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Monday, August 31, 200910:05 PM

shouldn't be posting...but...
now i know why...
some ppl want to study music...
when you're pissed or whatever, music can change your mood...
it can make you feel sad, happy etc...
it's like listening to music...
is a way to get rid of all the wordly feelings...
playing music, listening to music...it's like being in your own world...
the music just flows...

decided to go back to pei hwa after all....wasn't exactly planning to go back..but since i was early...why not...
went popular first...since it's like opposite each other...then passed by this gift shop so shu bian go buy present and go back lor...
then...i picked my brother...
and i srsly dunoe what the school is trying to do...
the teachers are ok with us going to the staff room but they insist in keeping us in the canteen...
and wait for the teachers to come down...
and it took ages for them to come down..
then i was practically chased home by my mother...
she keep calling me-.-
just bcos my brother was there...
then i was like so pissed then just leave lor...
but luckily o.0
just b4 i left i met my p6 form teacher leh(:
haha...
and my mother was wondering why i so black-face...
is like...NOT MY FAULT OK...
they only allowed us to go in at 12.50 when their school programme end at 12.30 -.-
and i asked my brother if he minded waiting for a while...
and he was OK with that...
and my mother wasn't -.-
just don't understand it sometimes...
somehow i think it's the people that you love most can make you the most pissed, the most sad/hurt....etc....
...............................
and then she started explaining that if i wanted to visit teachers then i should say earlier then dun pick my brother...
but it's like this is one of those rare times i actually get released earlier than him and pick him on the way home so...why not what...i save somebody a trip...
made me quite bad mood for the rest of the day
i sound like im some aunty complaining-.-
so...i shall not continue...
haha...and i shall listen to MUSIC(:
haha...
happy studying everyone o.0
tmr no school...



Sunday, August 30, 200910:19 PM

"When it comes to getting things done, multitasking is a bane not a blessing, according to Stanford University researchers."
o.0...
haha...thanks to some recent discussion about whether technology is a bane or a boon...i know what a bane means(:
haha...
there's half day tmr...
and i haven't finish chem prac 17...
need to pass up tmr..
and i left the suibi-.-
i think my dad is flying back this wednesday...
o.0...
i think im addicted to joe hisaishi's summer o.0
haha...i keep playing it over and over again o.0
lol...his piano is so nice><
but amazingly he learned violin first...
never heard that he played violin o.0
so cool!!
i want to go out tmr):
but i no money to go...
and anyway need to study...
i decided to become a very very good kid(:
haha...i even made a list of what  i have to study...
like worksheets, notes etc.
o.0
and i just realised that we have A LOT A LOT to study...
thank God i dun have to take scs paper for eoys><
haha...
i think we're going to get our progress report soon right...
so not looking forward to it...
this year's really gone very fast..
faster than the past 2 years...
it's like...not long ago...we changed class and dunoe anyone...
and now...it's like...haha...lol...
not say very united lar...
but okok class...
hmm....
yea...many things happened this year...
haha...
"They couldn't help thinking about the task they weren't doing," Ophir said of multitaskers. "They can't keep things separate in their minds."
Testing also showed that multitaskers weren't superior when it came to remembering or organizing information in their minds. Researchers showed students letters and asked them to remember repeated appearances.
"The low multitaskers did great," Ophir said. "The high multitaskers were doing worse and worse the further they went along because they kept seeing more letters and had difficulty keeping them sorted in their brains."
o.0 some yahoo news...o.0
multi-tasking is BAD?!
but it saves time(:
i think this is like the official last post b4 the eoys...unless something crops up...
haha...
i shall go on hiatus~ haha...
JIAYOUS FOR EOYS EVERYBODY!!



3:20 PM

wow...i have to get studying><
was listening to joe hisaishi's piece summer.
wow...his playing is ________
totally stunned...
oriental wind is also quite nice...
and his psirited away song - one summer's night...
haha...
it's really really very nice(:
got our 2nd piece since the sec 4s left...
it feels helpless being a senior...
it's like...we're not improving...
oh...this new piece is called Joe Hisaishi's Works 3 o.0
has 4 songs inside i think
Summer, Oriental Wind, HANA-BI, and some song with japanese name>< dunoe how to read...
and apparently this song has many solos o.0
flutes have like 3 solos...
french horn also have solo...
haha...listened to joe hisaishi playing summer...
wah...i can't believe we have to sound like that><
or rather I have to sound like that...
lol...
why do i feel that we/i will ruin the first part of the piece><
zzz...
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
to all teachers o.0
haha...although it's early><
haha...ppl...let's go study(:



Saturday, August 29, 20092:16 AM

o.0...today was and is an amazing day o.0
firstly, miriam slept earlier than me today o.0
how amazing is THAT(:
haha...
and secondly...
we got to sight-read some score composed by joe hisaishi...
and it has like the kind of 6 notes in 1 beat kind of rhythm...and
some of the weird rhythm has caused my sense of rhythm to go haywire...
like if i sing rhythm i dun even know what im singing-.-
 zzz...
i shall go sleep now o.0
good night...er...morning everybody...



Friday, August 28, 200912:04 AM

lol...i have no idea why im blogging...
when i got so much work to finish...
i dun understand...
why....
i dunoe how to do trigo-.-
when it's e-maths...which is supposed to be easier....
and i can do sum of roots and multiplication of roots and that is a-maths...
it's like supposed to be what...
harder?!
can't believe it...
got to write chinese compo in class tmr...
got to finish bio assignment...
mr chng decided to go super fast...until i dun even know what he's doing><
and he gave us 5 pages of homework today?!
lol...
and the best thing yet...
tmr morning i have section run...
zzz...
and we're like sight-reading some song tmr...
i think it's called summer...
haha...by a japanese guy...i dunoe how to spell his err...surname><
haha...



Wednesday, August 26, 200912:16 AM

time flies..
this year passed by really quickly...
and i can't believe im gonna be sec 4 next year...
never imagined it to be THAT fast...
all the erm...
craziness...
wow...
this year really passed quickly...
like how the wind blows past...
but never blows back...
memories are to be made and kept...
im still thinking whether i should go back on teacher's day o.0
but i dun think i will...i shall see whether they having half day or not(:
haha...
hmm...
still have maths ws to do...
and maths notes trigo part 3...
and i still dunoe how to do -.-
haha...
it's only a few months time...
when we will step down o.0
that's sad):
the sec 2s will be sec 3s and the sec 1s will be sec 2s and the sec 3s will be sec 4s...
o.0...
which reminds me...
i must collect section fund...
next week...
$5 each...
and i am feeling hopelessly BROKE now-.-
lol...



Monday, August 24, 20098:42 PM



Anyway…
It’s jiro’s birthday today(:
Hahah…
Hmmm…wishing him happy birthday o.0
Haha…I also dunoe what to say…
I seem to posting everyday -.-
Not a good sign…
it's the 123rd post(:
and i can't post a picture):
o.0 i edited the post...and now i can add picture(: haha...
so happy(:



Sunday, August 23, 20094:32 PM

I am wondering why so many people changed to livejournal-.-
lol...and i can't figure out the problem with the archiving thing...
err...anybody know how to do?
i din have to do it last time
and now i dunoe why it doesn't work-.-
my mother keeps saying that need to go study...
zzz...sec 1s are officially in main band now...
and ms chan decided to play pomp and circumstance
finally we get to actually play something proper...
like pecori night and the version of the Gong qi jun...
those are like warm-ups...and yet...
we cant play the, properly without mistake...
was searching through my old scores...
found the old gong qi jun
the other version...the harder one...
if we played that now our band will crash...
honestly...
sometimes i just can't stand it...
someone keeps thinking she's damn pro...and is like...comeone...you're no better than all of us...
among the the rest your age yes, you may be good BUT other people will catch up...
you will never be the best in the future with this kind of attitude...
you'll just make people dun like you...
i think i sound mean...
do i?
finally managed to settle the tagboard and fixed the broken links o.0
changing blogskin makes ppl busy o.0
tmr is jiro's birthday(:
haha...
hmmm...i dunoe what to write now...
LOL...
5 weeks to eoys!!
better go study><
trigo is horrible/weird-.-



Saturday, August 22, 20097:53 PM

hmm...changed blogskin...and there's something wrong with the archiving system...
and.. need to change my tagboard o.0
not totally fixed yet...need to get used to using html again...
after not touching it for like SO LONG
haha...
5 more weeks to EOYS
zzz
haha...will ifx up more of my blog...erm...later on...
but anyway...
WHO EVEN COMES HERE-.-
lol....



Monday, August 17, 20099:50 PM

hmmm...i just realised how near the exams are><
they are like only 6 weeks away, including this week...
so...better start studying><
haha...this term is really wah...so fast-.-
-not good-
hmm...GOOD LUCK MIRIAM FOR YOUR PIANO EXAM(:
wah...you play the scales so fast...
and i think i play my scales half the speed of yours-.-
lol...
tmr there's band...
another practice, another day
wonder what's new...
nothing in fact...
help the sec 1s fit in,
settle our basics(which are obviously not there)
finally can hear how horrible we sound without the sec 4s and do SOMETHING...
bcos...we aren't what we used to be...
we're worse....much much worse...
there's a long way ahead...
and our standard is dropping like i dunoe what...
zzz...
haha...



Monday, August 10, 20097:23 PM

feeling so confused lately...
why is it that in shows the ppl have open places where they can just scream out loud...
like release whatever they're feeling then...and
we don't...singapore is really.....too small -.-
everywhere you go there's concrete...
singapore is really a city...like concrete everywhere...

i really dunoe what to do now...
ppl i want to discuss with...all not online...
telling my parents wun help....like....they wun understand...
it's not that kind of "i-did-something-unforgivable" thing...but...
i just dunoe how to explain it...
im like standing at the crossroads...and can't make a decision...
and the roads dun meet...
in fact...they go further....and further away...
im not sure how to make this decision...
i dun even know...
if im even making the right decision...
it;s so hard...to make this decision...
what does God want me to do...
what does He want us to do...
i dunuoe...
i really don't...
feel so helpless that i can't even make a decision for myself...
feel so useless...
i can't even decide what colour clothes i want to buy...
no wonder i can't make a decision...
no wonder james was saying women are not decisive...
apparently the erm...reservice ppl were sharing...
women dun even know what they want...how can men know what THEY want...
true...if you look at it at a certain angle...
WHYWHYWHY are decisions so hard to make...
i really dunoe what to do...
i dunoe what i want...
so many ppl have their own ambitions...
i dun even know what i want to be...
since young...i never had any ambition...
and when those weird self-introduction things included MY AMBITION
i would just fake something....bcos i really dunoe what i want to be...
i dun even know what i want...
simple decisions i can't make...
others?
no need to say more...
must really start to think through what i want...
those ppl who know...dun tell anybody ok...thanks(:
listening to chu1 kou3...
how come i can't find my chu1 kou3
decisions...
are really hard to make...
im not sure if i will make the right choice....



Sunday, August 9, 20094:16 PM

haha(: it's national day
and i just realised how great it is to have national day on a sunday(:
bcos we get a super long weekend(:
haha...
shall reply tags...
zoenin - eh...i heard they selling hse o.0i hope they shift out soon o.0
evan - lol...mayb she did-.-

haha...
we shall thank someone for giving us PUBLIC criticism
lol...
we'll SHOW her..
that we can be BETTER
and make her TAKE BACK her words...
lol...
jiayou RVCB(:



Tuesday, August 4, 200910:19 PM

shall post afte after such a long time(:
today had chem prac....and ICAS maths
and ndp rehearsal...
i forgot to bring calculator):
and i think i lost it...zzz...i can't find it...
not good news

apprently my neighbours never got taught manners...
how SAD
like you know my house need to tap card then can go in....and apparently...my neighbour's name is sarah...dunoe how to spell...but HEY it still sounds like that...
well....she was picking her younger sister...and they were like doing the skateboarding thing....and boviously both of them are like younger than me...
then i opened the door bcos i need to get home and apparently they din bring the card...
although i only saw the older sister first...
then apparently their parents din teach them to say THANK YOU
wow...i sound like im insulting their parents but HEY....their children reflect them?! lol...like we have had another encounter with their mother-.- and apparently they behave similarly...
and this is not the first time i opened the door for both sisters...and both times they din say thankyou...
wow....maybe im petty but don't they even know their manners?! i think the older sister is like sec school alr lar...-.-
then when we got into the lift...i din press their floor number...
i pressed my own...
and the older sister pressed it and started staring at me like a got something written on my face...like PLEASE STARE AT ME...lol
my face is super clean lar please....
stare what stare...
somemore she's not until my shoulder lar....still stare
stare what...i have NOTHING written on my face lar...
make me bad mood when i got home...
lioke what is this lar...no manners totally...
staring is like WRONG....lioke did anybody ever tell her that?!
the nxt time i see them i shall walk the other way and totally ignore them...
not WORTH my attention...
like seriously...
being young is NOT an excuse...
as long as you go to school you will know how to say THANKYOU
but apparently THEY don't
hmm....what have their parents been doing-.- or rather what have THEY been doing...
like so what if i dunoe them...it's like basic courtesy...
BASIC BASIC BASIC
like the basics of basics...
i have no idea why im getting so pissed just talking about them...they are like a waste of MY time-.-

and ndp rehearsal was weird...
we supposed to stand in a semicircle and ended in something like a U-shape...
LOL...
and apparently we were not loud enough?
haha...