Disposals to get something. The Aussie Disposals is just across the road from where I work so if they do come then yay!
Today is a really gloomy day :/ the sky's grey and cloudy and it looks like it's going to rain at any moment. Maybe that's why business is really slow today? There's hardly anyone walking down where I work and even if the people walk by, they don't stop and buy something. It's really pathetic today.
On another note, I'm quite nervous for the first semester results, especially for that one subject. The rest are all alright, like I know I didn't fail but like just that ONE subject..so worried and the results are out in more than 2 weeks time. Sort of anxious but yet don't really care anymore sort of feeling. I wish I really didn't have to care. So many things on my mind..
Tuesday, June 25, 20135:36 PM
About time I blogged again, yes?
Finished exams last Thursday now so I have holidays now. The plan is to slack this week and then start looking for a job starting next Monday. When it comes to looking for this new job, it's depends on mood :/ Somedays are just like "Yes, I will go do it!" other times which is most of the time it's a "mehh, I don't want to go into that kind of environment". A lot of mixed feelings on this one..Anyway, exam results are out on 15 July if I didn't get it wrong. I have to admit I think I started a bit too late and thought I had enough time when I didn't. This time's exam period was crazy mostly because nothing was really going into my head. Everything just sort of went in and came back out again. There is that one subject I'm really worried about because the written exam is 80% of the final mark but I'm not sure I even passed that. Sigh..for the rest, I guess I can say I tried my best already. Walked out of this exam feeling quite..whatever-ish. I didn't come out each paper and think I failed but whether or not I do well is a different thing altogether. Every time I walk out of an exam hall not panicked is a bad thing..I always do badly when it's like that.
Anyway, hope everyone in Singapore is well, despite the crazy haze that hit PSI 400 :X Happy to know that at least the haze has died down quite a bit. I think we used to complain when the PSI hit 60+ but now that the PSI is back down to 100+, we're all happy haha the irony.
Might decide to go shopping tomorrow. Hopefully will get my new phone tomorrow too. Bye for now!
Tuesday, June 11, 201312:50 PM
It's been another long while. It's the exam period now and my first exam's actually tomorrow morning but I just can't seem to focus now so thus the blog post.
In primary school, there was a teacher(invigilator) who ever told us something before the exam. She said something like "of course God wants to help you but if you don't help yourself first, then why should God help you". So well..studying for exams is important, because God isn't going to drop every single answer in your head if you haven't studied either.
This studying period has been crazy so far. Firstly, the exam timetable isn't good(although at least I don't have multiple papers in one day). Secondly..when I study now, nothing is really going INTO my head. It just goes in and out and stays that way. It's like my brain memory space is used up and I can't accept anymore info than what I already know. Will be done with exams in a bit more than a week. Now I wonder how I survived in the past with 2 papers of different subjects in a day. HOW? Old habits live long, I still can't concentrate on just studying, when it gets boring my mind just wanders for a few hours-.- It's so hard studying for something that you must apply that seems common sense but when you're doing it you actually have to know what you're doing/writing about. Everything seems distracting now..gahhh why am I so distracted!!>.<
First exam tomorrow is my longest exam this time, it's 3 hours(but you can leave if you finish early). I don't know what to think of it to be honest. The sample questions provided were alright but still I have no confidence. Neither do I have any confidence for the exam the day after. Second exam is a lot of bio stuff and all the receptors and systems which is not sitting very well in my head, so I consider that as incomplete studying. Don't even know how I'm going to finish memorising all of it after my first exam tmr.
There are some things you can use logic to solve but a lot of other things..if you don't know them, you just don't.
Sigh..more studying..
