Sunday, July 31, 20117:51 PM
好想停留在这个时刻。
从未成熟到现在的我，长大得好快。
转眼间已经是在读最后一年了。
从来没有想过要赶快长大，可是现在渐渐成长就好想要停止时间。
从不想到这里来，却开始喜欢这里的读书环境。
放弃了很多，得到了也很多。
我遇见的朋友，我都很珍惜。
很羡慕弟弟还在长高的状态，哪像我，没有再长高了。
ohman, why am I so reflective today>.<
is it because VCE's only 3 months away now?
the time to make the most important decision in my life is around the corner.
This term's a flurry. Week after week, it seems like a mundane routine but then each week brings us one week closer to the last year of high school. Never thought this would be so soon. I still remember thinking how old people in JC were, and now I'm here myself, I can't believe I'm this age. I can't believe I'm going to uni next year. I can't believe everything that's happening now in fact. I think I've changed a lot ever since I came here. I don't know in what way but I just have. When I went back to singapore, it felt like I just continued where I left off/of(?) It's just like my time in singapore was on pause and started to continue playing when I went back to visit, and now it's on pause again. People I know, enlisting soon, others going to uni already...
Friday, July 22, 20119:01 PM
Finally am almost done with detail study. It's been taking up so much time to find information and then answer questions, edit answers etc. Now I just mainly left the questions on why I chose this topic and what I learnt from this topic.
Honestly, I have no idea what I learnt from Zhenghe's expeditions. I first knew him through my chinese textbook in primary school talking about how he travelled to the West Sea and gave all the expensive jewels etc. to other countries. I don't recall any motive being mentioned or what they were trying to achieve through his expeditions. Well, in a way, I did learn a lot more about Zhenghe and the whole situation of his maritime exploration. He actually made it all the way to East Africa, which is a major feat itself, and his treasure fleet consisted of ships larger to Columbus ships. He traded with many different countries and got other countries to pay tribute to China, in a way expanding the empire. But what did I learn from this event? Perseverance? Patience? Planning of journey?
my phone is so inactive it's just crazy..I used to send about 15-20sms a day last time because I got 10 free when I sent 5. Now? 1 message is so expensive, 1 call costs just $1.17 to hear the phone ring whether or not the person picks up. Going out just costs too much like eating etc. I live like a hermit-.-
Wednesday, July 20, 20119:57 AM
so dead x_x
14 practice umat papers to finish. If it was chem, it wouldn't be a problem since each paper only take 1.5 hours BUT umat is a HUGE problem, since each paper takes 3 hours to complete. AND I LEFT 7 DAYS TO DO ALL 14 INCLUDING TODAY...which means I have to do about 2 papers every day and I still have drills to do...umat is next wednesday 1.30pm and I have to leave house before 12 I think, to get there on time, which also means I can't do a paper on wednesday...which means I have to rush papers this weekend...Doesn't help that there's a chem sac next thursday and methods sac next friday, and then englsih sac the week after. I honestly think I'm going to waste $770 because I don't think it's that possible for me to get like 91% to get an interview-.- it's just crazy-.-
adding on, super tired-.- I slept early last night, like 10.30, woke up at 6.30, slept all the way to school on the train like some pig. Couldn't actually keep my eyes open>.< then the stupid train at richmond had to be delayed for 10 minutes and then I missed the tram therefore had to walk to school then when I was halfway there the tram came. Not funny-.- today is windyyy~
Saturday, July 2, 201111:07 AM
so pissed.
Why must you always do all the sai gang/shit work when only you and me are home-.- and then you make me do half of it-.- where is David when you need help? POOING HIS HEAD OFF. and when you're cooking, he's at the dining table RIGHT NEXT TO THE KITCHEN, who do you call? ME, when I'm doing WORK. Me, black face? fyi, you looks like that too ok. You just don't want to let me use computer because I can and you can't, using study as an excuse-.- I can study on the computer too ok. You just don't want me to touch. And how come David touches for hours and hours PLAYING GAMES? HUHUHUH? please explain?! Who wakes up at 9am on a saturday morning to do housework-.- I woke up in ANTICIPATION for the FORMAL, and now I have no mood to even care. Every minutes you ask me to run off to do some shit. I NEED TO GET READY TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE BY ABOUT 1.30pm OK! Just because some people are coming to our house doesn't mean they will come and inspect the stupid floor and lick it or something-.- Nobody's going to stare at your toilet' bin's contents. Nobody's going to inspect each and every room and approve of it or something.
Stayed up till 12 last night doing my nails and some got ruined so I had to do it again this morning and you ask me to run all over the house, from vacuuming the living room+my room+David's room to hanging the wet laundry-.- Not funny woman-.- I HATE MY VACUUM CLEANER-.- It's the OSIM iEcologi and it WEIGHS A TONNE no joke. You thought is was good because you could steam mop too but NO it had to spoil. And then the stupid tubing had to be replaced. And best part of all, we shipped it down before all this happened-.- We shipped a stupid heavy vacuum cleaner that doesn't steam mop(which it's supposed to) and now a wheel has to drop off meaning we have to CARRY the vacuum cleaner around the house to vacuum the floor-.-
I may sound like some spoilt brat here but seriously? This vacuum cleaner is a KILLER-.-
