it's been a few days...
tired this week, no reason why though...no sacs, I sleep not very late etc.

ohwell, sometimes some people are just not worth your time and effort.
If you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything.
Some people treat you like you're invisible even though you're bang right in front of them.
They pretend to be nice to you in front of people they care about.
But that just shows how fake they are.
If you are ignored by someone like that, they are not worth your sincerity.
They think they're all up there but they don't realise what they really are and that is probably their loss.
To have a character like that does not make you be the top.
Insecurity maybe? I don't know but it's definitely not my business.
I'm not going to be bothered by the fact that you ignore me(gee why would I care honestly-.-)
I shall end my rant because it is kind of late now.
Good night!(morning actually..)



tired tired tired
such a bad idea to sleep late on a sunday night.
I am just wondering how I used to survive waking up at 6am every single morning, staying back like 6-6.30pm twice a week and then eating lunch at 3++ every single day. Not to mention chinese bu ke every monday then ends at 4++?!! Of course it's much more intense now in Singapore. Lessons end mostly at 4pm almost every day and that's without cca...

think I'm going to do bound feet for detail study...
pictures are gruesome but there isn't much to do on Zheng He(the famous explorer guy for those who don't know) can't find much information about him except that he's muslim, he's a eunuch and he sailed all the way to Africa..so I need 4 general areas from that but not much to say in each point right?
so I guess I'm going to do bound feet...Reading about how it's done, it just shows how sadistic men were...subjecting women to such pain for your um...sexual desire is very...self-centred. And apparently it was pro-confucious in the aspect that women had to be reliant on their husbands and couldn't run about the place and stay mostly at home...Tie your feet to get married?!! But then again, men used to have more powere over women so...women were subjected to such a harsh practice as KIDS. Robbed them of their childhood, caused them to suffer for the rest of their lives. And the worst thing of all is that it was carried out for about 1000 years!! Good thing it was stopped.



Melbourne weather's driving me nuts-.-
was already so called and now it has to rain NON-STOP
how is this even possible-.- should be close to snowing soon-.- in the morning it's 4-6 degrees, at night maybe 1-2 degrees more..it wasn't this cold last year...
but also because of the rain that I saw a beautiful glowing rainbow. Was on the train(glen waverley line) and saw a rainbow that had it's base on the opposite sides of the train...which makes it seem like the train is passing through the rainbow arch. So beautiful especially when the sun came out and the left side of the rainbow started GLOWING. It disappeared exactly at 2.59pm...then as I was going to cross the road(at 3.11pm) I saw another one...how do I know it was another one? the arch was pointing in a different direction. Lasted for a much shorter time but still first time I ever saw 2 rainbows in one day couldn't take any pictures because well, my phone camera wouldn't e able to see it anyway...
beautiful sight in a freezing cold day...

wonder what's wrong with melbourne weather this week...it's absurdly/unbearably COLD...not to mention the rain that soaks into your shoes...this is no fun-.- I wear like a shirt and a jumper AND a fleece jacket thing at home-.- in school, it's shirt, school shirt, school jumper, school blazer AND it's still cold>< wind and rain just doesn't make it any better><

David's off to camp for the whole week...I wonder how he's surviving when I'm freezing...
and the downside of him going to camp is I have to wash the dishes AND dry the dishes(which is his job-.-) and furthermore...the air is FREEZING so technically, touching water is a retarded action to be doing-.- Using the computer and playing the piano makes my hands freeze up, but then again, my hands freeze up pretty easily. The upside about David going to camp is, the house is much more quieter...would this be how it would be like if he wasn't born? My mother's back late, freezes then microwaves our dinner, makes me pack my own recess/lunch etc. It's a slightly different story when David is around...

busy weekend ahead, I better get a headstart!
This friday: Chinese role-play SAC
Next monday: Chem SAC; further bring-home SAC due
don't rmb what else I have...but that's it for now(:



funny how everyone has to return to their daily hermit life when just a night ago, everyone was on fb, encouraging each other.
Read some fb statuses and it seems like...it didn't go that well? Am I right? all the statuses seem so down...or maybe it's because it's the last performance with this batch of year 6s...

Feel kind of left out at the moment...everyone knows what happened except me, no one is around to tell me, all the statuses updated after syf don't include me o.0 (of course it wouldn't since I'm not even there-.-) I'm thinking too much. I shall stop. Everyone goes on with their life and so should I. I think band was my main source of motivation in rv. Sure band pracs were crazy, the number of band pracs during the holidays and before syf were crazy, but in the end, it's the place I met so many people, people who made my life different in rv.  I learnt so much. So, thank you seniors(and batchmates) for all the memories you have given me.



I resisted the urge to blog yesterday but then I blog today-.-
ohwell, here goes
RVSeniorBand SYF 2011 is here.
Regardless of the result, everyone knows how much effort and practise you peeps have put in so that in itself is commendable. The whole 10 minutes on that stage is yours. It's your decision what to do with it. Hopefully, past mistakes were learnt from and you guys come back triumphant this time!!(: Here's wishing you all the best in today's syf at 3.05pm.
I actually feel really sad that I can't be with this batch to play and work hard for this syf...it's the batch of band peeps that I'm closest to, probably spent the most time in band with and now after this last performance with seniors(year 6s) they're finally stepping down. It seems like yesterday that I was sec1. I still rmb the first band prac where I didn't know how to set up the music stand and zoenin helped me. And then sebby and jiayi being super scary when I was in sec1. And now, we've advanced from a sec1 junior recruit to a senior. The responsibilty increases, the skill has improved by a lot(especially after syf) and the bonds created become stronger by each band prac. It's the last time performing on stage with the current batch of RVseniorband peeps, treasure it.
RVSeniorBand, JIAYOU!!
klarinutz ftw <3
firsts! seconds! thirds! bass! GOGOGO!!
Sebastian, Jiayi, Lihua, Kaizhen
Kimyee, Zoenin, Kimberly, Yijun, Evan
all the best!!(:

the best I played on  stage was with this current batch,
the best I've ran 100m is also with this batch.
memories forever.

it's been a few days...
tired this week, no reason why though...no sacs, I sleep not very late etc.

ohwell, sometimes some people are just not worth your time and effort.
If you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything.
Some people treat you like you're invisible even though you're bang right in front of them.
They pretend to be nice to you in front of people they care about.
But that just shows how fake they are.
If you are ignored by someone like that, they are not worth your sincerity.
They think they're all up there but they don't realise what they really are and that is probably their loss.
To have a character like that does not make you be the top.
Insecurity maybe? I don't know but it's definitely not my business.
I'm not going to be bothered by the fact that you ignore me(gee why would I care honestly-.-)
I shall end my rant because it is kind of late now.
Good night!(morning actually..)

tired tired tired
such a bad idea to sleep late on a sunday night.
I am just wondering how I used to survive waking up at 6am every single morning, staying back like 6-6.30pm twice a week and then eating lunch at 3++ every single day. Not to mention chinese bu ke every monday then ends at 4++?!! Of course it's much more intense now in Singapore. Lessons end mostly at 4pm almost every day and that's without cca...

think I'm going to do bound feet for detail study...
pictures are gruesome but there isn't much to do on Zheng He(the famous explorer guy for those who don't know) can't find much information about him except that he's muslim, he's a eunuch and he sailed all the way to Africa..so I need 4 general areas from that but not much to say in each point right?
so I guess I'm going to do bound feet...Reading about how it's done, it just shows how sadistic men were...subjecting women to such pain for your um...sexual desire is very...self-centred. And apparently it was pro-confucious in the aspect that women had to be reliant on their husbands and couldn't run about the place and stay mostly at home...Tie your feet to get married?!! But then again, men used to have more powere over women so...women were subjected to such a harsh practice as KIDS. Robbed them of their childhood, caused them to suffer for the rest of their lives. And the worst thing of all is that it was carried out for about 1000 years!! Good thing it was stopped.

Melbourne weather's driving me nuts-.-
was already so called and now it has to rain NON-STOP
how is this even possible-.- should be close to snowing soon-.- in the morning it's 4-6 degrees, at night maybe 1-2 degrees more..it wasn't this cold last year...
but also because of the rain that I saw a beautiful glowing rainbow. Was on the train(glen waverley line) and saw a rainbow that had it's base on the opposite sides of the train...which makes it seem like the train is passing through the rainbow arch. So beautiful especially when the sun came out and the left side of the rainbow started GLOWING. It disappeared exactly at 2.59pm...then as I was going to cross the road(at 3.11pm) I saw another one...how do I know it was another one? the arch was pointing in a different direction. Lasted for a much shorter time but still first time I ever saw 2 rainbows in one day couldn't take any pictures because well, my phone camera wouldn't e able to see it anyway...
beautiful sight in a freezing cold day...

wonder what's wrong with melbourne weather this week...it's absurdly/unbearably COLD...not to mention the rain that soaks into your shoes...this is no fun-.- I wear like a shirt and a jumper AND a fleece jacket thing at home-.- in school, it's shirt, school shirt, school jumper, school blazer AND it's still cold>< wind and rain just doesn't make it any better><

David's off to camp for the whole week...I wonder how he's surviving when I'm freezing...
and the downside of him going to camp is I have to wash the dishes AND dry the dishes(which is his job-.-) and furthermore...the air is FREEZING so technically, touching water is a retarded action to be doing-.- Using the computer and playing the piano makes my hands freeze up, but then again, my hands freeze up pretty easily. The upside about David going to camp is, the house is much more quieter...would this be how it would be like if he wasn't born? My mother's back late, freezes then microwaves our dinner, makes me pack my own recess/lunch etc. It's a slightly different story when David is around...

busy weekend ahead, I better get a headstart!
This friday: Chinese role-play SAC
Next monday: Chem SAC; further bring-home SAC due
don't rmb what else I have...but that's it for now(:

funny how everyone has to return to their daily hermit life when just a night ago, everyone was on fb, encouraging each other.
Read some fb statuses and it seems like...it didn't go that well? Am I right? all the statuses seem so down...or maybe it's because it's the last performance with this batch of year 6s...

Feel kind of left out at the moment...everyone knows what happened except me, no one is around to tell me, all the statuses updated after syf don't include me o.0 (of course it wouldn't since I'm not even there-.-) I'm thinking too much. I shall stop. Everyone goes on with their life and so should I. I think band was my main source of motivation in rv. Sure band pracs were crazy, the number of band pracs during the holidays and before syf were crazy, but in the end, it's the place I met so many people, people who made my life different in rv.  I learnt so much. So, thank you seniors(and batchmates) for all the memories you have given me.

I resisted the urge to blog yesterday but then I blog today-.-
ohwell, here goes
RVSeniorBand SYF 2011 is here.
Regardless of the result, everyone knows how much effort and practise you peeps have put in so that in itself is commendable. The whole 10 minutes on that stage is yours. It's your decision what to do with it. Hopefully, past mistakes were learnt from and you guys come back triumphant this time!!(: Here's wishing you all the best in today's syf at 3.05pm.
I actually feel really sad that I can't be with this batch to play and work hard for this syf...it's the batch of band peeps that I'm closest to, probably spent the most time in band with and now after this last performance with seniors(year 6s) they're finally stepping down. It seems like yesterday that I was sec1. I still rmb the first band prac where I didn't know how to set up the music stand and zoenin helped me. And then sebby and jiayi being super scary when I was in sec1. And now, we've advanced from a sec1 junior recruit to a senior. The responsibilty increases, the skill has improved by a lot(especially after syf) and the bonds created become stronger by each band prac. It's the last time performing on stage with the current batch of RVseniorband peeps, treasure it.
RVSeniorBand, JIAYOU!!
klarinutz ftw <3
firsts! seconds! thirds! bass! GOGOGO!!
Sebastian, Jiayi, Lihua, Kaizhen
Kimyee, Zoenin, Kimberly, Yijun, Evan
all the best!!(:

the best I played on  stage was with this current batch,
the best I've ran 100m is also with this batch.
memories forever.

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