Ok, here I am posting again as if I've nothing better to do, but really though, I've tons of things to do. Just had to go crazy over some things hahaha.

Firstly, 빅뱅 is currently in Singapore, in the midst of their alive tour concert at this moment in time. AHHHHHHH>< And here I am, not doing much with my life. Maknae Seungri who is 3 years older than me has already earned millions and here I am, slacking my life away. So ironic how I like them now and then they hold their first south-east asian concert leg and have 2 concert nights in Singapore when I'm not there now. I was thinking if only I was in Singapore but then again, I would be studying for A lvls at this time of the year, so not really much hope of seeing them just yet lol. Tickets are expensive though. Ticket prices start at $128. I remember the Fahrenheit one starting at $68 or $78 I think. But then now that I think about it, it's been 4 years already. Inflation maybe? Watched a few of the alive tours already performed on youtube and yea, it's quite similar I guess, just without the thrill of being in the crowd and being able to see them with your own eyes and breathe the same air hahahha.

Second thing I have to mention is, that 炎亞綸's new EP/album is going to be officially released on my birthday! No kidding. I've always seen facebook comments on singers promotion pictures that the albums are released on their birthday and now finally, there's one released on my birthday!! HAHHAHA.

Ok, enough of going crazy for today. I know I said a week ago that I would post about the testimony that I heard but I haven't got down to doing that yet. I'll have to do that when I'm free, not at the moment. Maybe I'l try to type a bit every day. We'll see. Have a calculations test this coming tuesday. Second day we're back in uni and they have to have a test that requires 80% to pass. It's open book though, so I hope I'll do well. That elusive full mark is really..elusive.



Like today's weather, I've been feeling sort of grey, gloomy and rainy today. 不知为什么，心里就是觉得空虚虚的。

Went to a birthday dinner buffet last night. So many people went, as many as 40 I believe, all but one are older than me. Well considering that they were celebrating two peoples' birthday, I guess it's reasonable for that size. Anyway, I know both birthday girls from high school and so there were quite a few of them from high school and a few boys. Some of the girls I'm quite close to I guess. But then I found it so tiring last night, just trying to socialize and catchup with what's going on in their life. I found myself shrinking as the night went on, maybe also due to the fact that I woke up at 7 in the morning. Went to sleep once I got home.

Today though, I'm still feeling an emptiness. Maybe it's the hormones going mad or something but I still feel the same as last night. Not much joy or enthusiasm in doing anything, not even for eating(with regard to buffet last night). So tired of socializing, so tired of forcing myself to study, so tired of everything. Feeling so lonely in this world somehow. Yes I have friends here, yes I contact my friends in Singapore, yes I still contact my best friends, but yet I feel alone, like some void. Is God going to fill that void? I don't know, maybe my hormones are really going mad. I haven't even contacted my 'close-friend' from uni yet this week. She has contacted me either, maybe because she doesn't really use Facebook or something. Anyway, end of this emo post, have to listen to at least one more lecture before I sleep tonight!



Not been posting for a week or so, been trying to catch up with lectures but obviously not really working haha.

Anyone keeping up with kpop news will know about seungri's scandals, yes with an 's'. There's been like 2 in such a short period of time. Well in the first scandal, apparently he had intercourse with a woman who took pictures of him while he was sleeping(topless) and revealed some really weird supposedly 'sexual habits' that he had. Well honestly, if you tip your head to the right to look at the picture of the sleeping face, it doesn't really look like him..like the face shape doesn't look right, or maybe it's just me. Although I don't support celibacy, he's an adult that can be responsible for his own actions so I guess in a sense, I'm not that concerned whether or not it's true. Didn't see an official statement from YG about this translated on websites so I'm not sure if they've made an official statement about it. Second scandal was a Japanese actress/model hugging and kissing him in the late night. I watched the video and well, she hugged him and kissed him but he didn't have any reaction. He didn't push her away or hug her/kiss he back. It said somewhere that she was drunk? So awkward at this part in the video where the girl adjusts her clothes before leaving the karaoke lounge and she just pulls her dress down slightly and revealing her chest..but anyway, it was published by apple daily from Taiwan. Trust taiwan's paparazzi...taiwan I still love you but I have no respect for your paparazzi I'm sorry. YG made an official statement saying nothing scandal worthy was done that night. Funny how everyone shut up after that. All it requires is A sentence. Interesting to see how private lives are invaded just because they're famous.

On another note, saw 2 articles that caught my eye yesterday on yahoo. One was about how science may one day prove God doesn't exist. Well, you don't exactly see people looking for how science does prove that God exists do you. Like my previous post about how tree is some sort of physical proof of God's existence? What are the chances that a big bang occurs that can create one planet out of 8(used to be 9) that has perfect conditions to support life? Why do some people want to believe so badly that God doesn't exist? Let's move on to the second article now. Some Harvard researcher examined some fragment that showed that early Christians believed Jesus had a wife because apparently the fragment says that Jesus said 'my wife' 'can be my disciple' or something like that. First of all, the bible never said Jesus had a wife. How is it possible for Jesus who is God himself to marry a sinful human? And in Hebrews 5:8-10, God appointed Jesus as a high priest with his obedience. Being the Son, he would obey his Father and therefore obey the 10 commandments. God doesn't allow celibacy, do you think Jesus would commit Celibacy? I don't think so.

Heard a testimony from a guy that God literally rise him front the dead. When everyone gave up on him, God revived him. Shall share about it in a post tomorrow.



Blogging at this unearthly hour is unhealthy. Really. I have no idea why I am posting now at 1am. Didn't post over the weekend so maybe my hands are getting itchy.

Went jogging/walking when I got back from uni today. Time to start exercising since spring has started and it's not that cold anymore. I used to complain about PE and didn't enjoy it much(especially 2.4) but now I guess I sort of appreciate the government's efforts in incorporating PE into the curriculum. In Melbourne once you get to the senior years o high school, you no longer have compulsory PE lessons and lazy people like me just don't exercise at all except for those once a year sport events. When you get to uni it's even worse. You eat outside more for lunches and obviously don't have PE. A lot of people here go jogging and swimming regularly but not having that kind of lifestyle, I just sit at home all day sitting and hermit-ing around the house. Realized how bad my stamina is now. Think I shall work toward building it up again, about my previous standard 2 and a half years ago? I read somewhere that when you have more muscles you have a higher metabolism so you tend to burn up more calories even at rest. Well, for now just trying to build up some stamina and then next will be abs haha. Not like rock hard pacs but more toned? I think it is slightly unsightly to wear tighter shirts and have a bulge sitting there, especially now since summer is coming and well, you wear less material compared to winter where you're all covered up.

Was thinking about stuff in the shower(lol I'm weird it's ok..) I think I blogged about this before but I'll just talk about it since it's stuck in my head. Anyway, when I went back last year, I went to this church gathering thing for the helpers of the kids church and then we were doing some worksheet that was involved in the game that we played. Anyway, there was a question on the worksheet in Chinese asking you to classify certain materials and there was 橡皮 on it. Although being quite certain 橡皮 is rubber, it din't fit on the flow chart and I asked to double check what it was. This older girl answered me and told me 橡皮 is plastic..and then she said in a sort of superior voice that she confirmed it was correct and she was from some JC(I don't remember which one, but it was quite good I think). Now that I keep thinking of it, it's so funny lol. Can you imagine a 橡皮袋?!! A 橡皮擦 is called 橡皮擦 for a reason, it's called a rubber, I'm pretty sure 塑胶 is plastic. Anyway, stupidly I accepted what she said hahah but anyway, anyone reading this will now know that 橡皮 is rubber and 塑胶 is plastic.

Alright, shall end here for today. Going to dreamland!





EEEEEEnteresting statistics I have for this blog. Yes I know I spelt 'interesting' wrong there.

So weird..I have 2 page views from people who searched 'your butt has touched me most 9gag' like what?! I don't think I have a picture from 9gag that came with those words. Don't have that many readers since I started this long time ago when everyone had a blog and I don't think my life is that interesting that many people will read about it. 21 pageviews from singapore, and I have readers from Russia, Australia, Germany, US, China and Mexico(in order of decreasing pageviews) I didn't even know about this stats thing until recently. Obviously I haven't been exploring the new blogger dashboard layout.

Really tired today. Had a test today and it went well so..at least my lack of sleep paid off.
Was going to finish studying one topic each day since monday but that obviously didn't work out very well since I had to stay until 11.30pm the night before and wake up at 5.30am to actually finish studying all the notes. Arrived in uni at 8.30am, skipped 2 lectures to study some more and look through the tute sheets and the workshop I had yesterday.

I really shouldn't be complaining because all my friends(in Singapore) are probably only getting 3-4 hours sleep just studying for prelims and preparing for A's. It's so soon I can't believe it. That would be me now if I didn't move. Till today, I still believe I wouldn't have survived if I stayed. I think coming to melbourne has made me mature a lot in regards of motivation. Went to a pretty good high school but then kinda slacked off without the motivation. I wasn't doing well, I wasn't really paying attention in class and all those kind of things. When I came here, everything changed. In a sense, things seemed more achievable than it is in Singapore. I guess that made me feel more motivated to study hard and to actually do well and aim high, because no matter how high I aimed in Singapore, I never ever met my goal. To date, the only time I have met my goal in terms of academic results would probably be my PSLE result. Everything else hasn't been able to meet up to that yet.

Anyway, sorry for the lack of a picture in this post. Didn't find anything interesting to take pictures of. Weather was so-so today, one minute with the crazy wind and the next with blue sky and sun, that's melbourne weather for you. Apparently the wind's going to be very strong(120km/h) for the next 2 days or so. Every night, the wind's blowing like crazy, it almost feels like the house will start shaking. Maybe that's why I saw 2 ambulances and 1 fire engine drive past uni today. How often do you see so many emergency services dispatched in a day? \

Alright, I'm really sleepy now. Will post again tomorrow, hopefully with a picture too!



Back from uni now, been a long day..especially without my pencil case! Was walking home just now along the train tracks, not the main pathway past the front of houses but by the back and look what I saw! The beauty of God's creation never fails to make me smile(:
Have a good day!



This dumb person here(points to self) forgot to bring her pencil case today, meaning I have no stationary..the lat time I forgot to being my pencil case was like years ago I think..it's been a while. Blogging gin my lecture now because I don't have my notes nd neither do I have my stationary-.- such. Genius, forgetting to do do many things..ok I should start acting attention.



Spring is officially here!! Well, yesterday was the first day of spring but I sort of forgot to post about it. It's really early but I can't get back to sleep due to the chorus of birds outside my window. No kidding. I ever called my friend once on Skype and she was like DO YOU LIVE IN A FOREST?!! So many birds...

Once I get out of bed, the bird chorus stops-.- jut went outside to take some nice pictures and the air is cold and fresh! Wouldn't mind going jogging in this weather. Should probably get some work done since I'm already up.. Have a test on Thursday, not much time left to study..

Ok, here I am posting again as if I've nothing better to do, but really though, I've tons of things to do. Just had to go crazy over some things hahaha.

Firstly, 빅뱅 is currently in Singapore, in the midst of their alive tour concert at this moment in time. AHHHHHHH>< And here I am, not doing much with my life. Maknae Seungri who is 3 years older than me has already earned millions and here I am, slacking my life away. So ironic how I like them now and then they hold their first south-east asian concert leg and have 2 concert nights in Singapore when I'm not there now. I was thinking if only I was in Singapore but then again, I would be studying for A lvls at this time of the year, so not really much hope of seeing them just yet lol. Tickets are expensive though. Ticket prices start at $128. I remember the Fahrenheit one starting at $68 or $78 I think. But then now that I think about it, it's been 4 years already. Inflation maybe? Watched a few of the alive tours already performed on youtube and yea, it's quite similar I guess, just without the thrill of being in the crowd and being able to see them with your own eyes and breathe the same air hahahha.

Second thing I have to mention is, that 炎亞綸's new EP/album is going to be officially released on my birthday! No kidding. I've always seen facebook comments on singers promotion pictures that the albums are released on their birthday and now finally, there's one released on my birthday!! HAHHAHA.

Ok, enough of going crazy for today. I know I said a week ago that I would post about the testimony that I heard but I haven't got down to doing that yet. I'll have to do that when I'm free, not at the moment. Maybe I'l try to type a bit every day. We'll see. Have a calculations test this coming tuesday. Second day we're back in uni and they have to have a test that requires 80% to pass. It's open book though, so I hope I'll do well. That elusive full mark is really..elusive.

Like today's weather, I've been feeling sort of grey, gloomy and rainy today. 不知为什么，心里就是觉得空虚虚的。

Went to a birthday dinner buffet last night. So many people went, as many as 40 I believe, all but one are older than me. Well considering that they were celebrating two peoples' birthday, I guess it's reasonable for that size. Anyway, I know both birthday girls from high school and so there were quite a few of them from high school and a few boys. Some of the girls I'm quite close to I guess. But then I found it so tiring last night, just trying to socialize and catchup with what's going on in their life. I found myself shrinking as the night went on, maybe also due to the fact that I woke up at 7 in the morning. Went to sleep once I got home.

Today though, I'm still feeling an emptiness. Maybe it's the hormones going mad or something but I still feel the same as last night. Not much joy or enthusiasm in doing anything, not even for eating(with regard to buffet last night). So tired of socializing, so tired of forcing myself to study, so tired of everything. Feeling so lonely in this world somehow. Yes I have friends here, yes I contact my friends in Singapore, yes I still contact my best friends, but yet I feel alone, like some void. Is God going to fill that void? I don't know, maybe my hormones are really going mad. I haven't even contacted my 'close-friend' from uni yet this week. She has contacted me either, maybe because she doesn't really use Facebook or something. Anyway, end of this emo post, have to listen to at least one more lecture before I sleep tonight!

Not been posting for a week or so, been trying to catch up with lectures but obviously not really working haha.

Anyone keeping up with kpop news will know about seungri's scandals, yes with an 's'. There's been like 2 in such a short period of time. Well in the first scandal, apparently he had intercourse with a woman who took pictures of him while he was sleeping(topless) and revealed some really weird supposedly 'sexual habits' that he had. Well honestly, if you tip your head to the right to look at the picture of the sleeping face, it doesn't really look like him..like the face shape doesn't look right, or maybe it's just me. Although I don't support celibacy, he's an adult that can be responsible for his own actions so I guess in a sense, I'm not that concerned whether or not it's true. Didn't see an official statement from YG about this translated on websites so I'm not sure if they've made an official statement about it. Second scandal was a Japanese actress/model hugging and kissing him in the late night. I watched the video and well, she hugged him and kissed him but he didn't have any reaction. He didn't push her away or hug her/kiss he back. It said somewhere that she was drunk? So awkward at this part in the video where the girl adjusts her clothes before leaving the karaoke lounge and she just pulls her dress down slightly and revealing her chest..but anyway, it was published by apple daily from Taiwan. Trust taiwan's paparazzi...taiwan I still love you but I have no respect for your paparazzi I'm sorry. YG made an official statement saying nothing scandal worthy was done that night. Funny how everyone shut up after that. All it requires is A sentence. Interesting to see how private lives are invaded just because they're famous.

On another note, saw 2 articles that caught my eye yesterday on yahoo. One was about how science may one day prove God doesn't exist. Well, you don't exactly see people looking for how science does prove that God exists do you. Like my previous post about how tree is some sort of physical proof of God's existence? What are the chances that a big bang occurs that can create one planet out of 8(used to be 9) that has perfect conditions to support life? Why do some people want to believe so badly that God doesn't exist? Let's move on to the second article now. Some Harvard researcher examined some fragment that showed that early Christians believed Jesus had a wife because apparently the fragment says that Jesus said 'my wife' 'can be my disciple' or something like that. First of all, the bible never said Jesus had a wife. How is it possible for Jesus who is God himself to marry a sinful human? And in Hebrews 5:8-10, God appointed Jesus as a high priest with his obedience. Being the Son, he would obey his Father and therefore obey the 10 commandments. God doesn't allow celibacy, do you think Jesus would commit Celibacy? I don't think so.

Heard a testimony from a guy that God literally rise him front the dead. When everyone gave up on him, God revived him. Shall share about it in a post tomorrow.

Blogging at this unearthly hour is unhealthy. Really. I have no idea why I am posting now at 1am. Didn't post over the weekend so maybe my hands are getting itchy.

Went jogging/walking when I got back from uni today. Time to start exercising since spring has started and it's not that cold anymore. I used to complain about PE and didn't enjoy it much(especially 2.4) but now I guess I sort of appreciate the government's efforts in incorporating PE into the curriculum. In Melbourne once you get to the senior years o high school, you no longer have compulsory PE lessons and lazy people like me just don't exercise at all except for those once a year sport events. When you get to uni it's even worse. You eat outside more for lunches and obviously don't have PE. A lot of people here go jogging and swimming regularly but not having that kind of lifestyle, I just sit at home all day sitting and hermit-ing around the house. Realized how bad my stamina is now. Think I shall work toward building it up again, about my previous standard 2 and a half years ago? I read somewhere that when you have more muscles you have a higher metabolism so you tend to burn up more calories even at rest. Well, for now just trying to build up some stamina and then next will be abs haha. Not like rock hard pacs but more toned? I think it is slightly unsightly to wear tighter shirts and have a bulge sitting there, especially now since summer is coming and well, you wear less material compared to winter where you're all covered up.

Was thinking about stuff in the shower(lol I'm weird it's ok..) I think I blogged about this before but I'll just talk about it since it's stuck in my head. Anyway, when I went back last year, I went to this church gathering thing for the helpers of the kids church and then we were doing some worksheet that was involved in the game that we played. Anyway, there was a question on the worksheet in Chinese asking you to classify certain materials and there was 橡皮 on it. Although being quite certain 橡皮 is rubber, it din't fit on the flow chart and I asked to double check what it was. This older girl answered me and told me 橡皮 is plastic..and then she said in a sort of superior voice that she confirmed it was correct and she was from some JC(I don't remember which one, but it was quite good I think). Now that I keep thinking of it, it's so funny lol. Can you imagine a 橡皮袋?!! A 橡皮擦 is called 橡皮擦 for a reason, it's called a rubber, I'm pretty sure 塑胶 is plastic. Anyway, stupidly I accepted what she said hahah but anyway, anyone reading this will now know that 橡皮 is rubber and 塑胶 is plastic.

Alright, shall end here for today. Going to dreamland!



EEEEEEnteresting statistics I have for this blog. Yes I know I spelt 'interesting' wrong there.

So weird..I have 2 page views from people who searched 'your butt has touched me most 9gag' like what?! I don't think I have a picture from 9gag that came with those words. Don't have that many readers since I started this long time ago when everyone had a blog and I don't think my life is that interesting that many people will read about it. 21 pageviews from singapore, and I have readers from Russia, Australia, Germany, US, China and Mexico(in order of decreasing pageviews) I didn't even know about this stats thing until recently. Obviously I haven't been exploring the new blogger dashboard layout.

Really tired today. Had a test today and it went well so..at least my lack of sleep paid off.
Was going to finish studying one topic each day since monday but that obviously didn't work out very well since I had to stay until 11.30pm the night before and wake up at 5.30am to actually finish studying all the notes. Arrived in uni at 8.30am, skipped 2 lectures to study some more and look through the tute sheets and the workshop I had yesterday.

I really shouldn't be complaining because all my friends(in Singapore) are probably only getting 3-4 hours sleep just studying for prelims and preparing for A's. It's so soon I can't believe it. That would be me now if I didn't move. Till today, I still believe I wouldn't have survived if I stayed. I think coming to melbourne has made me mature a lot in regards of motivation. Went to a pretty good high school but then kinda slacked off without the motivation. I wasn't doing well, I wasn't really paying attention in class and all those kind of things. When I came here, everything changed. In a sense, things seemed more achievable than it is in Singapore. I guess that made me feel more motivated to study hard and to actually do well and aim high, because no matter how high I aimed in Singapore, I never ever met my goal. To date, the only time I have met my goal in terms of academic results would probably be my PSLE result. Everything else hasn't been able to meet up to that yet.

Anyway, sorry for the lack of a picture in this post. Didn't find anything interesting to take pictures of. Weather was so-so today, one minute with the crazy wind and the next with blue sky and sun, that's melbourne weather for you. Apparently the wind's going to be very strong(120km/h) for the next 2 days or so. Every night, the wind's blowing like crazy, it almost feels like the house will start shaking. Maybe that's why I saw 2 ambulances and 1 fire engine drive past uni today. How often do you see so many emergency services dispatched in a day? \

Alright, I'm really sleepy now. Will post again tomorrow, hopefully with a picture too!

Back from uni now, been a long day..especially without my pencil case! Was walking home just now along the train tracks, not the main pathway past the front of houses but by the back and look what I saw! The beauty of God's creation never fails to make me smile(:
Have a good day!

This dumb person here(points to self) forgot to bring her pencil case today, meaning I have no stationary..the lat time I forgot to being my pencil case was like years ago I think..it's been a while. Blogging gin my lecture now because I don't have my notes nd neither do I have my stationary-.- such. Genius, forgetting to do do many things..ok I should start acting attention.

Spring is officially here!! Well, yesterday was the first day of spring but I sort of forgot to post about it. It's really early but I can't get back to sleep due to the chorus of birds outside my window. No kidding. I ever called my friend once on Skype and she was like DO YOU LIVE IN A FOREST?!! So many birds...

Once I get out of bed, the bird chorus stops-.- jut went outside to take some nice pictures and the air is cold and fresh! Wouldn't mind going jogging in this weather. Should probably get some work done since I'm already up.. Have a test on Thursday, not much time left to study..

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