Wednesday, September 28, 20118:15 PM
it's been raining like crazy today..and it was 25 degrees yesterday..
It's supposed to be spring-.-
But how come we're like back to winter again? >.<
Just realised howww much more work I have to do and sooo little time to do. Chem exam papers, methods exam papers, further exam papers. And I am super unprepared for the maths stuff..
chinese is only so-so
english is...my essays are getting shorter and shorter
and then that's it. So basically...I'm prepared for NONE OF MY SUBJECTSS!!
die..better go do some work..
Thursday, September 22, 201110:07 PM
...so dead...
零时抱佛脚是件不好的现象，千万不要学>.<
not even kidding...memorising my general convo is just...:O
and I'm only on page 3..
3.5 half pages to go and it's already 10.06pm...looks like I'll be sleeping really late tonight):
Wednesday, September 21, 20119:25 AM
hm..shall just casually post since I'm already logged in...
had a practice english exam eyesterday..screwed my last essay. Don't even know I was writing and I think it totally went out of point-.- I'll be lucky if I pass. I didn't even have a conclusion. Misjudged the time because I didn't read the stupid instructions carefully. Yes, I'm that blur-.-
Got umat results on monday...they suck LOL..not even kidding. It's average but like, too average to get me an interview LOL when I say average I mean I got (51% -.-) for me, I think that's still pretty good>.< because in that sense, I'm younger and don't have so much..I don't know-.- but the fact that I'm younger and can be in the average I feel ok about it after a while. This just means that I've to work like crazy for eoys..
Went to state library after english exam yesterday. Wow, I discovered the effectiveness of studying there. I did soooo much work LOL..much more work than I would have done at home..mainly because there wasn't a computer there to distract me LOL. We were studying at the dome area of the library and it was really echoey so everyone in the dome can hear you when you make some random sound and therefore there is no motivation to even make sound and then in the end you just spend all your time doing work :D which is good(: rawrrrr so little time>.<
Saturday, September 17, 20112:24 PM
sometimes, I'm just so clueless as to what my mum wants me to do.
When I'm not studying, she wants me to study.
When I'm studying she asks me to do this and that(mainly housework).
So uh, do you want me to study or what?!
Hello, you're not the only person busy with assignments to finish. Mind you, I'm the one taking vce this year. I'm the one that's studying to go to uni next year...
intense mugging for the next month and a half or so...well, 6 weeks to be exact. So little time, so much to do. I better get working!
Tuesday, September 13, 201111:14 PM
shall do a really quick one...actually I'm just complaining about my life LOL
really tired, I have no idea what I'm doing right now
All I know is I MUST FOCUS
I think I will actually stick the word 'FOCUS' somewhere in my room..
Concentration means so much, competition is everything, doing well then of course, is a must.
Have to start getting a move on, got to start printing exam papers, got to start doing maths like crazy etc.
It just hit me that there's 7 weeks to exams including this week and there's millions of papers waiting to be done, so many maths questions waiting to be completed, chinese general convo and detail study to prepare for. In conclusion, I shouldn't even BE online-.-
goodnight world!(:
Monday, September 12, 201112:25 AM
10 years on....it's the 10th anniversary of 911 (US time)
It's a tragedy that shook the world. The news was replayed and replayed...I still remember wondering what was happening in primary 1..
10 year on..I'm now turning 17...
time passes fast
but it takes a long time to heal.
It is hard to forgive, hard to forget.
I pray for peace to be endowed upon those affected by 911. God, may they feel comforted and touched by your love. In Jesus name, Amen.
Thursday, September 8, 201111:00 PM
I think this will probably be one of the last posts(or maybe the last actually) before vce examss...although it starts in november...the amount of work I need to do has just dawned upon and I finally 领悟了 and so basically, I will...be temporarily be going on a internet hiatus most likely by the end of this month. But before that I have to blog :D so here goes...
Prayer is basically the way you connect and maintain a relationship with God. Honestly, sometimes it's really hard to pray to a God you've never been able to see, and sometimes you just feel He isn't there, like He isn't listening. Has it ever occurred to you that He's remaining silent on purpose? Prayer to me, should be said from the heart and not pre-arranged speeches. I find it difficult to say "Dear Lord..." in that flat monotone voice because it isn't from my heart. How do you actually pray without meaning it. It is like 口是心非, you don't mean what you're saying then what's the point of saying? If you don't praise with all your heart and mean it then what's your purpose of praying...it just seems like a show, a meaningless show for people to watch. My primary school teachers used to tell us that if we don't study and pray to God to help us do well, He can't help us...which is sort of true in that sense. I guess God keeps from you what He thinks you shouldn't have or gives you things you deserve. It's reasonable in the way that you don't get everything you pray for then God's purpose would become your genie literally, to grant your every wish-.- His silence sometimes, I guess is also a small test of faith. By praying for more faith, your are just asking for more trials to test your faith, but then your faith will be strengthened :D
sorry>.< I ran out of content...shall blog again soon(:
