Thursday, May 28, 200912:21 AM
this is like going to be the last post....
of erm....i dunoe how long...
very very very long
bcos my results are obviously horrible and my current gpa for only midyears
is like i just scraped passed
soo....
and im like supposed to get a gpa 3....
only some ppl know about this gpa 3
but anyway
that 3 really means a lot to me
and i can't even get it when ppl around me are getting it so easily
like a 3. something is like not high enough for them...
and im just simply aiming for a 3
that i can't even get
they make it look so simple
and wun be using the computer for a very long time
bcos my mother's going to keep the laptop during the holidays and i'll be at home erm...
doing maths
i dun even know if i can make it to cca this friday
holiday practices?
i think i duneed to go
with the results i got
my mother will NOT let me go...
and there goes the last chance to perform with seniors b4 they leave band and we officially take over....
oh well....
wish me good luck tmr
it'll probably be one of the most horrible days in my life...
i wish everything could be fine...
Wednesday, May 27, 20092:25 PM
MINOTAUR
haha(:
we won cross country againnnnn(:
but they recycle the trophy every year
and although we won lke last year and this year
they didn't inscribe it -.-
so sad...
there's like only unicorn's name there
and there was like not enough water and we can't go to our bags to take water
-.-
and they expect us to cheer when we need WATER
haha
then b4 the race started we were making the weird sound...according to miriam is like someone hyperventilating?!
hahahahahahaha....
today the weather was much better than last year...
in terms of the heat
the sky was like cloudy so no sun
then not hot(:
which is very goooooood
gna have new piece on friday=sight reading again
lol...
Friday, May 22, 200912:22 AM
my gpa is really in the longang now...
probably on it's way to the erm...sewagesystem to be flushed into the sea...where it wwill sink at i dunoe where
far far away
tmr there's cca and we'll be sight-reading a few pieces...
and i can gurantee that my sight-reading is 101% horrible...
but it's easier than piano bcos for piano it's like for both left and right hand and need to play tgt...
so...
see how...
the midyears have totally killed me...
after alll
WE CAN ONLY DIE ONCE IN A LIFETIME
unless you can die twice?
dun tell me...
it's a bit...erm...
scary?
being a baby is great i realise
they just cry and eat and sleep
-.-
if only life were that simple --- 101% impossible
welll...let's just say life is compmlicated...and it's getting more horrible by the term...
i was saying if the mathematicians didn't exist then we wouldn't be lke studying maths....
and if all those weird events didn't happen in the past...
we wouldn't have to study it...
of course the technology has improved...
and everyone is getting smarter...
but how come i feel im getting no smarter but getting more stupid -.-
whywhywhywhywhywhywhy
i have no idea at all how to tell my mother my results....
although i told some---the good ones of course
and the rest are...
horrible
my mother was like scolding my brother for maths that he did very lousy...
i dun dare tell her man
she will kill me
like i got muchmuch lower...
and he gets killed alr...
then i will definitely get killed...
howhowhowhowhow...
my mother was saying
why i haven't get back papers yet...then she was like YOU SURE A NOT
bcos my brother got his papers back alr...
and his exam was like later than mine....
i will tell her nxt week...
i promise myself
annd i'll prob not blog for a super super long time after i tell her my results...
it's a crazy competitive world out there
i hate it
you study like crazy, work like crazy and retire and no one will care about you anymore
what's this?!
it's a crazy...crazy world out there...
Tuesday, May 19, 200911:12 PM
hmmmm...
had the first combines after syf...
played enchanted...everything was quite screwed...
o.0
we tuned...
then played the march dream city...
then there was one part where there was oboe solo
then b4 playing the piece...then jiayi said
eh...later the solo you play...bcos my B is stuck
-.-
it was oboe solo then clarinet solo 7 semiquavers...
and...
my heart was like pumping super fast...i dunoe why....
then everytime ms chan stopped just b4 the oboe solo...
and i was thinking...
why not get it over sooooooooon...
then in the end we did play it...and played so many times somemore...
lol...
according to jieying, she said it was quite nice...but a bit too soft
lol...
then zoenin said it was not bad
haha
thanks(:
wah...super nervous leh....
although this is not exactly my first time playing some solo thing...
its the erm...second time
but the first time was like jiayi last minute instru cannot play...play half the solo then the second half is i play...
it was enchanted...
haha...
then bcos sebby was playing E flat...
so ended up i play...haha
but that time i wasn't as nervous as today...
haha...
andddddd
im going bugis with sarah tmrrr
haha...for her bday...although the real day is lke on thursday...
buttt
i have tuition and she hav violin
sooooooooo
go tmr lor
but i no $$$
haha...
i think i always run out of $$$ so easily...
but now must save moneyyy
bcos 经济is not very good now...
haha...
haissssssss....
results are out...
and i did horribly...
like the gpa dropped into the longang....
zzz....
PS looking forward to band on friday(:
Sunday, May 17, 200911:51 PM
101th post
and there's some stupid person smoking on the first floor with no idea that the smoke travels up to the 4th or even 5th floor
secondhand smoke is more harmful than the person smoking ok
irritating
i have absolutely no idea how to break the news of my maths to my parents...srsly...NO IDEA HOW
helpme somebody
please?
hmmm....
this midterms was really hard...
especially maths...
my brother is like having science paper tmr...his last paper...
and they were like talking about getting over 90 for maths and he'll get 100 bucks
and i stare at my maths...
and practically faint
the difference is whoah...
you have no idea how vast the difference in marks are....
i miss primary school days...where failing is like not a thing we have to even CONSIDER
while in sec sch...what you are aiming for is just to at least PASS and not FAIL
in pri sch we can like even aim for over 90
if you can get 90 or even more than that
i have NO COMMENTS
band life has continued...
11th july - yuhua concert
and we are like some guest band
in nice words...
because ms chan wants us to get used to playing in front of an audience...
but...i think the name of 'guest band' doesn't really suit us does it...
our standard is not there yet...
like guest bands are supposed to be better or at the same standard as the band that is the main performer...but we aren't...
sec 1s have joined...
we had sectionals on friday...
and we had to teach the sec 1s the basic of the basics...
and im quite stunned at their standard...no offence srsly...so sorry if i've offended anybody...but...
hais...let's just say they have A LOT to catch up on
scales, chromatics, fingerings, reading notes, warm-ups, rhythm....etc.
really need to start from beginning...
and it's the first time i actually experienced being a senior...with a jnr to teach...
now i think it's really very hard...especially if they dun talk...like you say "you understand?" then they'll be like nodding their head...then the whole sectional practice i was like the only one talking in the conversation....
hmmm....
when ms chan comes...the band will slow down a lot so they can catch up...
lots of warm-ups and rhythm stuff...
tuning will be impossible for the time being...
condemn instrus are always so flat....
so....the whole band will be erm...out of tune???
i dunoe...
we'll see...
open house - 30th may
hmmm...
WE STILL HAVE CCA ON THE 29th -.-
had to copy out the whole first chapter of the san guo yan yi just because i din bring it -.-
6 pages leh
S-I-X
like so many lar...
i finally managed to finish it...
i think thats all i have to say...for now...
Tuesday, May 12, 200910:49 PM
100th post(:
and...this is like the longest time i have ever kept a blog...
like last time haven't hit 30 posts and i delete the blog -.-
midyears are OVER
O-V-E-R
and
i predict im not going to do well...like half of the papers were rubbish/screwed
ok...so life moves on...
hmmm...
i forgot what i wanted to say...
haha...i hav some new and crazy aims...since midyears are over...
psst...NOT TELLING YOU xp
haha...
lol
going out with miriam tmr...jurong point...
haha...first time this year we're finally going out tgt
the last time we went was like when arh...hmmm...
LONGLONGTIMEAGOOOOO
hmmm...i think that's alll...
