Monday, May 27, 201312:19 AM
Suddenly decided to check out my blog viewer stats and then clicked on the entry points. Amazingly it came to a post of kimjaejae and 2D class chalet. Reading the english there made me cringe a little. Can't believe I used to type stuff like that and think it was ok. It's been what..5 years since then(that was end of 2008) I guess the "cutesy" language was all the rage then? Or maybe it was just at that age everything goes a bit haywire haha. A lot of "mannnn" and "kaes" and weird stuff like that -.- 5 years from now and I'll probably look back at this post and think I'm typing like a kid.
Pastor Song(pastor from my church in Singapore) is here in Melbourne to preach at a church here so we went to attend the service in that church. It was a Chinese service so everything was in Chinese. When they were reading out the books of the bible and the names I was all ?!!! It hasn't hit me yet how long I haven't had a proper Chinese conversation. Met E's parents and they started speaking Chinese to me and to be honest, I was quite stunned and a bit lost for words because I haven't had a proper Chinese conversation in such a long time. In sg it was still alright because I had Chinese class every day, and every day was reading, writing and speaking Chinese in Chinese class. It's been 4 years since I've had a Chinese class where I actually learnt something and had classes that could at least maintain my standard. I never thought I would ever say this but I miss being somewhat ok in Chinese. I admit, I was never good but at least there was some sort of standard? That standard has now sunk to the bottom of the ocean -.-
Sunday, May 12, 20139:12 PM
Suddenly felt many emotions welling up and memories started playing out in my head.
Remembered all the stupid things I did, the stupid things I said, the stupid things I promised. I would never have admitted this in the past because I never realised it but I was a biatch. Seriously. Thinking about it now, I really do think I was quite immature and selfish, and it's no wonder to me now why there were a few people who didn't like me. I thought I was cool and definitely not proud. Now, thinking back, I think I really liked to show off. Sigh..so many things I did wrong and stupid and behaved foolishly. Through it all, I'm very thankful for the friends that have stood by my more bitchy teenage days and I really cherish our relationships. Thanks for always being there for me, even when I was..not likeable and was willing to be my friend. Thanks for everything, I love you! <3 p="">
On another note, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! :D Love you, mummy!
Sunday, May 5, 20134:56 PM
Love like fire
Has taken hold of me.
Saturday, May 4, 201312:50 PM
The novelty of having the blogger app has worn off, been busy recently so..no post. It's been what..3 months? 오랜만에.
I actually have tons of work to get through but then I don't have any motivation :/ uni is not as fun as it sounds.
Sigh..I don't know what to post about either..
